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Table of Contents

  • 1. Chapter 1. The Beginning Of Everything
  • 2. Chapter 2. A Secret That I'm Desperately Hiding
  • 3. Chapter 3. The Mind That Noticed
  • 4. Chapter 4. Bare Claws
  • 5. Chapter 5. It’s A Trap
  • 6. Chapter 6. A Stupid Choice
  • 7. Chapter 7. A Desperate Wish
  • 8. Chapter 8. The End And The Beginning
  • 9. Chapter 9. It's Happening Again
  • 10. Chapter 10. An Inevitable Choice
  • 11. Chapter 11. Bellea’s Heart
  • 12. Chapter 12. The Morning Of The Journey
  • 13. Chapter 13. Time Passes And As Fate Would Have It, It Happens Again
  • 14. Chapter 14. An Encounter That Wasn’t Planned
  • 15. Chapter 15. The First Impression
  • 16. Chapter 16. One Sword And Two Hands
  • 17. Chapter 17. An Unusual Encounter
  • 18. Chapter 18. The Gaze Of A Fierce Beast
  • 19. Chapter 19. Three People In One Place
  • 20. Chapter 20. A New But Familiar Place
  • 21. Chapter 21. The Inside Story
  • 22. Chapter 22. There Are No Coincidences Without Reasons
  • 23. Chapter 23. The Opening Act Of The Banquet
  • 24. Chapter 24. The Situation Has Been Reversed
  • 25. Chapter 25. The First Dance In My Life
  • 26. Chapter 26. A Comrade And A Friend
  • 27. Chapter 27. Coincidence Created By Intention
  • 28. Chapter 28. The Second Deja Vu
  • 29. Chapter 29. Nice To See You After A Long Time
  • 30. Chapter 30. I Missed You So Much I Almost Cried
  • 31. Chapter 31. I Hope You Don't Have A Hard Time
  • 32. Chapter 32. Reason For Going Out
  • 33. Chapter 33. Following The Traces
  • 34. Chapter 34. Recurring Coincidence
  • 35. Chapter 35. Movement In The Veil
  • 36. Chapter 36. Still, That's Why I'm Here
  • 37. Chapter 37. A Promise Cannot Be Kept
  • 38. Chapter 38. A Surprise Visit
  • 39. Chapter 39. Peace On Thin Ice
  • 40. Chapter 40. A Misnomer Or Promise
  • 41. Chapter 41. The Reason Why She Shines
  • 42. Chapter 42. The Leaked Trail
  • 43. Chapter 43. Unexpected
  • 44. Chapter 44. It's Like Being Splashed With Cold Water
  • 45. Chapter 45. The Truth Behind The Smile, And The Sincerity
  • 46. Chapter 46. The Purpose Of The Invitation
  • 47. Chapter 47. I'd Rather Choose Misunderstanding
  • 48. Chapter 48. Sleepless Night
  • 49. Chapter 49. If We Meet Again, Then
  • 50. Chapter 50. The Last Participant
  • 51. Chapter 51. Someone Who Shouldn't Show Up
  • 52. Chapter 52. The Third Coincidence
  • 53. Chapter 53. A Wave That Shook The Quiet Water
  • 54. Chapter 54. What You're Hiding, Or What You Have To Hide
  • 55. Chapter 55. Each With A Different Purpose
  • 56. Chapter 56. The Banquet Has Only Just Begun
  • 57. Chapter 57. The Existence Of A Rat
  • 58. Chapter 58. The Truth Of The Misunderstanding
  • 59. Chapter 59. A Match With A Fixed Ending
  • 60. Chapter 60. First Apology To Someone
  • 61. Chapter 61. Handshake With A Resolution
  • 62. Chapter 62. It's Payback For Injuring Her
  • 63. Chapter 63. The Night Of The Incident Passed
  • 64. Chapter 64. The Place Of Memories
  • 65. Chapter 65. The Real Conflict
  • 66. Chapter 66. Doubt That Started
  • 67. Chapter 67. We'll Do Good Things Together
  • 68. Chapter 68. An Unexpected Encounter Of The Three People
  • 69. Chapter 69. With Alcohol
  • 70. Chapter 70. What Happened When I Was Drunk
  • 71. Chapter 71. Rumor
  • 72. Chapter 72. Cracks
  • 73. Chapter 73. The Truth Of That Day
  • 74. Chapter 74. Provocation
  • 75. Chapter 75. The Unexpected Protagonist
  • 76. Chapter 76. Even With Her Whole Body Flying
  • 77. Chapter 77. Uncontrollable Anger
  • 78. Chapter 78. In His Palace
  • 79. Chapter 79. A Consideration That Shakes The Heart
  • 80. Chapter 80. Why Are You Nice To Me?
  • 81. Chapter 81. Shiver
  • 82. Chapter 82. Finding The Truth
  • 83. Chapter 83. His Mysterious Feelings
  • 84. Chapter 84. Destruction Of Evidence
  • 85. Chapter 85. The End Of The Traitor
  • 86. Chapter 86. A Nice Reunion
  • 87. Chapter 87. The Warmth I Missed
  • 88. Chapter 88. Untold Stories
  • 89. Chapter 89. In The Name Of Family
  • 90. Chapter 90. Rubain And Zevenica

