Chapter 1 Part 1
I could feel Kwanach shivering. The shadow that covered me shook. A shaky breath erupted through his lips.
We were husband and wife, so it was natural for us to have a physical relationship, but Kwanach looked as thrilled as if he’d been the recipient of any trust. His reaction made me feel confused and nervous.
I said in a slightly calm voice.
“I’m serious …….”
Kwanach, who had been staring down at me, pulled me closer to him without saying a word. My vision flipped over again in a flash.
Unlike before when I was on my side, I was now in a sitting position facing him. My legs spread open as I was sitting on his lap and my dress spread to the side.
Kwanach’s hands covered my back tightly. The embarrassment of being in this position in the rattling carriage was overwhelming. The area in contact with him was very large. His body scent permeated my nose as it was, and his gushing heat also seeped into my skin.
Kwanach tilted his chin at an angle and rubbed his lips gently against my cheek. He murmured softly with his lips attached to my skin.
“I thought I was being greedy.”
The low voice that came out was emotional and wet.
“I said proudly that I’ll wait until you want me …but I knew it was a presumptuous desire.”
Kwanach had never once pressured me. At least that was what I thought. He was always stiff, cautious, and nervous.
“I thought I might not be able to hug you for the rest of my life. Still, I have to accept it if you never want me, and that being your husband is too much for me.….”
“I get excited just by touching your fingertips. You have no idea how many profane things I have imagined in my head.”
Kwanach, who was reciting quietly, grabbed my chin with one hand. His long fingers were about to cover my ears.
He gently lifted my chin and met my eyes. There was a strange heat in his damp eyes.
“But now that you allowed it, I won’t hold back anymore. I’m afraid you’ll be disappointed in me if I let you see all the desires that lie beneath……..”
“That won’t happen, Kwanach.”
I answered with effort, as my heart was pounding violently.
He was the one who reigned over the entire continent, but lied low only in front of me. Such Kwanach was so pitiful and lovely.
Kwanach flinched for a moment at my answer, then quickly tilted his chin and smashed his lips against mine again. I had more room to breathe than the kissing earlier, but Kwanach’s hands moved more than before.
While slowly sweeping down my side, he grabbed my shoulders tightly. A crude hand wandered between the shoulder and the biceps.
I let out an involuntary moan through my clenched mouth. The hand only went over my clothes, but it made my skin tingle and ache.
Does this mean that I get excited? I wasn’t used to it, but I didn’t feel bad about it. In fact, it seemed to wear me down and made me feel impatient.
I could feel Kwanach’s breathing becoming increasingly ragged. Soon his rough hand gently wrapped around my breast.
I was so startled that I squeezed his shoulders. He quickly pulled his lips away and stared at me.
“I’m sorry. I’m a little excited. I didn’t mean to…”
“No, no, no. It’s not that. We’re in the carriage. …….”
“I don’t intend to do it until the end here. I don’t want to spend my first time with you in such a shabby place.”
“Please feel free to talk. If you’re not comfortable with it, I won’t do it.”
Kwanach said, his brow furrowed and his face by all accounts excited.
“It’s not that I don’t want to. I was just embarrassed. ……And there’s not much to touch on my chest. You can’t feel good even if you touch it.….” (*small breasts problem 😂)
Kwanach, who had been seriously frozen, burst into laughter.
“Don’t worry about that part. If you’re wondering if I’m aroused by your body, you can check it now.”
Kwanach grabbed my hand and pulled it down towards his thighs.
I shouted, shaking my head quickly, wondering how he was going to let me confirm it.
“No, I don’t! No …… I understand. I’m sorry.”
Kwanach loosened my hand gently.
“Don’t you want to check?”
“Uh….Next time…. Next time.”
My ears throbbed as if a spark had been ignited in them.
“You can touch me, too, if you like.”
It was embarrassing just to think about it. I was told that the husband would do everything and I just had to stay still. But now Kwanach told me that I could touch him if I wanted to, my mind became confused. It seemed that the North was very conservative.
