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Table of Contents

  • 1. Chapter 1. Kill The Empress
  • 2. Chapter 2. Tanatos’s Cripple Empress
  • 3. Chapter 3. She's Really Here
  • 4. Chapter 4. The Empress Is Going To Die
  • 5. Chapter 5. How Did This Happen?
  • 6. Chapter 6. Swallowing Eyes
  • 7. Chapter 7. Natasha Roanti
  • 8. Chapter 8. The Crying Sound
  • 9. Chapter 9. Are You Throwing Yourself Away?
  • 10. Chapter 10. Why Did This Woman...?
  • 11. Chapter 11. Then Bite If Off And Kill Me
  • 12. Chapter 12. Ability To Save
  • 13. Chapter 13. The Shadow She Left Behind
  • 14. Chapter 14. Into His Realm
  • 15. Chapter 15. Tamon's Purpose
  • 16. Chapter 16. This Damn Woman!
  • 17. Chapter 17. I've Never Hated You
  • 18. Chapter 18. How About Love?
  • 19. Chapter 19. A Night Walk
  • 20. Chapter 20. How Do You Want To Die
  • 21. Chapter 21. Ronasso's Anxiety
  • 22. Chapter 22. How To Let Go Of Sadness
  • 23. Chapter 23. Lersha Resha
  • 24. Chapter 24. It’s Not Ugly
  • 25. Chapter 25. Where Is The Empress's Treasure?
  • 26. Chapter 26. The Reason For Death
  • 27. Chapter 27. The Consolation Of The Unashamed
  • 28. Chapter 28. A New Name
  • 29. Chapter 29. A Small Change
  • 30. Chapter 30. Out Of Control
  • 31. Chapter 31. There's Always Trouble
  • 32. Chapter 32. Dazzling Silver Hair And Purple Crystal Eyes
  • 33. Chapter 33. My Silver Fox
  • 34. Chapter 34. Is It Okay To Eat This Poisonous Plant?
  • 35. Chapter 35. Don't Be Weak
  • 36. Chapter 36. Don’t Leave Me
  • 37. Chapter 37. An Unfamiliar Peace
  • 38. Chapter 38. Warmth Of The Palm
  • 39. Chapter 39. Give Me Your Right Foot
  • 40. Chapter 40. That’s Right
  • 41. Chapter 41. The Bride's Scream
  • 42. Chapter 42. You Are Like A Gift
  • 43. Chapter 43. Ensemble Drink
  • 44. Chapter 44. I Think It’s Her
  • 45. Chapter 45. Exactly One Month
  • 46. Chapter 46. I’m Disappointed
  • 47. Chapter 47. She Doesn’t Know
  • 48. Chapter 48. To The Lady Of The Pink Rose Forest
  • 49. Chapter 49. Red Stigma On The Chest
  • 50. Chapter 50. That Person Will Come
  • 51. Chapter 51. Smile Next Time
  • 52. Chapter 52. I’m The Owner Of That Leg
  • 53. Chapter 53. The Twins’ Dream
  • 54. Chapter 54. Karen Turasia
  • 55. Chapter 55. Red Passion In The Desert
  • 56. Chapter 56. Cassion Krasis
  • 57. Chapter 57. Brothers
  • 58. Chapter 58. He Did Not Know How To Be Patient
  • 59. Chapter 59. An Unpleasant Visitor
  • 60. Chapter 60. My Brother's Mistress
  • 61. Chapter 61. Tomorrow, Lunch, Together
  • 62. Chapter 62. Roselyn's Anger
  • 63. Chapter 63. Red-eyed Savior
  • 64. Chapter 64. He’s Back
  • 65. Chapter 65. Bloody Master
  • 66. Chapter 66. Welcome Back
  • 67. Chapter 67. I Missed You
  • 68. Chapter 68. Thank You For Staying Alive
  • 69. Chapter 69. It's All Coming Together
  • 70. Chapter 70. Hope That Shine At The End Of Despair
  • 71. Chapter 71. A Mean Woman
  • 72. Chapter 72. Ronasso's Adversity
  • 73. Chapter 73. Preparation To Go Out
  • 74. Chapter 74. Each Person's Heart Flows Differently
  • 75. Chapter 75. Smile, Rosie
  • 76. Chapter 76. Do You Want Me To Show You My Specialty?
  • 77. Chapter 77. Aim And Shoot
  • 78. Chapter 78. The Gap
  • 79. Chapter 79. Arrows That Burn Flesh
  • 80. Chapter 80. I’ll Bring You The Proof
  • 81. Chapter 81. Even If I Die Like This
  • 82. Chapter 82. The Reason She Was Confident In Winning
  • 83. Chapter 83. An Unexpected Guest
  • 84. Chapter 84. Love That Couldn't Overcome Hatred
  • 85. Chapter 85. Aranrosia
  • 86. Chapter 86. The Rightful Owner
  • 87. Chapter 87. Can I Trust You?
  • 88. Chapter 88. A Blind Man
  • 89. Chapter 89. The Wind Lantern Ceremony
  • 90. Chapter 90. If You're There, Come Out
  • 91. Chapter 91. Similar
  • 92. Chapter 92. Ignorance Is Bravery
  • 93. Chapter 93. I Can Tell You
  • 94. Chapter 94. Hartz’s Conditions
  • 95. Chapter 95. If You Kiss Me
  • 96. Chapter 96. Change
  • 97. Chapter 97. Anna
  • 98. Chapter 98. I’ll Have To Remove It
  • 99. Chapter 99. The Prophet's Gamble
  • 100. Chapter 100. Because He's So Good At It
  • 101. Chapter 101. A Mysterious Trend
  • 102. Chapter 102. The Conditions Of The Gift
  • 103. Chapter 103. The Tips Of His Ears
  • 104. Chapter 104. The Meaning Of Yellow Lily
  • 105. Chapter 105. God, Please Take Care Of Them
  • 106. Chapter 106. I'd Like To Meet Him
  • 107. Chapter 107. It’s Beautiful
  • 108. Chapter 108. What Do You Want Me To Do?
  • 109. Chapter 109. There's Only Two Of Us
  • 110. Chapter 110. Even If It Hurts A Little, It Will Last A Long Time
  • 111. Chapter 111. Does This Make Sense?
  • 112. Chapter 112. With Both Feet
  • 113. Chapter 113. Instinct
  • 114. Chapter 114. Did It Happen?
  • 115. Chapter 115. One Step, Two Steps
  • 116. Chapter 116. A Familiar Voice
  • 117. Chapter 117. I See The Glory Of Winter
  • 118. Chapter 118. That's Why It's Not Me
  • 119. Chapter 119. . It Was A Flash
  • 120. Chapter 120. When The Revenge Is Over
  • 121. Chapter 121. What Will He Get?
  • 122. Chapter 122. What Is Your Name?
  • 123. Chapter 123. Sweet
  • 124. Chapter 124. Black Canyon (1)
  • 125. Chapter 125. Black Canyon (2)
  • 126. Chapter 126. A Twisted Doubt
  • 127. Chapter 127. You Have To Save It
  • 128. Chapter 128. The Secret Of The Silver Horned Deer
  • 129. Chapter 129. His Sincerity
  • 130. Chapter 130. Into The Black Fog
  • 131. Chapter 131. Breaking In
  • 132. Chapter 132. Tell Me, Asha
  • 133. Chapter 133. Warmth
  • 134. Chapter 134. Evidence Of Longing
  • 135. Chapter 135. Under The Wheels
  • 136. Chapter 136. Natasha's Crime
  • 137. Chapter 137. Who Left The Flowers?
  • 138. Chapter 138. He Who Sees The Will Of God
  • 139. Chapter 139. Winter Can't Beat The Pines
  • 140. Chapter 140. Let’s Go There Together
  • 141. Chapter 141. Betrayal
  • 142. Chapter 142. A Vanished Home
  • 143. Chapter 143. Finally, At The Imperial Palace
  • 144. Chapter 144. Remove It
  • 145. Chapter 145. Your Worst Nightmare
  • 146. Chapter 146. July 16th
  • 147. Chapter 147. Pretend You Don’t See It. Pretend You Don’t Know It
  • 148. Chapter 148. Take The Child To His Mother
  • 149. Chapter 149. A Crack
  • 150. Chapter 150. Song Of The Fall
  • 151. Chapter 151. Anna’s Situation
  • 152. Chapter 152. Perso’s Anguish
  • 153. Chapter 153. A Suspicious Maid
  • 154. Chapter 154. Whose Baby Is It?
  • 155. Chapter 155. This Is My Answer
  • 156. Chapter 156. The Wild Dog Outside The Fence
  • 157. Chapter 157. The Main Characters
  • 158. Chapter 158. That Day
  • 159. Chapter 159. Let Me Tell You A Secret
  • 160. Chapter 160. Run Away
  • 161. Chapter 161. The Hunt Begins
  • 162. Chapter 162. To The Hell I Got Out Of
  • 163. Chapter 163. Let's Watch
  • 164. Chapter 164. The Crazy Emperor
  • 165. Chapter 165. Rampage

Chapter 1. Kill the Empress

 


***

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***

 

Tamon was really sleepy and his voice quickly faded.

 

In no time at all, she heard a gentle breathing coming from the back of her neck. It was a quiet breath, unlike his figure.

 

After a moment, Roselyn relaxed her stiffened body.

 

She glanced over at the sleeping man, and his face was calm. She watched his face vigilantly for several minutes.

 

His deeply closed eyelids did not move slightly. His eyelashes were so unexpectedly lush. He had a strong impression because of his deep eyes and dark eyebrows, but his face was unexpectedly beautiful.

 

His nose was high and his tightly closed lips were stubborn. There was a small scar between his eyebrows and a deep scar on his cheek. From the shape of it, it looked like a sword wound.

 

The color of her hair, which looked pitch black in the dark night, was a very peculiar gray under the sunlight.

 

Smooth glossy, disheveled hair was like the tail hair of a baby wolf that she had seen once. 

 

‘………What am I doing now?’

 

Roselyn, who had been observing Tamon’s sleeping face, consciously turned her head away from him. 

 

‘What’s the point of observing this man’s face?’

 

She forced herself to look up at the ceiling with a painful bite on her lower lip.

 

Unlike the easygoing man, she couldn’t fall asleep. The room was quiet, and the sound of the waves was as soothing as a children’s lullaby, but somehow her mind was becoming clearer and clearer.

 

She hesitated for a moment, then turned onto her side, moving her shoulders lightly.

 

Surprisingly, her body moved easily. She thought maybe Tamon really had fallen asleep and lost his strength, so she pushed him out more. But oddly enough, he didn’t move any further.

 

She gave up immediately after several efforts to lift his heavy arms while cooing.

 

It wasn’t a weight and strength she could carry. The more she tried to get out, the more her body clung to him. She felt that if she tried harder, Tamon would wake up.

 

She turned on her side and looked out at the ocean.

 

She didn’t notice it when she was nervous, but there was a thin piece of cloth and paper, nicely colored, under the open window.

 

Chime. Chime.