Chapter 1. The beginning of everything

***

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***

 

Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 2. A secret that I'm desperately hiding

***

Sponsored by Lianhua. Thank you 💖 (8/8)

***

 

Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 3. The Mind That Noticed

***

Sponsored by Lianhua. Thank you 💖 (8/8)

***

 

Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 4. Bare claws

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Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 5. It’s a trap

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Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 6. A stupid choice

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Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 7. A desperate wish

***

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***

 

Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 8. The end and the beginning

***

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***

 

Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 9. It's happening again

***

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Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 10. An inevitable choice

***

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***

 

Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 11. Bellea’s heart

***

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***

 

Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 12. The morning of the journey

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Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 13. Time passes and as fate would have it, it happens again

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Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 14. An encounter that wasn’t planned

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***

 

Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 15. The first impression

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Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 16. One sword and two hands

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Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 17. An unusual encounter

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Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 18. The Gaze of a Fierce Beast

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Just by looking at Bandel’s expression, Ellea could clearly see what he was thinking, so she smiled and asked for a favor. 

 

“Please keep these words a secret. It is for the peace of the two empires.”

 

 “Yes, of course.”

 

While the two were talking, they soon arrived at Terban’s palace. Ellea was about to enter when she was led by the maidservant who was waiting for her, she turned to Bandel and said.

 

“I still remember the promise you made to me then, so you must keep it.”

 

Knowing what promise she was referring to, Bandel nodded.

 

“I remember. You can come to the performance hall anytime.” 

 

“Oh? Then, can I come tomorrow?”

 

“Yes, if the Princess wants.”

 

Bandel happily agreed. Ellea was more surprised by his readily reply, but she gladly accepted the opportunity.

 

“Now that Lord Bandel has said so, I think I can bear this moment.”

 

Soon Ellea moved away with the maid, and Bandel continued to stand there and watch her until she disappeared. 

 

As he did so, he found it strange that Ellea blatantly expressed her dissatisfaction of her meeting with Terban, even though she knew who he was.

 

The other nobles were desperate to have such an opportunity.

 

“She’s not an ordinary person after all.”

 

***

 

Standing in front of the dining room door, Ellea took a deep breath as the maid announced her arrival, and when the door opened, she stepped inside with caution.

 

The door closed behind her and she looked straight ahead. Where Ellea’s gaze turned, Terban had already arrived and was sitting.

 

When her eyes met his, Ellea greeted him first.

 

“I am pleased to meet you, Emperor. Sorry if I kept you waiting.”

 

“All right. Please have a seat.”

 

“Thank you for the invitation today.”

 

Ellea approached carefully and sat down next to Terban. Then, as she had expected, silence came as soon as the greeting was over.