Why were these things taboo in the North and not told to us beforehand? Here I was in my second life and I was still ignorant about this…
Kwanach said soothingly in a soft voice, noticing my embarrassment.
“Of course. There is no need to be shy. It’s an act of sharing love with each other. It’s an exchange.”
“Oh, I….I’ll do my best.”
Kwanach started laughing again in a small voice. It was only for a short moment but I hadn’t seen this smile in a long time.
“I’m looking forward to it.”
His left arm squeezed my waist. My lips were on his lips again.
Kwanach’s tongue touched the inside of my mouth and his hand began to gently caress my shoulders.
‘We share our …… love for each other….it’s an act.’
I remembered what Kwanach had just told me.
I was quick to learn when someone taught me. I was an honest student from a very young age. I got up the courage to raise my hand and put it on Kwanach’s arm. I could feel his thick body flinching for a while.
I had to get used to it. I moved my hand a little more, whispering to myself that it was nothing to be ashamed of.
It was just Kwanach’s body that looked hard as a rock, but when I touched it directly with my hand, my impression changed. His body was full of muscles, yet soft and warm.
Every once in a while Kwanach would change the angle of his jaw and scratch the inside of my mouth. The only sound in the wide carriage was the sound of tongues and saliva.
I began to feel dizzy. The awkwardness and embarrassment disappeared completely, and my mind became foggy and hazy.
At that time, Kwanach gradually lifted my dress and held my buttocks gently. I heard the crumpling of my dress.
I couldn’t help but moan out of my clenched mouth. My heart was beating really fast and I felt a tightening in my lower stomach. It was a feeling I was not used to.
I was short of breath, but I didn’t hate it. No, I felt so hot inside my head that I couldn’t even decide whether I liked it or not.
We hugged face to face and only kissed passionately. At some point, we touched each other’s bodies naturally.
Kwanach was very careful with his hands. Even when he grabbed my breasts, it didn’t hurt, just tingled.
I don’t know how much time passed. At some point, my body lost strength and leaned on Kwanach. The lips that Kwanach bit and sucked for a long time were tingling. Since I hadn’t breathed out comfortably for a long time, my eyes were throbbing because I was short of breath.
Kwanach’s lips parted, as if he noticed I was having a hard time. I gently opened my eyes, which had been tightly closed for some time.
Our eyes met.
“Are you all right?”
I nodded a little. It was the longest kiss I’d ever had. And I had never been in such an awkwardly tight position before.
Kwanach’s lower body was hard and swollen with heat. I could feel his arousal vividly.
I spoke one word and was surprised at my own voice. I cleared my throat and opened my mouth again.
“I’m fine. I’m a little dizzy……”
“Did you like it?”
Kwanach stared at me and lightly rubbed my cheek with the back of his hand.
“Your cheeks are now a nice ripe peach color.”
“You have such a face, too.”
“What kind of …… face?”
“A lewd face.”
The embarrassment washed over me and I reflexively bowed my head deeply. I put more force on the hand holding on to Kwanach’s waist.
My face heated up and my chest heaved at the thought that the excitement that had filled my body had been discovered.
“No, don’t tease me.”
I mumbled and Kwanach gave a small laugh and kissed me near the top of my head.
“Raise your head.”
“I’m not teasing you. It’s just because you’re cute.”
“Being told I’m cute by a man who’s been around a long time is the same as being teased…….”
“I see. I’ll adjust the expression to beautiful then.”
“You seem to be talking a lot more than usual.”
“It’s because I feel more at ease. However, how long are you going to keep your head down?”
I let out a small sigh and gently lifted my head. Immediately, I made eye contact with Kwanach. Kwanach smiled, raising his lips smoothly, and kissed the tip of my nose. It was a ticklish kiss.
When was the last time I had shared affection with Kwanach in such a relaxed manner?
That happy expression on Kwanach’s face was also something I hadn’t seen in a really long time.
*Woo! Congratulations Usphere, you finished class #1. A few more classes to go until you graduate. 😂