 

It made an irregular sound as it swayed with the wind. Roselyn looked out the window for a moment, letting go of all thoughts and feelings.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

She slowly inhaled and exhaled. The moment she closed her eyes, the faces of the people she loved, who loved her, appeared before her eyes.

 

How long has it been? It’s only been about a month.

 

It was not known exactly how many days had passed. It was because Tamon came to Amor after passing Tanatos in a few days.

 

All she thought about was dying. As soon as she got her energy back, she tried to follow them.

 

She thought that would be her atonement.

 

Because she felt guilty living alone.

 

“Isn’t it a bit cowardly to use them as an excuse for your death?”

 

Earlier, Tamon’s words pierced Roselyn’s heart like an awl.

 

‘Is that so?

 

Was I also trying to give up easily under the pretext of their death………….?

 

Why not? What’s wrong with that?’

 

An unfamiliar voice whispered. At that moment, Tamon pulled her into his hot arms.

 

A heavy breath dug deep into her neck.

 

“It’s okay.”

 

“I’m sure you’ll be fine from now on.”

 

“It’s not your fault.”

 

“So, stay alive and shine brighter than anyone else………..”

 

Tamon’s voice countered the awful voice on her behalf.

 

“You’re the one who knows them the best. That’s why I’m asking. Do you really think the dead would want you to die so badly?”

 

Her father, her mother, her brother, Charlotte…… all the passing faces looked back at her.

 

None of them gave her a vicious look and told her to come over here immediately. In fact, Roselyn knew that they were not that kind of people.

 

The wide open sea was dazzling. Chilling. It was chillingly beautiful. It was a sight she could not have seen if she had died in the blizzard. 

 

Whether she meant it or not, she came back to life.

 

She came back.

 

No matter how hard she tried to die, she somehow survived.

 

Yes, she was safe.

 

No one is born with the intention of being born.

 

When you are born, you come to live, and when you live, you come back to life.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

The sound of the small bell soothed her dizzy ears.

 

Roselyn slowly closed her eyes, feeling the salty sea breeze.

 

Strangely enough, she didn’t feel like dying anymore.

 

She felt the watery air flowing down her cheeks and slowly drifted off to sleep.

 

The heavy, hot body temperature that was hugging her waist wasn’t too bad. She thought.

 

***

 

How long did she sleep?

 

Roselyn woke up with the feeling of excessive heat on her back. She also heard something that sounded like a beast’s cry.

 

She turned over in a daze and felt hot breath plunging into her neck.

 

‘What is it?’

 

She could see the reddening sky in her faintly opened eyes.

 

Fluttering her heavy eyelids, Roselyn rubbed her eyes and turned her body back where she heard a groan.

 

When she awoke, she stared at the owner of the clinging hand. Tamon’s brow wrinkled and he broke out in a cold sweat.

 

“You, what is it…”

 

“Grrrr….”

 

He sounded similar to that of a growling beast. He was breathing heavily, his face contorted.

 

Roselyn observed his condition with surprise. It was strange. His whole body was as hot as a blast furnace.

 

“Wake up. What’s wrong with you?”

 

Small muscles stood in his jaw as he clenched his teeth. The gasping sounded louder, as if he couldn’t hold his breath. He curled up and clutched at his heart.

 

“Ugh!”

 

‘Could it be… that?’

 

The “bloodline disease” that Tamon Krasis suffered from came to her mind.

 

A unique disease that was passed on only to the people of this family.

 

Historically, many of the Krasis had been killed by the same disease.

 

This man, Tamon Krasis, was the only one who survived the disease……

 

He said that the disease always appeared in one person per generation.

 

He said it was mainly an abnormality on the side of the heart, that the pain would progressively get worse and before long it would swell excessively.

 

It was a family disease with almost no name, no symptoms, and no history of improvement.

 

So there was no way to know what to do about it. Moreover, Roselyn, an outlander, became more and more unsure of what to do.

 

“Kuaaah!”

 

Tamon grabbed the duvet cover he was cowering under and moaned. How hard he clenched his fist, his thick veins popped up.

 

Surprised, Roselyn backed away, and Tamon’s hand grabbed her ankle as she fled.

 

“Ha!”

 

Her vision flipped while she was flinching.The force was so strong that he pulled her helplessly back with only one hand.

 

“What the…!”

 

There was nothing she could do about it, and the huge body attacked her. His face twisted like an angry beast and he glared at her.

 

She saw an unfamiliar color in his bright red eyes.

 

‘What is that?’

 

They kept contracting and dilating in his pupils as if a golden energy was exploding.

 

Tamon’s head began to sway while her eyes were transfixed on those strange eyes. The kiss was rough as he pushed.

 

“Ah…!”

 

Roselyn tried to push him away.

 

But for some reason, she couldn’t muster any strength at all. Flames seemed to pour through the lips that met.

 

Roselyn grabbed Tamon by the shoulders. She twisted as hard as she could, but he didn’t wince.

 

“‘Ah…uh…!”

 

It was like a thunderstorm in her head. A chilling shiver ran down her back. A sense of exhilaration dominated her, not knowing how to express this.

 

It was as if her whole body was responding to him. It was as if all of her senses were opening up to him. She had a similar experience like this before.

 

Yes, the first time Tamon kissed her in that blizzard.

 

At that moment, she felt an immense power surging through her.

 

At the same time, her body felt hot and her head felt dizzy. 

 

It was a debilitating physical experience, and she passed out afterwards, but she also felt like this back then.

 

Now it was more intense and carnal, but the blubbering, quivering lips opened helplessly. He coveted the inside of her lips.

 

Roselyn sensed that something was wrong. They were similar, but different. It was more wild, more violent, and more powerful.

 

Roselyn tried desperately to keep up. She pushed Tamon away, pinched and scratched at his hands, which he held tightly as if to warp her, and screamed.

 

“Stop it! No, don’t…!”

 

Tamon lunged forward as hard as a fierce lion. There seemed to be no reason in his red eyes that flickered with golden flames.

 

Gritting her teeth, Roselyn resolutely shouted his name.

 

“Tamon!”

 

At that moment, his rough behavior came to a halt.

 

Gasp. Gasp. Gasp.

 

Tamon’s hot forehead brushed against her shoulder. He breathed so heavily that she could almost see his chest shaking.

 

“Ah…ah.!”

 

It was a moan, as if he was trying to control something. Roselyn froze stiffly, making sure he was calming down.

 

With her trapped in his arms, Tamon’s arms trembled as he clenched his fists.

 

Immediately Tamon stood up and moved away from her. Then he punched himself on the head with his clenched fist.

 

Boom, boom, boom, boom!

 

The sound was so loud and menacing that Roselyn couldn’t help but stand up and reach for him.

 

“There ……”

 

With a hoarse voice, Tamon hurriedly pushed her away.

 

His head shook violently as he shook his hands. It was so rough that it seemed like his neck would break if he kept on shaking.

 

“Stay where you are!”

Chapter 2. Tanatos’s cripple Empress

 


***

Sponsored chapter by Marlien. Thank you💖

***

 

Tamon was really sleepy and his voice quickly faded.

 

In no time at all, she heard a gentle breathing coming from the back of her neck. It was a quiet breath, unlike his figure.

 

After a moment, Roselyn relaxed her stiffened body.

 

She glanced over at the sleeping man, and his face was calm. She watched his face vigilantly for several minutes.

 

His deeply closed eyelids did not move slightly. His eyelashes were so unexpectedly lush. He had a strong impression because of his deep eyes and dark eyebrows, but his face was unexpectedly beautiful.

 

His nose was high and his tightly closed lips were stubborn. There was a small scar between his eyebrows and a deep scar on his cheek. From the shape of it, it looked like a sword wound.

 

The color of her hair, which looked pitch black in the dark night, was a very peculiar gray under the sunlight.

 

Smooth glossy, disheveled hair was like the tail hair of a baby wolf that she had seen once. 

 

‘………What am I doing now?’

 

Roselyn, who had been observing Tamon’s sleeping face, consciously turned her head away from him. 

 

‘What’s the point of observing this man’s face?’

 

She forced herself to look up at the ceiling with a painful bite on her lower lip.

 

Unlike the easygoing man, she couldn’t fall asleep. The room was quiet, and the sound of the waves was as soothing as a children’s lullaby, but somehow her mind was becoming clearer and clearer.

 

She hesitated for a moment, then turned onto her side, moving her shoulders lightly.

 

Surprisingly, her body moved easily. She thought maybe Tamon really had fallen asleep and lost his strength, so she pushed him out more. But oddly enough, he didn’t move any further.

 

She gave up immediately after several efforts to lift his heavy arms while cooing.

 

It wasn’t a weight and strength she could carry. The more she tried to get out, the more her body clung to him. She felt that if she tried harder, Tamon would wake up.

 

She turned on her side and looked out at the ocean.

 

She didn’t notice it when she was nervous, but there was a thin piece of cloth and paper, nicely colored, under the open window.

 

Chime. Chime.

 

It made an irregular sound as it swayed with the wind. Roselyn looked out the window for a moment, letting go of all thoughts and feelings.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

She slowly inhaled and exhaled. The moment she closed her eyes, the faces of the people she loved, who loved her, appeared before her eyes.

 

How long has it been? It’s only been about a month.

 

It was not known exactly how many days had passed. It was because Tamon came to Amor after passing Tanatos in a few days.

 

All she thought about was dying. As soon as she got her energy back, she tried to follow them.

 

She thought that would be her atonement.

 

Because she felt guilty living alone.

 

“Isn’t it a bit cowardly to use them as an excuse for your death?”

 

Earlier, Tamon’s words pierced Roselyn’s heart like an awl.

 

‘Is that so?

 

Was I also trying to give up easily under the pretext of their death………….?

 

Why not? What’s wrong with that?’

 

An unfamiliar voice whispered. At that moment, Tamon pulled her into his hot arms.

 

A heavy breath dug deep into her neck.

 

“It’s okay.”

 

“I’m sure you’ll be fine from now on.”

 

“It’s not your fault.”

 

“So, stay alive and shine brighter than anyone else………..”

 

Tamon’s voice countered the awful voice on her behalf.

 

“You’re the one who knows them the best. That’s why I’m asking. Do you really think the dead would want you to die so badly?”

 

Her father, her mother, her brother, Charlotte…… all the passing faces looked back at her.

 

None of them gave her a vicious look and told her to come over here immediately. In fact, Roselyn knew that they were not that kind of people.

 

The wide open sea was dazzling. Chilling. It was chillingly beautiful. It was a sight she could not have seen if she had died in the blizzard. 

 

Whether she meant it or not, she came back to life.

 

She came back.

 

No matter how hard she tried to die, she somehow survived.

 

Yes, she was safe.

 

No one is born with the intention of being born.

 

When you are born, you come to live, and when you live, you come back to life.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

The sound of the small bell soothed her dizzy ears.

 

Roselyn slowly closed her eyes, feeling the salty sea breeze.

 

Strangely enough, she didn’t feel like dying anymore.

 

She felt the watery air flowing down her cheeks and slowly drifted off to sleep.

 

The heavy, hot body temperature that was hugging her waist wasn’t too bad. She thought.

 

***

 

How long did she sleep?

 

Roselyn woke up with the feeling of excessive heat on her back. She also heard something that sounded like a beast’s cry.