 

‘I knew this would happen. I’ll get indigestion while eating.’

 

However, as if he had seen through Ellea’s thoughts, Terban spoke.

 

 “I guess you’re uncomfortable being here.”

 

“No. Sitting down to dinner with Your Majesty, how could I have such a thought…”

 

Ellea said with a flat smile, but Terban felt uncomfortable with the smile.

 

Because he had seen her smiling brightly with the children in the nursery. So he could definitely tell that the smile she was making now was fake.

 

“There’s no need to feel so burdened. It’s just a seat for us to eat together.”

 

“Yes, Your Majesty.”

 

But even so, she couldn’t feel comfortable.

 

Because she knew better than anyone that he was a cold and relentless emperor.

 

Fortunately, the food was brought in and placed in front of them, surrounded by this tranquility. Terban said as he watched the steaming food.

 

“Let’s have a nice meal, Princess.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

With that, Ellea slowly picked up the silverware and started eating. 

As expected, she couldn’t taste the food very well, whether it was in her mouth or in her nose.

 

She liked food a lot, but this was different.

 

‘I’d rather eat alone.’

 

And so the meal began, and Terban asked the first formal question.

 

“Have you adjusted to life here?”

 

‘Of course. Everyone at the palace has been good to me so I feel comfortable.”

 

“That’s good to hear. If that’s what you think, Princess, then Zenvenica won’t be worried about you.”

 

‘I knew you were worried about that.’

 

It was obvious Zenvenica was keeping a close eye on Ellea to see how she was doing in Rubain.

 

So Terban must be wondering about the letters and communications that they exchanged with her. Because Terban couldn’t check it directly.

 

‘No, he may have already been informed of my every move.’

 

She didn’t know what kind of person Terban thought she was, but it wasn’t easy for Ellea to inform him when she already knew his intentions. She belonged to Zenvenica now.

 

She had no intention of giving him any advantageous information, so Ellea broke off a conversation that was somewhat related to that.

 

“Oh, come to think of it, my brother sent me a letter.”

 

“A letter?”

 

“Yes. He was very concerned about my safety.”

 

With those words thrown in, Ellea ate the food leisurely. Terban looked at her, but Ellea pretended not to notice his gaze.

 

Terban soon realized her intention in bringing it up and retorted in the same manner.

 

“So you must have sent the word that you were well then. That’s what you told me just now.” 

 

“Well, I guess it can always change what answer I give you.”

 

“As expected, you are not an easy opponent.”

 

And this time Ellea smiled and said as if she saw through his thoughts.

 

 “Is there a considerable difference between what you thought about me and what you actually saw, Your Majesty? Since you said I’m not an easy opponent.”

 

A strange tension formed between the two of them at that moment. It was like a fierce beast that would snatch anyone’s neck the moment they showed a small gap.

 

“The look in Your Majesty’s eyes that said “unexpected” confirms my words.”

 

“Yes, it’s just as you say, Princess.”

 

Terban, too, did not hide his true feelings, but he did not seem to be in a mood to retreat easily.

 

“You must have thought of me as immature, ignorant, and unattached.” (Ellea)

 

“I don’t disagree.”

 

It was a fact that could not be denied. Not that he had that much information on the Imperial Princess, so it automatically seemed that way.

 

Because she was the only Imperial Princess in the empire, and also because she was physically weak, he would forgive her for any behavior.

 

Of course, all of that was overturned the moment he actually met her.

 

“Your Majesty, do you know what the first thing I did as soon as I woke up from my coma?”

 

Terban had no idea what Ellea’s intention was to ask such a question. She smiled that didn’t match her somber mood at the sight.

 

“As a princess, I learned everything again. From etiquette, knowledge, to physical strength. I don’t want to worry my family any more than I already have. That’s the reason why I came to Rubain even though my family didn’t want me to.”

 

Ellea then earnestly explained how she had come to be here.