 

She turned over in a daze and felt hot breath plunging into her neck.

 

‘What is it?’

 

She could see the reddening sky in her faintly opened eyes.

 

Fluttering her heavy eyelids, Roselyn rubbed her eyes and turned her body back where she heard a groan.

 

When she awoke, she stared at the owner of the clinging hand. Tamon’s brow wrinkled and he broke out in a cold sweat.

 

“You, what is it…”

 

“Grrrr….”

 

He sounded similar to that of a growling beast. He was breathing heavily, his face contorted.

 

Roselyn observed his condition with surprise. It was strange. His whole body was as hot as a blast furnace.

 

“Wake up. What’s wrong with you?”

 

Small muscles stood in his jaw as he clenched his teeth. The gasping sounded louder, as if he couldn’t hold his breath. He curled up and clutched at his heart.

 

“Ugh!”

 

‘Could it be… that?’

 

The “bloodline disease” that Tamon Krasis suffered from came to her mind.

 

A unique disease that was passed on only to the people of this family.

 

Historically, many of the Krasis had been killed by the same disease.

 

This man, Tamon Krasis, was the only one who survived the disease……

 

He said that the disease always appeared in one person per generation.

 

He said it was mainly an abnormality on the side of the heart, that the pain would progressively get worse and before long it would swell excessively.

 

It was a family disease with almost no name, no symptoms, and no history of improvement.

 

So there was no way to know what to do about it. Moreover, Roselyn, an outlander, became more and more unsure of what to do.

 

“Kuaaah!”

 

Tamon grabbed the duvet cover he was cowering under and moaned. How hard he clenched his fist, his thick veins popped up.

 

Surprised, Roselyn backed away, and Tamon’s hand grabbed her ankle as she fled.

 

“Ha!”

 

Her vision flipped while she was flinching.The force was so strong that he pulled her helplessly back with only one hand.

 

“What the…!”

 

There was nothing she could do about it, and the huge body attacked her. His face twisted like an angry beast and he glared at her.

 

She saw an unfamiliar color in his bright red eyes.

 

‘What is that?’

 

They kept contracting and dilating in his pupils as if a golden energy was exploding.

 

Tamon’s head began to sway while her eyes were transfixed on those strange eyes. The kiss was rough as he pushed.

 

“Ah…!”

 

Roselyn tried to push him away.

 

But for some reason, she couldn’t muster any strength at all. Flames seemed to pour through the lips that met.

 

Roselyn grabbed Tamon by the shoulders. She twisted as hard as she could, but he didn’t wince.

 

“‘Ah…uh…!”

 

It was like a thunderstorm in her head. A chilling shiver ran down her back. A sense of exhilaration dominated her, not knowing how to express this.

 

It was as if her whole body was responding to him. It was as if all of her senses were opening up to him. She had a similar experience like this before.

 

Yes, the first time Tamon kissed her in that blizzard.

 

At that moment, she felt an immense power surging through her.

 

At the same time, her body felt hot and her head felt dizzy. 

 

It was a debilitating physical experience, and she passed out afterwards, but she also felt like this back then.

 

Now it was more intense and carnal, but the blubbering, quivering lips opened helplessly. He coveted the inside of her lips.

 

Roselyn sensed that something was wrong. They were similar, but different. It was more wild, more violent, and more powerful.

 

Roselyn tried desperately to keep up. She pushed Tamon away, pinched and scratched at his hands, which he held tightly as if to warp her, and screamed.

 

“Stop it! No, don’t…!”

 

Tamon lunged forward as hard as a fierce lion. There seemed to be no reason in his red eyes that flickered with golden flames.

 

Gritting her teeth, Roselyn resolutely shouted his name.

 

“Tamon!”

 

At that moment, his rough behavior came to a halt.

 

Gasp. Gasp. Gasp.

 

Tamon’s hot forehead brushed against her shoulder. He breathed so heavily that she could almost see his chest shaking.

 

“Ah…ah.!”

 

It was a moan, as if he was trying to control something. Roselyn froze stiffly, making sure he was calming down.

 

With her trapped in his arms, Tamon’s arms trembled as he clenched his fists.

 

Immediately Tamon stood up and moved away from her. Then he punched himself on the head with his clenched fist.

 

Boom, boom, boom, boom!

 

The sound was so loud and menacing that Roselyn couldn’t help but stand up and reach for him.

 

“There ……”

 

With a hoarse voice, Tamon hurriedly pushed her away.

 

His head shook violently as he shook his hands. It was so rough that it seemed like his neck would break if he kept on shaking.

 

“Stay where you are!”

Chapter 3. She's really here

 


***

Sponsored chapter by Marlien. Thank you💖

***

 

Tamon was really sleepy and his voice quickly faded.

 

In no time at all, she heard a gentle breathing coming from the back of her neck. It was a quiet breath, unlike his figure.

 

After a moment, Roselyn relaxed her stiffened body.

 

She glanced over at the sleeping man, and his face was calm. She watched his face vigilantly for several minutes.

 

His deeply closed eyelids did not move slightly. His eyelashes were so unexpectedly lush. He had a strong impression because of his deep eyes and dark eyebrows, but his face was unexpectedly beautiful.

 

His nose was high and his tightly closed lips were stubborn. There was a small scar between his eyebrows and a deep scar on his cheek. From the shape of it, it looked like a sword wound.

 

The color of her hair, which looked pitch black in the dark night, was a very peculiar gray under the sunlight.

 

Smooth glossy, disheveled hair was like the tail hair of a baby wolf that she had seen once. 

 

‘………What am I doing now?’

 

Roselyn, who had been observing Tamon’s sleeping face, consciously turned her head away from him. 

 

‘What’s the point of observing this man’s face?’

 

She forced herself to look up at the ceiling with a painful bite on her lower lip.

 

Unlike the easygoing man, she couldn’t fall asleep. The room was quiet, and the sound of the waves was as soothing as a children’s lullaby, but somehow her mind was becoming clearer and clearer.

 

She hesitated for a moment, then turned onto her side, moving her shoulders lightly.

 

Surprisingly, her body moved easily. She thought maybe Tamon really had fallen asleep and lost his strength, so she pushed him out more. But oddly enough, he didn’t move any further.

 

She gave up immediately after several efforts to lift his heavy arms while cooing.

 

It wasn’t a weight and strength she could carry. The more she tried to get out, the more her body clung to him. She felt that if she tried harder, Tamon would wake up.

 

She turned on her side and looked out at the ocean.

 

She didn’t notice it when she was nervous, but there was a thin piece of cloth and paper, nicely colored, under the open window.

 

Chime. Chime.

 

It made an irregular sound as it swayed with the wind. Roselyn looked out the window for a moment, letting go of all thoughts and feelings.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

She slowly inhaled and exhaled. The moment she closed her eyes, the faces of the people she loved, who loved her, appeared before her eyes.

 

How long has it been? It’s only been about a month.

 

It was not known exactly how many days had passed. It was because Tamon came to Amor after passing Tanatos in a few days.

 

All she thought about was dying. As soon as she got her energy back, she tried to follow them.

 

She thought that would be her atonement.

 

Because she felt guilty living alone.

 

“Isn’t it a bit cowardly to use them as an excuse for your death?”

 

Earlier, Tamon’s words pierced Roselyn’s heart like an awl.

 

‘Is that so?

 

Was I also trying to give up easily under the pretext of their death………….?

 

Why not? What’s wrong with that?’

 

An unfamiliar voice whispered. At that moment, Tamon pulled her into his hot arms.

 

A heavy breath dug deep into her neck.

 

“It’s okay.”

 

“I’m sure you’ll be fine from now on.”

 

“It’s not your fault.”

 

“So, stay alive and shine brighter than anyone else………..”

 

Tamon’s voice countered the awful voice on her behalf.

 

“You’re the one who knows them the best. That’s why I’m asking. Do you really think the dead would want you to die so badly?”

 

Her father, her mother, her brother, Charlotte…… all the passing faces looked back at her.

 

None of them gave her a vicious look and told her to come over here immediately. In fact, Roselyn knew that they were not that kind of people.

 

The wide open sea was dazzling. Chilling. It was chillingly beautiful. It was a sight she could not have seen if she had died in the blizzard. 

 

Whether she meant it or not, she came back to life.

 

She came back.

 

No matter how hard she tried to die, she somehow survived.

 

Yes, she was safe.

 

No one is born with the intention of being born.

 

When you are born, you come to live, and when you live, you come back to life.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

The sound of the small bell soothed her dizzy ears.

 

Roselyn slowly closed her eyes, feeling the salty sea breeze.

 

Strangely enough, she didn’t feel like dying anymore.

 

She felt the watery air flowing down her cheeks and slowly drifted off to sleep.

 

The heavy, hot body temperature that was hugging her waist wasn’t too bad. She thought.

 

***

 

How long did she sleep?

 

Roselyn woke up with the feeling of excessive heat on her back. She also heard something that sounded like a beast’s cry.

 

She turned over in a daze and felt hot breath plunging into her neck.

 

‘What is it?’

 

She could see the reddening sky in her faintly opened eyes.

 

Fluttering her heavy eyelids, Roselyn rubbed her eyes and turned her body back where she heard a groan.

 

When she awoke, she stared at the owner of the clinging hand. Tamon’s brow wrinkled and he broke out in a cold sweat.

 

“You, what is it…”

 

“Grrrr….”

 

He sounded similar to that of a growling beast. He was breathing heavily, his face contorted.

 

Roselyn observed his condition with surprise. It was strange. His whole body was as hot as a blast furnace.

 

“Wake up. What’s wrong with you?”

 

Small muscles stood in his jaw as he clenched his teeth. The gasping sounded louder, as if he couldn’t hold his breath. He curled up and clutched at his heart.

 

“Ugh!”

 

‘Could it be… that?’

 

The “bloodline disease” that Tamon Krasis suffered from came to her mind.

 

A unique disease that was passed on only to the people of this family.

 

Historically, many of the Krasis had been killed by the same disease.

 

This man, Tamon Krasis, was the only one who survived the disease……

 

He said that the disease always appeared in one person per generation.

 

He said it was mainly an abnormality on the side of the heart, that the pain would progressively get worse and before long it would swell excessively.

 

It was a family disease with almost no name, no symptoms, and no history of improvement.

 

So there was no way to know what to do about it. Moreover, Roselyn, an outlander, became more and more unsure of what to do.

 

“Kuaaah!”

 

Tamon grabbed the duvet cover he was cowering under and moaned. How hard he clenched his fist, his thick veins popped up.

 

Surprised, Roselyn backed away, and Tamon’s hand grabbed her ankle as she fled.

 

“Ha!”

 

Her vision flipped while she was flinching.The force was so strong that he pulled her helplessly back with only one hand.

 

“What the…!”

 

There was nothing she could do about it, and the huge body attacked her. His face twisted like an angry beast and he glared at her.

 

She saw an unfamiliar color in his bright red eyes.

 

‘What is that?’

 

They kept contracting and dilating in his pupils as if a golden energy was exploding.

 

Tamon’s head began to sway while her eyes were transfixed on those strange eyes. The kiss was rough as he pushed.

 

“Ah…!”

 

Roselyn tried to push him away.

 

But for some reason, she couldn’t muster any strength at all. Flames seemed to pour through the lips that met.

 

Roselyn grabbed Tamon by the shoulders. She twisted as hard as she could, but he didn’t wince.

 

“‘Ah…uh…!”

 

It was like a thunderstorm in her head. A chilling shiver ran down her back. A sense of exhilaration dominated her, not knowing how to express this.

 

It was as if her whole body was responding to him. It was as if all of her senses were opening up to him. She had a similar experience like this before.

 

Yes, the first time Tamon kissed her in that blizzard.

 

At that moment, she felt an immense power surging through her.

 

At the same time, her body felt hot and her head felt dizzy. 

 

It was a debilitating physical experience, and she passed out afterwards, but she also felt like this back then.

 

Now it was more intense and carnal, but the blubbering, quivering lips opened helplessly. He coveted the inside of her lips.

 

Roselyn sensed that something was wrong. They were similar, but different. It was more wild, more violent, and more powerful.

 

Roselyn tried desperately to keep up. She pushed Tamon away, pinched and scratched at his hands, which he held tightly as if to warp her, and screamed.

 

“Stop it! No, don’t…!”

 

Tamon lunged forward as hard as a fierce lion. There seemed to be no reason in his red eyes that flickered with golden flames.

 

Gritting her teeth, Roselyn resolutely shouted his name.

 

“Tamon!”

 

At that moment, his rough behavior came to a halt.

 

Gasp. Gasp. Gasp.

 

Tamon’s hot forehead brushed against her shoulder. He breathed so heavily that she could almost see his chest shaking.

 

“Ah…ah.!”

 

It was a moan, as if he was trying to control something. Roselyn froze stiffly, making sure he was calming down.

 

With her trapped in his arms, Tamon’s arms trembled as he clenched his fists.

 

Immediately Tamon stood up and moved away from her. Then he punched himself on the head with his clenched fist.

 

Boom, boom, boom, boom!

 

The sound was so loud and menacing that Roselyn couldn’t help but stand up and reach for him.

 

“There ……”

 

With a hoarse voice, Tamon hurriedly pushed her away.

 

His head shook violently as he shook his hands. It was so rough that it seemed like his neck would break if he kept on shaking.

 

“Stay where you are!”

Chapter 4. The Empress is going to die

 


***

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***

 

Tamon was really sleepy and his voice quickly faded.

 

In no time at all, she heard a gentle breathing coming from the back of her neck. It was a quiet breath, unlike his figure.

 

After a moment, Roselyn relaxed her stiffened body.

 

She glanced over at the sleeping man, and his face was calm. She watched his face vigilantly for several minutes.

 

His deeply closed eyelids did not move slightly. His eyelashes were so unexpectedly lush. He had a strong impression because of his deep eyes and dark eyebrows, but his face was unexpectedly beautiful.

 

His nose was high and his tightly closed lips were stubborn. There was a small scar between his eyebrows and a deep scar on his cheek. From the shape of it, it looked like a sword wound.

 

The color of her hair, which looked pitch black in the dark night, was a very peculiar gray under the sunlight.

 

Smooth glossy, disheveled hair was like the tail hair of a baby wolf that she had seen once. 

 

‘………What am I doing now?’

 

Roselyn, who had been observing Tamon’s sleeping face, consciously turned her head away from him. 

 

‘What’s the point of observing this man’s face?’

 

She forced herself to look up at the ceiling with a painful bite on her lower lip.

 

Unlike the easygoing man, she couldn’t fall asleep. The room was quiet, and the sound of the waves was as soothing as a children’s lullaby, but somehow her mind was becoming clearer and clearer.

 

She hesitated for a moment, then turned onto her side, moving her shoulders lightly.

 

Surprisingly, her body moved easily. She thought maybe Tamon really had fallen asleep and lost his strength, so she pushed him out more. But oddly enough, he didn’t move any further.

 

She gave up immediately after several efforts to lift his heavy arms while cooing.

 

It wasn’t a weight and strength she could carry. The more she tried to get out, the more her body clung to him. She felt that if she tried harder, Tamon would wake up.

 

She turned on her side and looked out at the ocean.

 

She didn’t notice it when she was nervous, but there was a thin piece of cloth and paper, nicely colored, under the open window.

 

Chime. Chime.

 

It made an irregular sound as it swayed with the wind. Roselyn looked out the window for a moment, letting go of all thoughts and feelings.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

She slowly inhaled and exhaled. The moment she closed her eyes, the faces of the people she loved, who loved her, appeared before her eyes.

 

How long has it been? It’s only been about a month.

 

It was not known exactly how many days had passed. It was because Tamon came to Amor after passing Tanatos in a few days.

 

All she thought about was dying. As soon as she got her energy back, she tried to follow them.

 

She thought that would be her atonement.

 

Because she felt guilty living alone.

 

“Isn’t it a bit cowardly to use them as an excuse for your death?”

 

Earlier, Tamon’s words pierced Roselyn’s heart like an awl.

 

‘Is that so?

 

Was I also trying to give up easily under the pretext of their death………….?

 

Why not? What’s wrong with that?’

 

An unfamiliar voice whispered. At that moment, Tamon pulled her into his hot arms.

 

A heavy breath dug deep into her neck.

 

“It’s okay.”

 

“I’m sure you’ll be fine from now on.”

 

“It’s not your fault.”

 

“So, stay alive and shine brighter than anyone else………..”

 

Tamon’s voice countered the awful voice on her behalf.

 

“You’re the one who knows them the best. That’s why I’m asking. Do you really think the dead would want you to die so badly?”

 

Her father, her mother, her brother, Charlotte…… all the passing faces looked back at her.

 

None of them gave her a vicious look and told her to come over here immediately. In fact, Roselyn knew that they were not that kind of people.

 

The wide open sea was dazzling. Chilling. It was chillingly beautiful. It was a sight she could not have seen if she had died in the blizzard. 

 

Whether she meant it or not, she came back to life.

 

She came back.

 

No matter how hard she tried to die, she somehow survived.

 

Yes, she was safe.

 

No one is born with the intention of being born.

 

When you are born, you come to live, and when you live, you come back to life.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

The sound of the small bell soothed her dizzy ears.

 

Roselyn slowly closed her eyes, feeling the salty sea breeze.

 

Strangely enough, she didn’t feel like dying anymore.

 

She felt the watery air flowing down her cheeks and slowly drifted off to sleep.

 

The heavy, hot body temperature that was hugging her waist wasn’t too bad. She thought.

 

***

 

How long did she sleep?

 

Roselyn woke up with the feeling of excessive heat on her back. She also heard something that sounded like a beast’s cry.

 

She turned over in a daze and felt hot breath plunging into her neck.

 

‘What is it?’

 

She could see the reddening sky in her faintly opened eyes.

 

Fluttering her heavy eyelids, Roselyn rubbed her eyes and turned her body back where she heard a groan.

 

When she awoke, she stared at the owner of the clinging hand. Tamon’s brow wrinkled and he broke out in a cold sweat.

 

“You, what is it…”

 

“Grrrr….”

 

He sounded similar to that of a growling beast. He was breathing heavily, his face contorted.

 

Roselyn observed his condition with surprise. It was strange. His whole body was as hot as a blast furnace.

 

“Wake up. What’s wrong with you?”

 

Small muscles stood in his jaw as he clenched his teeth. The gasping sounded louder, as if he couldn’t hold his breath. He curled up and clutched at his heart.

 

“Ugh!”

 

‘Could it be… that?’

 

The “bloodline disease” that Tamon Krasis suffered from came to her mind.

 

A unique disease that was passed on only to the people of this family.

 

Historically, many of the Krasis had been killed by the same disease.

 

This man, Tamon Krasis, was the only one who survived the disease……

 

He said that the disease always appeared in one person per generation.

 

He said it was mainly an abnormality on the side of the heart, that the pain would progressively get worse and before long it would swell excessively.

 

It was a family disease with almost no name, no symptoms, and no history of improvement.

 

So there was no way to know what to do about it. Moreover, Roselyn, an outlander, became more and more unsure of what to do.

 

“Kuaaah!”

 

Tamon grabbed the duvet cover he was cowering under and moaned. How hard he clenched his fist, his thick veins popped up.

 

Surprised, Roselyn backed away, and Tamon’s hand grabbed her ankle as she fled.

 

“Ha!”

 

Her vision flipped while she was flinching.The force was so strong that he pulled her helplessly back with only one hand.

 

“What the…!”

 

There was nothing she could do about it, and the huge body attacked her. His face twisted like an angry beast and he glared at her.

 

She saw an unfamiliar color in his bright red eyes.

 

‘What is that?’

 

They kept contracting and dilating in his pupils as if a golden energy was exploding.

 

Tamon’s head began to sway while her eyes were transfixed on those strange eyes. The kiss was rough as he pushed.

 

“Ah…!”

 

Roselyn tried to push him away.

 

But for some reason, she couldn’t muster any strength at all. Flames seemed to pour through the lips that met.

 

Roselyn grabbed Tamon by the shoulders. She twisted as hard as she could, but he didn’t wince.

 

“‘Ah…uh…!”

 

It was like a thunderstorm in her head. A chilling shiver ran down her back. A sense of exhilaration dominated her, not knowing how to express this.

 

It was as if her whole body was responding to him. It was as if all of her senses were opening up to him. She had a similar experience like this before.

 

Yes, the first time Tamon kissed her in that blizzard.

 

At that moment, she felt an immense power surging through her.

 

At the same time, her body felt hot and her head felt dizzy. 

 

It was a debilitating physical experience, and she passed out afterwards, but she also felt like this back then.

 

Now it was more intense and carnal, but the blubbering, quivering lips opened helplessly. He coveted the inside of her lips.

 

Roselyn sensed that something was wrong. They were similar, but different. It was more wild, more violent, and more powerful.

 

Roselyn tried desperately to keep up. She pushed Tamon away, pinched and scratched at his hands, which he held tightly as if to warp her, and screamed.

 

“Stop it! No, don’t…!”

 

Tamon lunged forward as hard as a fierce lion. There seemed to be no reason in his red eyes that flickered with golden flames.

 

Gritting her teeth, Roselyn resolutely shouted his name.

 

“Tamon!”

 

At that moment, his rough behavior came to a halt.

 

Gasp. Gasp. Gasp.

 

Tamon’s hot forehead brushed against her shoulder. He breathed so heavily that she could almost see his chest shaking.

 

“Ah…ah.!”

 

It was a moan, as if he was trying to control something. Roselyn froze stiffly, making sure he was calming down.

 

With her trapped in his arms, Tamon’s arms trembled as he clenched his fists.

 

Immediately Tamon stood up and moved away from her. Then he punched himself on the head with his clenched fist.

 

Boom, boom, boom, boom!

 

The sound was so loud and menacing that Roselyn couldn’t help but stand up and reach for him.

 

“There ……”

 

With a hoarse voice, Tamon hurriedly pushed her away.

 

His head shook violently as he shook his hands. It was so rough that it seemed like his neck would break if he kept on shaking.