 

“I know Your Majesty secretly wanted Bellea, the Crown Prince, to come here. Because he is the future emperor, and I’m sure that his presence here will be useful to Rubain.”

 

Terban felt it the moment he saw Ellea’s accurate grasp of his intentions. The Princess in front of him was not the person he thought he could underestimate.

 

“I didn’t like that idea, so I came here even though my family stopped me. I came here to fulfill my duty as a Princess of Zevenica.”

 

“And what is your reason for saying that to me now?”

 

“I am telling you that if you touch my country and my people, I will not stay still. I have no intention of moving according to the intentions of anyone here.”

 

Ellea finished her words without avoiding Terban’s eyes. It was only for a moment, but a murderous intent flashed through her gaze.

 

“That’s all I want to say. Shall we stop talking about heavy subjects?”

 

The seriousness of what she had just said did not disappear from Ellea, and she began eating again as if nothing had happened.

 

Terban chuckled at the instantaneous change in her appearance, which he didn’t even know was there. 

 

His voice made her gaze turn to Terban again.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“I don’t know where to focus on dealing with the Princess now.”

 

“It’s all me, now and then.”

 

The only reason Ellea had been willing to indulge the danger and provoke him was for the sake of her own family and the empire.

 

At the same time, it was a warning not to underestimate her. Fortunately, Terban didn’t show any signs of displeasure.

 

“I understood what the words of the Princess meant.”

 

“I’m sorry if I sounded rude, but that’s how much my country and family means to me.” 

 

Partly because of the sincerity in Ellea’s voice, but also because Terban understood how she felt. He was also an emperor of his empire.

 

“You certainly look different from what I saw in the nursery.”

 

When Terban brought up the event of that day without warning, Ellea was greatly perplexed, unlike before.

 

Cough.

 

Ellea, who had gotten choked up and hastily drank some water, had no choice but to question Terban when she stopped coughing.

 

“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”

 

“It doesn’t matter anyway. There are only two of us.”

 

“That’s true, but…”

 

She still didn’t think he would bring that up first. She hoped he would pretend that he didn’t know, but he didn’t seem to intend to do so.

 

In fact, was it her illusion that he seemed to enjoy to see her embarrassed?

 

“For the life of me, I couldn’t understand why the Imperial Princess would be interested in such a thing. Besides, this isn’t even Zenvenica.”

 

Ellea had expected such a reaction from Terban, and was not surprised like before.

 

“It’s too unexpected.”

 

“There’s no particular reason. It’s just that ……”

 

Ellea set down her silverware and brought up her thoughts as she was El. She didn’t want to make up another word for it.

 

“I just want to protect their daily lives, eat good food, have fun, and teach them what is precious. They have their own pain and difficulty. That’s why I couldn’t stand by and watch.”

 

She didn’t want those weak lives to suffer the same fate as hers. At least she got to live a second life.

 

“Do you think it is hypocritical of me, an Imperial Princess, to say this? There is nothing more ridiculous than someone who doesn’t know what’s really going on.”

 

The unidentified man she had met by chance the other day was probably right. Maybe she was the most hypocritical person in the world.

 

The strange emotion that oozed from Ellea’s eyes made Terban speak in a way that was unlike him. He was going to comfort her.

 

“Nonetheless, it doesn’t change the fact that what the Princess does deserve to be praised.”

 

Considering what he had seen of Ellea from the first time he met her until now, he didn’t think she was a hypocrite. He could tell she really wanted to help someone.

 

That was why she moved beyond mere thinking and actually took action.

 

“Thank you for saying that, but can you keep it a secret.”

 

“Is there a reason people shouldn’t know?”

 

“Because I don’t want people to talk about me. I don’t want the children to know who I am.”

 

Her reasons surprised Terban. Because she was so desperate to hide her good deeds when others would go out of their way to let the world now. 

 

‘And at the same time, she just called herself hypocritical?’

 

Suddenly he had this thought. Perhaps the person who knew the least about her was the Princess herself.

Chapter 19. Three people in one place