 

“Stay where you are!”

Chapter 5. How did this happen?

 


***

Sponsored chapter by Marlien. Thank you💖

***

 

Tamon was really sleepy and his voice quickly faded.

 

In no time at all, she heard a gentle breathing coming from the back of her neck. It was a quiet breath, unlike his figure.

 

After a moment, Roselyn relaxed her stiffened body.

 

She glanced over at the sleeping man, and his face was calm. She watched his face vigilantly for several minutes.

 

His deeply closed eyelids did not move slightly. His eyelashes were so unexpectedly lush. He had a strong impression because of his deep eyes and dark eyebrows, but his face was unexpectedly beautiful.

 

His nose was high and his tightly closed lips were stubborn. There was a small scar between his eyebrows and a deep scar on his cheek. From the shape of it, it looked like a sword wound.

 

The color of her hair, which looked pitch black in the dark night, was a very peculiar gray under the sunlight.

 

Smooth glossy, disheveled hair was like the tail hair of a baby wolf that she had seen once. 

 

‘………What am I doing now?’

 

Roselyn, who had been observing Tamon’s sleeping face, consciously turned her head away from him. 

 

‘What’s the point of observing this man’s face?’

 

She forced herself to look up at the ceiling with a painful bite on her lower lip.

 

Unlike the easygoing man, she couldn’t fall asleep. The room was quiet, and the sound of the waves was as soothing as a children’s lullaby, but somehow her mind was becoming clearer and clearer.

 

She hesitated for a moment, then turned onto her side, moving her shoulders lightly.

 

Surprisingly, her body moved easily. She thought maybe Tamon really had fallen asleep and lost his strength, so she pushed him out more. But oddly enough, he didn’t move any further.

 

She gave up immediately after several efforts to lift his heavy arms while cooing.

 

It wasn’t a weight and strength she could carry. The more she tried to get out, the more her body clung to him. She felt that if she tried harder, Tamon would wake up.

 

She turned on her side and looked out at the ocean.

 

She didn’t notice it when she was nervous, but there was a thin piece of cloth and paper, nicely colored, under the open window.

 

Chime. Chime.

 

It made an irregular sound as it swayed with the wind. Roselyn looked out the window for a moment, letting go of all thoughts and feelings.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

She slowly inhaled and exhaled. The moment she closed her eyes, the faces of the people she loved, who loved her, appeared before her eyes.

 

How long has it been? It’s only been about a month.

 

It was not known exactly how many days had passed. It was because Tamon came to Amor after passing Tanatos in a few days.

 

All she thought about was dying. As soon as she got her energy back, she tried to follow them.

 

She thought that would be her atonement.

 

Because she felt guilty living alone.

 

“Isn’t it a bit cowardly to use them as an excuse for your death?”

 

Earlier, Tamon’s words pierced Roselyn’s heart like an awl.

 

‘Is that so?

 

Was I also trying to give up easily under the pretext of their death………….?

 

Why not? What’s wrong with that?’

 

An unfamiliar voice whispered. At that moment, Tamon pulled her into his hot arms.

 

A heavy breath dug deep into her neck.

 

“It’s okay.”

 

“I’m sure you’ll be fine from now on.”

 

“It’s not your fault.”

 

“So, stay alive and shine brighter than anyone else………..”

 

Tamon’s voice countered the awful voice on her behalf.

 

“You’re the one who knows them the best. That’s why I’m asking. Do you really think the dead would want you to die so badly?”

 

Her father, her mother, her brother, Charlotte…… all the passing faces looked back at her.

 

None of them gave her a vicious look and told her to come over here immediately. In fact, Roselyn knew that they were not that kind of people.

 

The wide open sea was dazzling. Chilling. It was chillingly beautiful. It was a sight she could not have seen if she had died in the blizzard. 

 

Whether she meant it or not, she came back to life.

 

She came back.

 

No matter how hard she tried to die, she somehow survived.

 

Yes, she was safe.

 

No one is born with the intention of being born.

 

When you are born, you come to live, and when you live, you come back to life.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

The sound of the small bell soothed her dizzy ears.

 

Roselyn slowly closed her eyes, feeling the salty sea breeze.

 

Strangely enough, she didn’t feel like dying anymore.

 

She felt the watery air flowing down her cheeks and slowly drifted off to sleep.

 

The heavy, hot body temperature that was hugging her waist wasn’t too bad. She thought.

 

***

 

How long did she sleep?

 

Roselyn woke up with the feeling of excessive heat on her back. She also heard something that sounded like a beast’s cry.

 

She turned over in a daze and felt hot breath plunging into her neck.

 

‘What is it?’

 

She could see the reddening sky in her faintly opened eyes.

 

Fluttering her heavy eyelids, Roselyn rubbed her eyes and turned her body back where she heard a groan.

 

When she awoke, she stared at the owner of the clinging hand. Tamon’s brow wrinkled and he broke out in a cold sweat.

 

“You, what is it…”

 

“Grrrr….”

 

He sounded similar to that of a growling beast. He was breathing heavily, his face contorted.

 

Roselyn observed his condition with surprise. It was strange. His whole body was as hot as a blast furnace.

 

“Wake up. What’s wrong with you?”

 

Small muscles stood in his jaw as he clenched his teeth. The gasping sounded louder, as if he couldn’t hold his breath. He curled up and clutched at his heart.

 

“Ugh!”

 

‘Could it be… that?’

 

The “bloodline disease” that Tamon Krasis suffered from came to her mind.

 

A unique disease that was passed on only to the people of this family.

 

Historically, many of the Krasis had been killed by the same disease.

 

This man, Tamon Krasis, was the only one who survived the disease……

 

He said that the disease always appeared in one person per generation.

 

He said it was mainly an abnormality on the side of the heart, that the pain would progressively get worse and before long it would swell excessively.

 

It was a family disease with almost no name, no symptoms, and no history of improvement.

 

So there was no way to know what to do about it. Moreover, Roselyn, an outlander, became more and more unsure of what to do.

 

“Kuaaah!”

 

Tamon grabbed the duvet cover he was cowering under and moaned. How hard he clenched his fist, his thick veins popped up.

 

Surprised, Roselyn backed away, and Tamon’s hand grabbed her ankle as she fled.

 

“Ha!”

 

Her vision flipped while she was flinching.The force was so strong that he pulled her helplessly back with only one hand.

 

“What the…!”

 

There was nothing she could do about it, and the huge body attacked her. His face twisted like an angry beast and he glared at her.

 

She saw an unfamiliar color in his bright red eyes.

 

‘What is that?’

 

They kept contracting and dilating in his pupils as if a golden energy was exploding.

 

Tamon’s head began to sway while her eyes were transfixed on those strange eyes. The kiss was rough as he pushed.

 

“Ah…!”

 

Roselyn tried to push him away.

 

But for some reason, she couldn’t muster any strength at all. Flames seemed to pour through the lips that met.

 

Roselyn grabbed Tamon by the shoulders. She twisted as hard as she could, but he didn’t wince.

 

“‘Ah…uh…!”

 

It was like a thunderstorm in her head. A chilling shiver ran down her back. A sense of exhilaration dominated her, not knowing how to express this.

 

It was as if her whole body was responding to him. It was as if all of her senses were opening up to him. She had a similar experience like this before.

 

Yes, the first time Tamon kissed her in that blizzard.

 

At that moment, she felt an immense power surging through her.

 

At the same time, her body felt hot and her head felt dizzy. 

 

It was a debilitating physical experience, and she passed out afterwards, but she also felt like this back then.

 

Now it was more intense and carnal, but the blubbering, quivering lips opened helplessly. He coveted the inside of her lips.

 

Roselyn sensed that something was wrong. They were similar, but different. It was more wild, more violent, and more powerful.

 

Roselyn tried desperately to keep up. She pushed Tamon away, pinched and scratched at his hands, which he held tightly as if to warp her, and screamed.

 

“Stop it! No, don’t…!”

 

Tamon lunged forward as hard as a fierce lion. There seemed to be no reason in his red eyes that flickered with golden flames.

 

Gritting her teeth, Roselyn resolutely shouted his name.

 

“Tamon!”

 

At that moment, his rough behavior came to a halt.

 

Gasp. Gasp. Gasp.

 

Tamon’s hot forehead brushed against her shoulder. He breathed so heavily that she could almost see his chest shaking.

 

“Ah…ah.!”

 

It was a moan, as if he was trying to control something. Roselyn froze stiffly, making sure he was calming down.

 

With her trapped in his arms, Tamon’s arms trembled as he clenched his fists.

 

Immediately Tamon stood up and moved away from her. Then he punched himself on the head with his clenched fist.

 

Boom, boom, boom, boom!

 

The sound was so loud and menacing that Roselyn couldn’t help but stand up and reach for him.

 

“There ……”

 

With a hoarse voice, Tamon hurriedly pushed her away.

 

His head shook violently as he shook his hands. It was so rough that it seemed like his neck would break if he kept on shaking.

 

“Stay where you are!”

Chapter 6. Swallowing eyes

 


***

Sponsored chapter by Marlien. Thank you💖

***

 

Tamon was really sleepy and his voice quickly faded.

 

In no time at all, she heard a gentle breathing coming from the back of her neck. It was a quiet breath, unlike his figure.

 

After a moment, Roselyn relaxed her stiffened body.

 

She glanced over at the sleeping man, and his face was calm. She watched his face vigilantly for several minutes.

 

His deeply closed eyelids did not move slightly. His eyelashes were so unexpectedly lush. He had a strong impression because of his deep eyes and dark eyebrows, but his face was unexpectedly beautiful.

 

His nose was high and his tightly closed lips were stubborn. There was a small scar between his eyebrows and a deep scar on his cheek. From the shape of it, it looked like a sword wound.

 

The color of her hair, which looked pitch black in the dark night, was a very peculiar gray under the sunlight.

 

Smooth glossy, disheveled hair was like the tail hair of a baby wolf that she had seen once. 

 

‘………What am I doing now?’

 

Roselyn, who had been observing Tamon’s sleeping face, consciously turned her head away from him. 

 

‘What’s the point of observing this man’s face?’

 

She forced herself to look up at the ceiling with a painful bite on her lower lip.

 

Unlike the easygoing man, she couldn’t fall asleep. The room was quiet, and the sound of the waves was as soothing as a children’s lullaby, but somehow her mind was becoming clearer and clearer.

 

She hesitated for a moment, then turned onto her side, moving her shoulders lightly.

 

Surprisingly, her body moved easily. She thought maybe Tamon really had fallen asleep and lost his strength, so she pushed him out more. But oddly enough, he didn’t move any further.

 

She gave up immediately after several efforts to lift his heavy arms while cooing.

 

It wasn’t a weight and strength she could carry. The more she tried to get out, the more her body clung to him. She felt that if she tried harder, Tamon would wake up.

 

She turned on her side and looked out at the ocean.

 

She didn’t notice it when she was nervous, but there was a thin piece of cloth and paper, nicely colored, under the open window.

 

Chime. Chime.

 

It made an irregular sound as it swayed with the wind. Roselyn looked out the window for a moment, letting go of all thoughts and feelings.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

She slowly inhaled and exhaled. The moment she closed her eyes, the faces of the people she loved, who loved her, appeared before her eyes.

 

How long has it been? It’s only been about a month.

 

It was not known exactly how many days had passed. It was because Tamon came to Amor after passing Tanatos in a few days.

 

All she thought about was dying. As soon as she got her energy back, she tried to follow them.

 

She thought that would be her atonement.

 

Because she felt guilty living alone.

 

“Isn’t it a bit cowardly to use them as an excuse for your death?”

 

Earlier, Tamon’s words pierced Roselyn’s heart like an awl.

 

‘Is that so?

 

Was I also trying to give up easily under the pretext of their death………….?

 

Why not? What’s wrong with that?’

 

An unfamiliar voice whispered. At that moment, Tamon pulled her into his hot arms.

 

A heavy breath dug deep into her neck.

 

“It’s okay.”

 

“I’m sure you’ll be fine from now on.”

 

“It’s not your fault.”

 

“So, stay alive and shine brighter than anyone else………..”

 

Tamon’s voice countered the awful voice on her behalf.

 

“You’re the one who knows them the best. That’s why I’m asking. Do you really think the dead would want you to die so badly?”

 

Her father, her mother, her brother, Charlotte…… all the passing faces looked back at her.

 

None of them gave her a vicious look and told her to come over here immediately. In fact, Roselyn knew that they were not that kind of people.

 

The wide open sea was dazzling. Chilling. It was chillingly beautiful. It was a sight she could not have seen if she had died in the blizzard. 

 

Whether she meant it or not, she came back to life.

 

She came back.

 

No matter how hard she tried to die, she somehow survived.

 

Yes, she was safe.

 

No one is born with the intention of being born.

 

When you are born, you come to live, and when you live, you come back to life.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

The sound of the small bell soothed her dizzy ears.

 

Roselyn slowly closed her eyes, feeling the salty sea breeze.

 

Strangely enough, she didn’t feel like dying anymore.

 

She felt the watery air flowing down her cheeks and slowly drifted off to sleep.

 

The heavy, hot body temperature that was hugging her waist wasn’t too bad. She thought.

 

***

 

How long did she sleep?

 

Roselyn woke up with the feeling of excessive heat on her back. She also heard something that sounded like a beast’s cry.

 

She turned over in a daze and felt hot breath plunging into her neck.

 

‘What is it?’

 

She could see the reddening sky in her faintly opened eyes.

 

Fluttering her heavy eyelids, Roselyn rubbed her eyes and turned her body back where she heard a groan.

 

When she awoke, she stared at the owner of the clinging hand. Tamon’s brow wrinkled and he broke out in a cold sweat.

 

“You, what is it…”

 

“Grrrr….”

 

He sounded similar to that of a growling beast. He was breathing heavily, his face contorted.

 

Roselyn observed his condition with surprise. It was strange. His whole body was as hot as a blast furnace.

 

“Wake up. What’s wrong with you?”

 

Small muscles stood in his jaw as he clenched his teeth. The gasping sounded louder, as if he couldn’t hold his breath. He curled up and clutched at his heart.

 

“Ugh!”

 

‘Could it be… that?’

 

The “bloodline disease” that Tamon Krasis suffered from came to her mind.

 

A unique disease that was passed on only to the people of this family.

 

Historically, many of the Krasis had been killed by the same disease.

 

This man, Tamon Krasis, was the only one who survived the disease……

 

He said that the disease always appeared in one person per generation.

 

He said it was mainly an abnormality on the side of the heart, that the pain would progressively get worse and before long it would swell excessively.

 

It was a family disease with almost no name, no symptoms, and no history of improvement.

 

So there was no way to know what to do about it. Moreover, Roselyn, an outlander, became more and more unsure of what to do.

 

“Kuaaah!”

 

Tamon grabbed the duvet cover he was cowering under and moaned. How hard he clenched his fist, his thick veins popped up.

 

Surprised, Roselyn backed away, and Tamon’s hand grabbed her ankle as she fled.

 

“Ha!”

 

Her vision flipped while she was flinching.The force was so strong that he pulled her helplessly back with only one hand.

 

“What the…!”

 

There was nothing she could do about it, and the huge body attacked her. His face twisted like an angry beast and he glared at her.

 

She saw an unfamiliar color in his bright red eyes.

 

‘What is that?’

 

They kept contracting and dilating in his pupils as if a golden energy was exploding.

 

Tamon’s head began to sway while her eyes were transfixed on those strange eyes. The kiss was rough as he pushed.

 

“Ah…!”

 

Roselyn tried to push him away.

 

But for some reason, she couldn’t muster any strength at all. Flames seemed to pour through the lips that met.

 

Roselyn grabbed Tamon by the shoulders. She twisted as hard as she could, but he didn’t wince.

 

“‘Ah…uh…!”

 

It was like a thunderstorm in her head. A chilling shiver ran down her back. A sense of exhilaration dominated her, not knowing how to express this.

 

It was as if her whole body was responding to him. It was as if all of her senses were opening up to him. She had a similar experience like this before.

 

Yes, the first time Tamon kissed her in that blizzard.

 

At that moment, she felt an immense power surging through her.

 

At the same time, her body felt hot and her head felt dizzy. 

 

It was a debilitating physical experience, and she passed out afterwards, but she also felt like this back then.

 

Now it was more intense and carnal, but the blubbering, quivering lips opened helplessly. He coveted the inside of her lips.

 

Roselyn sensed that something was wrong. They were similar, but different. It was more wild, more violent, and more powerful.

 

Roselyn tried desperately to keep up. She pushed Tamon away, pinched and scratched at his hands, which he held tightly as if to warp her, and screamed.

 

“Stop it! No, don’t…!”

 

Tamon lunged forward as hard as a fierce lion. There seemed to be no reason in his red eyes that flickered with golden flames.

 

Gritting her teeth, Roselyn resolutely shouted his name.

 

“Tamon!”

 

At that moment, his rough behavior came to a halt.

 

Gasp. Gasp. Gasp.

 

Tamon’s hot forehead brushed against her shoulder. He breathed so heavily that she could almost see his chest shaking.

 

“Ah…ah.!”

 

It was a moan, as if he was trying to control something. Roselyn froze stiffly, making sure he was calming down.

 

With her trapped in his arms, Tamon’s arms trembled as he clenched his fists.

 

Immediately Tamon stood up and moved away from her. Then he punched himself on the head with his clenched fist.

 

Boom, boom, boom, boom!

 

The sound was so loud and menacing that Roselyn couldn’t help but stand up and reach for him.

 

“There ……”

 

With a hoarse voice, Tamon hurriedly pushed her away.

 

His head shook violently as he shook his hands. It was so rough that it seemed like his neck would break if he kept on shaking.

 

“Stay where you are!”

Chapter 7. Natasha Roanti

 


***

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***

 

Tamon was really sleepy and his voice quickly faded.

 

In no time at all, she heard a gentle breathing coming from the back of her neck. It was a quiet breath, unlike his figure.

 

After a moment, Roselyn relaxed her stiffened body.

 

She glanced over at the sleeping man, and his face was calm. She watched his face vigilantly for several minutes.

 

His deeply closed eyelids did not move slightly. His eyelashes were so unexpectedly lush. He had a strong impression because of his deep eyes and dark eyebrows, but his face was unexpectedly beautiful.

 

His nose was high and his tightly closed lips were stubborn. There was a small scar between his eyebrows and a deep scar on his cheek. From the shape of it, it looked like a sword wound.

 

The color of her hair, which looked pitch black in the dark night, was a very peculiar gray under the sunlight.

 

Smooth glossy, disheveled hair was like the tail hair of a baby wolf that she had seen once. 

 

‘………What am I doing now?’

 

Roselyn, who had been observing Tamon’s sleeping face, consciously turned her head away from him. 

 

‘What’s the point of observing this man’s face?’

 

She forced herself to look up at the ceiling with a painful bite on her lower lip.

 

Unlike the easygoing man, she couldn’t fall asleep. The room was quiet, and the sound of the waves was as soothing as a children’s lullaby, but somehow her mind was becoming clearer and clearer.

 

She hesitated for a moment, then turned onto her side, moving her shoulders lightly.

 

Surprisingly, her body moved easily. She thought maybe Tamon really had fallen asleep and lost his strength, so she pushed him out more. But oddly enough, he didn’t move any further.

 

She gave up immediately after several efforts to lift his heavy arms while cooing.

 

It wasn’t a weight and strength she could carry. The more she tried to get out, the more her body clung to him. She felt that if she tried harder, Tamon would wake up.

 

She turned on her side and looked out at the ocean.

 

She didn’t notice it when she was nervous, but there was a thin piece of cloth and paper, nicely colored, under the open window.

 

Chime. Chime.

 

It made an irregular sound as it swayed with the wind. Roselyn looked out the window for a moment, letting go of all thoughts and feelings.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

She slowly inhaled and exhaled. The moment she closed her eyes, the faces of the people she loved, who loved her, appeared before her eyes.

 

How long has it been? It’s only been about a month.

 

It was not known exactly how many days had passed. It was because Tamon came to Amor after passing Tanatos in a few days.

 

All she thought about was dying. As soon as she got her energy back, she tried to follow them.

 

She thought that would be her atonement.

 

Because she felt guilty living alone.

 

“Isn’t it a bit cowardly to use them as an excuse for your death?”

 

Earlier, Tamon’s words pierced Roselyn’s heart like an awl.

 

‘Is that so?

 

Was I also trying to give up easily under the pretext of their death………….?

 

Why not? What’s wrong with that?’

 

An unfamiliar voice whispered. At that moment, Tamon pulled her into his hot arms.

 

A heavy breath dug deep into her neck.

 

“It’s okay.”

 

“I’m sure you’ll be fine from now on.”

 

“It’s not your fault.”

 

“So, stay alive and shine brighter than anyone else………..”

 

Tamon’s voice countered the awful voice on her behalf.

 

“You’re the one who knows them the best. That’s why I’m asking. Do you really think the dead would want you to die so badly?”

 

Her father, her mother, her brother, Charlotte…… all the passing faces looked back at her.

 

None of them gave her a vicious look and told her to come over here immediately. In fact, Roselyn knew that they were not that kind of people.

 

The wide open sea was dazzling. Chilling. It was chillingly beautiful. It was a sight she could not have seen if she had died in the blizzard. 

 

Whether she meant it or not, she came back to life.

 

She came back.

 

No matter how hard she tried to die, she somehow survived.

 

Yes, she was safe.

 

No one is born with the intention of being born.

 

When you are born, you come to live, and when you live, you come back to life.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

The sound of the small bell soothed her dizzy ears.

 

Roselyn slowly closed her eyes, feeling the salty sea breeze.

 

Strangely enough, she didn’t feel like dying anymore.

 

She felt the watery air flowing down her cheeks and slowly drifted off to sleep.

 

The heavy, hot body temperature that was hugging her waist wasn’t too bad. She thought.

 

***

 

How long did she sleep?

 

Roselyn woke up with the feeling of excessive heat on her back. She also heard something that sounded like a beast’s cry.

 

She turned over in a daze and felt hot breath plunging into her neck.

 

‘What is it?’

 

She could see the reddening sky in her faintly opened eyes.

 

Fluttering her heavy eyelids, Roselyn rubbed her eyes and turned her body back where she heard a groan.

 

When she awoke, she stared at the owner of the clinging hand. Tamon’s brow wrinkled and he broke out in a cold sweat.

 

“You, what is it…”

 

“Grrrr….”

 

He sounded similar to that of a growling beast. He was breathing heavily, his face contorted.

 

Roselyn observed his condition with surprise. It was strange. His whole body was as hot as a blast furnace.

 

“Wake up. What’s wrong with you?”

 

Small muscles stood in his jaw as he clenched his teeth. The gasping sounded louder, as if he couldn’t hold his breath. He curled up and clutched at his heart.

 

“Ugh!”

 

‘Could it be… that?’

 

The “bloodline disease” that Tamon Krasis suffered from came to her mind.

 

A unique disease that was passed on only to the people of this family.

 

Historically, many of the Krasis had been killed by the same disease.

 

This man, Tamon Krasis, was the only one who survived the disease……

 

He said that the disease always appeared in one person per generation.

 

He said it was mainly an abnormality on the side of the heart, that the pain would progressively get worse and before long it would swell excessively.

 

It was a family disease with almost no name, no symptoms, and no history of improvement.

 

So there was no way to know what to do about it. Moreover, Roselyn, an outlander, became more and more unsure of what to do.

 

“Kuaaah!”

 

Tamon grabbed the duvet cover he was cowering under and moaned. How hard he clenched his fist, his thick veins popped up.

 

Surprised, Roselyn backed away, and Tamon’s hand grabbed her ankle as she fled.

 

“Ha!”

 

Her vision flipped while she was flinching.The force was so strong that he pulled her helplessly back with only one hand.

 

“What the…!”

 

There was nothing she could do about it, and the huge body attacked her. His face twisted like an angry beast and he glared at her.

 

She saw an unfamiliar color in his bright red eyes.

 

‘What is that?’

 

They kept contracting and dilating in his pupils as if a golden energy was exploding.

 

Tamon’s head began to sway while her eyes were transfixed on those strange eyes. The kiss was rough as he pushed.

 

“Ah…!”

 

Roselyn tried to push him away.

 

But for some reason, she couldn’t muster any strength at all. Flames seemed to pour through the lips that met.

 

Roselyn grabbed Tamon by the shoulders. She twisted as hard as she could, but he didn’t wince.

 

“‘Ah…uh…!”

 

It was like a thunderstorm in her head. A chilling shiver ran down her back. A sense of exhilaration dominated her, not knowing how to express this.

 

It was as if her whole body was responding to him. It was as if all of her senses were opening up to him. She had a similar experience like this before.

 

Yes, the first time Tamon kissed her in that blizzard.

 

At that moment, she felt an immense power surging through her.

 

At the same time, her body felt hot and her head felt dizzy. 

 

It was a debilitating physical experience, and she passed out afterwards, but she also felt like this back then.

 

Now it was more intense and carnal, but the blubbering, quivering lips opened helplessly. He coveted the inside of her lips.

 

Roselyn sensed that something was wrong. They were similar, but different. It was more wild, more violent, and more powerful.

 

Roselyn tried desperately to keep up. She pushed Tamon away, pinched and scratched at his hands, which he held tightly as if to warp her, and screamed.

 

“Stop it! No, don’t…!”

 

Tamon lunged forward as hard as a fierce lion. There seemed to be no reason in his red eyes that flickered with golden flames.

 

Gritting her teeth, Roselyn resolutely shouted his name.

 

“Tamon!”

 

At that moment, his rough behavior came to a halt.

 

Gasp. Gasp. Gasp.

 

Tamon’s hot forehead brushed against her shoulder. He breathed so heavily that she could almost see his chest shaking.

 

“Ah…ah.!”

 

It was a moan, as if he was trying to control something. Roselyn froze stiffly, making sure he was calming down.

 

With her trapped in his arms, Tamon’s arms trembled as he clenched his fists.

 

Immediately Tamon stood up and moved away from her. Then he punched himself on the head with his clenched fist.

 

Boom, boom, boom, boom!

 

The sound was so loud and menacing that Roselyn couldn’t help but stand up and reach for him.

 

“There ……”

 

With a hoarse voice, Tamon hurriedly pushed her away.

 

His head shook violently as he shook his hands. It was so rough that it seemed like his neck would break if he kept on shaking.

 

“Stay where you are!”

Chapter 8. The crying sound

 


***

Sponsored chapter by Marlien. Thank you💖

***

 

Tamon was really sleepy and his voice quickly faded.

 

In no time at all, she heard a gentle breathing coming from the back of her neck. It was a quiet breath, unlike his figure.

 

After a moment, Roselyn relaxed her stiffened body.

 

She glanced over at the sleeping man, and his face was calm. She watched his face vigilantly for several minutes.

 

His deeply closed eyelids did not move slightly. His eyelashes were so unexpectedly lush. He had a strong impression because of his deep eyes and dark eyebrows, but his face was unexpectedly beautiful.

 

His nose was high and his tightly closed lips were stubborn. There was a small scar between his eyebrows and a deep scar on his cheek. From the shape of it, it looked like a sword wound.

 

The color of her hair, which looked pitch black in the dark night, was a very peculiar gray under the sunlight.

 

Smooth glossy, disheveled hair was like the tail hair of a baby wolf that she had seen once. 

 

‘………What am I doing now?’

 

Roselyn, who had been observing Tamon’s sleeping face, consciously turned her head away from him. 

 

‘What’s the point of observing this man’s face?’

 

She forced herself to look up at the ceiling with a painful bite on her lower lip.

 

Unlike the easygoing man, she couldn’t fall asleep. The room was quiet, and the sound of the waves was as soothing as a children’s lullaby, but somehow her mind was becoming clearer and clearer.

 

She hesitated for a moment, then turned onto her side, moving her shoulders lightly.

 

Surprisingly, her body moved easily. She thought maybe Tamon really had fallen asleep and lost his strength, so she pushed him out more. But oddly enough, he didn’t move any further.

 

She gave up immediately after several efforts to lift his heavy arms while cooing.

 

It wasn’t a weight and strength she could carry. The more she tried to get out, the more her body clung to him. She felt that if she tried harder, Tamon would wake up.

 

She turned on her side and looked out at the ocean.

 

She didn’t notice it when she was nervous, but there was a thin piece of cloth and paper, nicely colored, under the open window.

 

Chime. Chime.

 

It made an irregular sound as it swayed with the wind. Roselyn looked out the window for a moment, letting go of all thoughts and feelings.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

She slowly inhaled and exhaled. The moment she closed her eyes, the faces of the people she loved, who loved her, appeared before her eyes.

 

How long has it been? It’s only been about a month.

 

It was not known exactly how many days had passed. It was because Tamon came to Amor after passing Tanatos in a few days.

 

All she thought about was dying. As soon as she got her energy back, she tried to follow them.

 

She thought that would be her atonement.

 

Because she felt guilty living alone.

 

“Isn’t it a bit cowardly to use them as an excuse for your death?”

 

Earlier, Tamon’s words pierced Roselyn’s heart like an awl.

 

‘Is that so?

 

Was I also trying to give up easily under the pretext of their death………….?

 

Why not? What’s wrong with that?’

 

An unfamiliar voice whispered. At that moment, Tamon pulled her into his hot arms.

 

A heavy breath dug deep into her neck.

 

“It’s okay.”

 

“I’m sure you’ll be fine from now on.”

 

“It’s not your fault.”

 

“So, stay alive and shine brighter than anyone else………..”

 

Tamon’s voice countered the awful voice on her behalf.

 

“You’re the one who knows them the best. That’s why I’m asking. Do you really think the dead would want you to die so badly?”

 

Her father, her mother, her brother, Charlotte…… all the passing faces looked back at her.

 

None of them gave her a vicious look and told her to come over here immediately. In fact, Roselyn knew that they were not that kind of people.

 

The wide open sea was dazzling. Chilling. It was chillingly beautiful. It was a sight she could not have seen if she had died in the blizzard. 

 

Whether she meant it or not, she came back to life.

 

She came back.

 

No matter how hard she tried to die, she somehow survived.

 

Yes, she was safe.

 

No one is born with the intention of being born.

 

When you are born, you come to live, and when you live, you come back to life.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

The sound of the small bell soothed her dizzy ears.

 

Roselyn slowly closed her eyes, feeling the salty sea breeze.

 

Strangely enough, she didn’t feel like dying anymore.

 

She felt the watery air flowing down her cheeks and slowly drifted off to sleep.

 

The heavy, hot body temperature that was hugging her waist wasn’t too bad. She thought.

 

***

 

How long did she sleep?

 

Roselyn woke up with the feeling of excessive heat on her back. She also heard something that sounded like a beast’s cry.

 

She turned over in a daze and felt hot breath plunging into her neck.

 

‘What is it?’

 

She could see the reddening sky in her faintly opened eyes.

 

Fluttering her heavy eyelids, Roselyn rubbed her eyes and turned her body back where she heard a groan.

 

When she awoke, she stared at the owner of the clinging hand. Tamon’s brow wrinkled and he broke out in a cold sweat.

 

“You, what is it…”

 

“Grrrr….”

 

He sounded similar to that of a growling beast. He was breathing heavily, his face contorted.

 

Roselyn observed his condition with surprise. It was strange. His whole body was as hot as a blast furnace.

 

“Wake up. What’s wrong with you?”

 

Small muscles stood in his jaw as he clenched his teeth. The gasping sounded louder, as if he couldn’t hold his breath. He curled up and clutched at his heart.

 

“Ugh!”

 

‘Could it be… that?’

 

The “bloodline disease” that Tamon Krasis suffered from came to her mind.

 

A unique disease that was passed on only to the people of this family.

 

Historically, many of the Krasis had been killed by the same disease.

 

This man, Tamon Krasis, was the only one who survived the disease……

 

He said that the disease always appeared in one person per generation.

 

He said it was mainly an abnormality on the side of the heart, that the pain would progressively get worse and before long it would swell excessively.

 

It was a family disease with almost no name, no symptoms, and no history of improvement.

 

So there was no way to know what to do about it. Moreover, Roselyn, an outlander, became more and more unsure of what to do.

 

“Kuaaah!”

 

Tamon grabbed the duvet cover he was cowering under and moaned. How hard he clenched his fist, his thick veins popped up.

 

Surprised, Roselyn backed away, and Tamon’s hand grabbed her ankle as she fled.

 

“Ha!”

 

Her vision flipped while she was flinching.The force was so strong that he pulled her helplessly back with only one hand.

 

“What the…!”

 

There was nothing she could do about it, and the huge body attacked her. His face twisted like an angry beast and he glared at her.

 

She saw an unfamiliar color in his bright red eyes.

 

‘What is that?’

 

They kept contracting and dilating in his pupils as if a golden energy was exploding.

 

Tamon’s head began to sway while her eyes were transfixed on those strange eyes. The kiss was rough as he pushed.

 

“Ah…!”

 

Roselyn tried to push him away.

 

But for some reason, she couldn’t muster any strength at all. Flames seemed to pour through the lips that met.

 

Roselyn grabbed Tamon by the shoulders. She twisted as hard as she could, but he didn’t wince.

 

“‘Ah…uh…!”

 

It was like a thunderstorm in her head. A chilling shiver ran down her back. A sense of exhilaration dominated her, not knowing how to express this.

 

It was as if her whole body was responding to him. It was as if all of her senses were opening up to him. She had a similar experience like this before.

 

Yes, the first time Tamon kissed her in that blizzard.

 

At that moment, she felt an immense power surging through her.

 

At the same time, her body felt hot and her head felt dizzy. 

 

It was a debilitating physical experience, and she passed out afterwards, but she also felt like this back then.

 

Now it was more intense and carnal, but the blubbering, quivering lips opened helplessly. He coveted the inside of her lips.

 

Roselyn sensed that something was wrong. They were similar, but different. It was more wild, more violent, and more powerful.

 

Roselyn tried desperately to keep up. She pushed Tamon away, pinched and scratched at his hands, which he held tightly as if to warp her, and screamed.

 

“Stop it! No, don’t…!”

 

Tamon lunged forward as hard as a fierce lion. There seemed to be no reason in his red eyes that flickered with golden flames.

 

Gritting her teeth, Roselyn resolutely shouted his name.

 

“Tamon!”

 

At that moment, his rough behavior came to a halt.

 

Gasp. Gasp. Gasp.

 

Tamon’s hot forehead brushed against her shoulder. He breathed so heavily that she could almost see his chest shaking.

 

“Ah…ah.!”

 

It was a moan, as if he was trying to control something. Roselyn froze stiffly, making sure he was calming down.

 

With her trapped in his arms, Tamon’s arms trembled as he clenched his fists.

 

Immediately Tamon stood up and moved away from her. Then he punched himself on the head with his clenched fist.

 

Boom, boom, boom, boom!

 

The sound was so loud and menacing that Roselyn couldn’t help but stand up and reach for him.

 

“There ……”

 

With a hoarse voice, Tamon hurriedly pushed her away.

 

His head shook violently as he shook his hands. It was so rough that it seemed like his neck would break if he kept on shaking.

 

“Stay where you are!”

Chapter 9. Are you throwing yourself away?

 


***

Sponsored chapter by Marlien. Thank you💖

***

 

Tamon was really sleepy and his voice quickly faded.

 

In no time at all, she heard a gentle breathing coming from the back of her neck. It was a quiet breath, unlike his figure.

 

After a moment, Roselyn relaxed her stiffened body.

 

She glanced over at the sleeping man, and his face was calm. She watched his face vigilantly for several minutes.

 

His deeply closed eyelids did not move slightly. His eyelashes were so unexpectedly lush. He had a strong impression because of his deep eyes and dark eyebrows, but his face was unexpectedly beautiful.

 

His nose was high and his tightly closed lips were stubborn. There was a small scar between his eyebrows and a deep scar on his cheek. From the shape of it, it looked like a sword wound.

 

The color of her hair, which looked pitch black in the dark night, was a very peculiar gray under the sunlight.

 

Smooth glossy, disheveled hair was like the tail hair of a baby wolf that she had seen once. 

 

‘………What am I doing now?’

 

Roselyn, who had been observing Tamon’s sleeping face, consciously turned her head away from him. 

 

‘What’s the point of observing this man’s face?’

 

She forced herself to look up at the ceiling with a painful bite on her lower lip.

 

Unlike the easygoing man, she couldn’t fall asleep. The room was quiet, and the sound of the waves was as soothing as a children’s lullaby, but somehow her mind was becoming clearer and clearer.

 

She hesitated for a moment, then turned onto her side, moving her shoulders lightly.

 

Surprisingly, her body moved easily. She thought maybe Tamon really had fallen asleep and lost his strength, so she pushed him out more. But oddly enough, he didn’t move any further.

 

She gave up immediately after several efforts to lift his heavy arms while cooing.

 

It wasn’t a weight and strength she could carry. The more she tried to get out, the more her body clung to him. She felt that if she tried harder, Tamon would wake up.

 

She turned on her side and looked out at the ocean.

 

She didn’t notice it when she was nervous, but there was a thin piece of cloth and paper, nicely colored, under the open window.

 

Chime. Chime.

 

It made an irregular sound as it swayed with the wind. Roselyn looked out the window for a moment, letting go of all thoughts and feelings.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

She slowly inhaled and exhaled. The moment she closed her eyes, the faces of the people she loved, who loved her, appeared before her eyes.

 

How long has it been? It’s only been about a month.

 

It was not known exactly how many days had passed. It was because Tamon came to Amor after passing Tanatos in a few days.

 

All she thought about was dying. As soon as she got her energy back, she tried to follow them.

 

She thought that would be her atonement.

 

Because she felt guilty living alone.

 

“Isn’t it a bit cowardly to use them as an excuse for your death?”

 

Earlier, Tamon’s words pierced Roselyn’s heart like an awl.

 

‘Is that so?

 

Was I also trying to give up easily under the pretext of their death………….?

 

Why not? What’s wrong with that?’

 

An unfamiliar voice whispered. At that moment, Tamon pulled her into his hot arms.

 

A heavy breath dug deep into her neck.

 

“It’s okay.”

 

“I’m sure you’ll be fine from now on.”

 

“It’s not your fault.”

 

“So, stay alive and shine brighter than anyone else………..”

 

Tamon’s voice countered the awful voice on her behalf.

 

“You’re the one who knows them the best. That’s why I’m asking. Do you really think the dead would want you to die so badly?”

 

Her father, her mother, her brother, Charlotte…… all the passing faces looked back at her.

 

None of them gave her a vicious look and told her to come over here immediately. In fact, Roselyn knew that they were not that kind of people.

 

The wide open sea was dazzling. Chilling. It was chillingly beautiful. It was a sight she could not have seen if she had died in the blizzard. 

 

Whether she meant it or not, she came back to life.

 

She came back.

 

No matter how hard she tried to die, she somehow survived.

 

Yes, she was safe.

 

No one is born with the intention of being born.

 

When you are born, you come to live, and when you live, you come back to life.

 

Ding ding ding ding.

 

The sound of the small bell soothed her dizzy ears.

 

Roselyn slowly closed her eyes, feeling the salty sea breeze.

 

Strangely enough, she didn’t feel like dying anymore.

 

She felt the watery air flowing down her cheeks and slowly drifted off to sleep.

 

The heavy, hot body temperature that was hugging her waist wasn’t too bad. She thought.

 

***

 

How long did she sleep?

 

Roselyn woke up with the feeling of excessive heat on her back. She also heard something that sounded like a beast’s cry.

 

She turned over in a daze and felt hot breath plunging into her neck.

 

‘What is it?’

 

She could see the reddening sky in her faintly opened eyes.

 

Fluttering her heavy eyelids, Roselyn rubbed her eyes and turned her body back where she heard a groan.

 

When she awoke, she stared at the owner of the clinging hand. Tamon’s brow wrinkled and he broke out in a cold sweat.

 

“You, what is it…”

 

“Grrrr….”

 

He sounded similar to that of a growling beast. He was breathing heavily, his face contorted.

 

Roselyn observed his condition with surprise. It was strange. His whole body was as hot as a blast furnace.

 

“Wake up. What’s wrong with you?”

 

Small muscles stood in his jaw as he clenched his teeth. The gasping sounded louder, as if he couldn’t hold his breath. He curled up and clutched at his heart.

 

“Ugh!”

 

‘Could it be… that?’

 

The “bloodline disease” that Tamon Krasis suffered from came to her mind.

 

A unique disease that was passed on only to the people of this family.

 

Historically, many of the Krasis had been killed by the same disease.

 

This man, Tamon Krasis, was the only one who survived the disease……

 

He said that the disease always appeared in one person per generation.

 

He said it was mainly an abnormality on the side of the heart, that the pain would progressively get worse and before long it would swell excessively.

 

It was a family disease with almost no name, no symptoms, and no history of improvement.

 

So there was no way to know what to do about it. Moreover, Roselyn, an outlander, became more and more unsure of what to do.

 

“Kuaaah!”

 

Tamon grabbed the duvet cover he was cowering under and moaned. How hard he clenched his fist, his thick veins popped up.

 

Surprised, Roselyn backed away, and Tamon’s hand grabbed her ankle as she fled.

 

“Ha!”

 

Her vision flipped while she was flinching.The force was so strong that he pulled her helplessly back with only one hand.

 

“What the…!”

 

There was nothing she could do about it, and the huge body attacked her. His face twisted like an angry beast and he glared at her.

 

She saw an unfamiliar color in his bright red eyes.

 

‘What is that?’

 

They kept contracting and dilating in his pupils as if a golden energy was exploding.

 

Tamon’s head began to sway while her eyes were transfixed on those strange eyes. The kiss was rough as he pushed.

 

“Ah…!”

 

Roselyn tried to push him away.

 

But for some reason, she couldn’t muster any strength at all. Flames seemed to pour through the lips that met.

 

Roselyn grabbed Tamon by the shoulders. She twisted as hard as she could, but he didn’t wince.

 

“‘Ah…uh…!”

 

It was like a thunderstorm in her head. A chilling shiver ran down her back. A sense of exhilaration dominated her, not knowing how to express this.

 

It was as if her whole body was responding to him. It was as if all of her senses were opening up to him. She had a similar experience like this before.

 

Yes, the first time Tamon kissed her in that blizzard.

 

At that moment, she felt an immense power surging through her.

 

At the same time, her body felt hot and her head felt dizzy. 

 

It was a debilitating physical experience, and she passed out afterwards, but she also felt like this back then.

 

Now it was more intense and carnal, but the blubbering, quivering lips opened helplessly. He coveted the inside of her lips.

 

Roselyn sensed that something was wrong. They were similar, but different. It was more wild, more violent, and more powerful.

 

Roselyn tried desperately to keep up. She pushed Tamon away, pinched and scratched at his hands, which he held tightly as if to warp her, and screamed.

 

“Stop it! No, don’t…!”

 

Tamon lunged forward as hard as a fierce lion. There seemed to be no reason in his red eyes that flickered with golden flames.

 

Gritting her teeth, Roselyn resolutely shouted his name.

 

“Tamon!”

 

At that moment, his rough behavior came to a halt.

 

Gasp. Gasp. Gasp.

 

Tamon’s hot forehead brushed against her shoulder. He breathed so heavily that she could almost see his chest shaking.

 

“Ah…ah.!”

 

It was a moan, as if he was trying to control something. Roselyn froze stiffly, making sure he was calming down.

 

With her trapped in his arms, Tamon’s arms trembled as he clenched his fists.

 

Immediately Tamon stood up and moved away from her. Then he punched himself on the head with his clenched fist.

 

Boom, boom, boom, boom!

 

The sound was so loud and menacing that Roselyn couldn’t help but stand up and reach for him.

 

“There ……”

 

With a hoarse voice, Tamon hurriedly pushed her away.

 

His head shook violently as he shook his hands. It was so rough that it seemed like his neck would break if he kept on shaking.

 

“Stay where you are!”

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