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Table of Contents

  • 1. Chapter 1 - Prologue
  • 2. Chapter 2 - Part 1 - Can I Be Rude To The Villain?
  • 3. Chapter 2 - Part 2 - Can I Be Rude To The Villain
  • 4. Chapter 3 Part 1
  • 5. Chapter 3 Part 2
  • 6. Chapter 4 Part 1
  • 7. Chapter 4 Part 2
  • 8. Chapter 5 Part 1
  • 9. Chapter 5 Part 2
  • 10. Chapter 6 Part 1
  • 11. Chapter 6 Part 2
  • 12. Chapter 7 Part 1
  • 13. Chapter 7 Part 2
  • 14. Chapter 8
  • 15. Chapter 9
  • 16. Chapter 10
  • 17. Chapter 11
  • 18. Chapter 12
  • 19. Chapter 13 Part 1
  • 20. Chapter 13 Part 2
  • 21. Chapter 14
  • 22. Chapter 15
  • 23. Chapter 16
  • 24. Chapter 17
  • 25. Chapter 18
  • 26. Chapter 19
  • 27. Chapter 20
  • 28. Chapter 21
  • 29. Chapter 22
  • 30. Chapter 23
  • 31. Chapter 24
  • 32. Chapter 25
  • 33. Chapter 26
  • 34. Chapter 27
  • 35. Chapter 28
  • 36. Chapter 29
  • 37. Chapter 30
  • 38. Chapter 31
  • 39. Chapter 32
  • 40. Chapter 33
  • 41. Chapter 34
  • 42. Chapter 35
  • 43. Chapter 36
  • 44. Chapter 37
  • 45. Chapter 38
  • 46. Chapter 39
  • 47. Chapter 40
  • 48. Chapter 41
  • 49. Chapter 42
  • 50. Chapter 43
  • 51. Chapter 44
  • 52. Chapter 45
  • 53. Chapter 46
  • 54. Chapter 47
  • 55. Chapter 48
  • 56. Chapter 49
  • 57. Chapter 50
  • 58. Chapter 51
  • 59. Chapter 52
  • 60. Chapter 53
  • 61. Chapter 54
  • 62. Chapter 55
  • 63. Chapter 56
  • 64. Chapter 57
  • 65. Chapter 58
  • 66. Chapter 59
  • 67. Chapter 60
  • 68. Chapter 61
  • 69. Chapter 62
  • 70. Chapter 63
  • 71. Chapter 64
  • 72. Chapter 65
  • 73. Chapter 66
  • 74. Chapter 67
  • 75. Chapter 68
  • 76. Chapter 69
  • 77. Chapter 70
  • 78. Tragedy 71
  • 79. Chapter 72
  • 80. Chapter 73
  • 81. Chapter 74
  • 82. Chapter 75
  • 83. Chapter 76
  • 84. Chapter 77
  • 85. Chapter 78
  • 86. Chapter 79
  • 87. Chapter 80
  • 88. Chapter 81
  • 89. Chapter 82
  • 90. Chapter 83
  • 91. Chapter 84
  • 92. Chapter 85
  • 93. Chapter 86
  • 94. Chapter 87
  • 95. Chapter 88
  • 96. Tragedy 89
  • 97. Chapter 90
  • 98. Chapter 91
  • 99. Chapter 92
  • 100. Chapter 93
  • 101. Chapter 94
  • 102. Chapter 95
  • 103. Chapter 96
  • 104. Chapter 97
  • 105. Tragedy 98
  • 106. Chapter 99
  • 107. Chapter 100
  • 108. Chapter 101
  • 109. Chapter 102
  • 110. Chapter 103
  • 111. Chapter 104
  • 112. Chapter 105
  • 113. Chapter 106
  • 114. Chapter 107
  • 115. Chapter 108
  • 116. Chapter 109
  • 117. Chapter 110
  • 118. Chapter 111
  • 119. Chapter 112
  • 120. Chapter 113
  • 121. Chapter 114
  • 122. Chapter 115
  • 123. Chapter 116
  • 124. Chapter 117
  • 125. Chapter 118
  • 126. Chapter 119
  • 127. Chapter 120
  • 128. Chapter 121
  • 129. Chapter 122
  • 130. Chapter 123
  • 131. Chapter 124
  • 132. Chapter 125
  • 133. Chapter 126
  • 134. Chapter 127
  • 135. Chapter 128
  • 136. Chapter 129
  • 137. Chapter 130
  • 138. Chapter 131
  • 139. Chapter 132
  • 140. Chapter 133
  • 141. Chapter 134
  • 142. Chapter 135
  • 143. Chapter 136
  • 144. Tragedy 137
  • 145. Chapter 138
  • 146. Chapter 139
  • 147. Chapter 140
  • 148. Chapter 141
  • 149. Chapter 142
  • 150. Chapter 143
  • 151. Chapter 144
  • 152. Chapter 145
  • 153. Chapter 146
  • 154. Chapter 147
  • 155. Chapter 148
  • 156. Chapter 149
  • 157. Chapter 150
  • 158. Chapter 151
  • 159. Chapter 152
  • 160. Chapter 153
  • 161. Chapter 154
  • 162. Chapter 155
  • 163. Chapter 156
  • 164. Chapter 157
  • 165. Chapter 158
  • 166. Chapter 159
  • 167. Chapter 160
  • 168. Chapter 161
  • 169. Chapter 162
  • 170. Chapter 163
  • 171. Chapter 164
  • 172. Chapter 165
  • 173. Chapter 166
  • 174. Chapter 167
  • 175. Chapter 168
  • 176. Chapter 169
  • 177. Chapter 170
  • 178. Chapter 171
  • 179. Chapter 172
  • 180. Chapter 173
  • 181. Chapter 174
  • 182. Chapter 175
  • 183. Chapter 176
  • 184. Chapter 177
  • 185. Chapter 178
  • 186. Chapter 179
  • 187. Chapter 180
  • 188. Chapter 181
  • 189. Chapter 182
  • 190. Chapter 183
  • 191. Chapter 184
  • 192. Chapter 185
  • 193. Chapter 186
  • 194. Chapter 187
  • 195. Chapter 188
  • 196. Chapter 189. Side Story (1) - Berg's Daily Life
  • 197. Chapter 190. Side Story 2
  • 198. Chapter 191. Side Story 3
  • 199. Chapter 192. Side Story 4
  • 200. Chapter 193. Side Story 5
  • 201. Chapter 194. Side Story 6. Confinement
  • 202. Chapter 195. Side Story 7
  • 203. Chapter 196. Side Story 8
  • 204. Chapter 197. Side Story 9
  • 205. Chapter 198. Side Story 10
  • 206. Chapter 199. Side Story 11
  • 207. Chapter 200. Side Story 12
  • 208. Chapter 201. Side Story 13
  • 209. Chapter 202. Side Story 14
  • 210. Chapter 203. Side Story 15
  • 211. Chapter 204. Side Story 16. Lovesick (End)

Chapter 1 - Prologue

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“…I was wondering how you have been doing.”

“As you can see, I’m very well, so please leave.”

… “Why don’t you just hit me instead? Please don’t ignore me.”

At the mention of hitting him, Seria immediately lifted the thick prayer book. She wondered what all this meant, so she just set it down again.

The sound of the thick book falling with a thud echoed through the prayer room.

It would be better if Abigail came and hit him instead of her. How much she could hit him if she tried.

“Seria.”

Kalis looked at Seria with a pained expression.

“I’ve completely cut ties with Cassius and the Kellyden. But, I have one question for you.”

‘What is it he wants to ask?’

That was why Seria didn’t want Kalis to come as a leader. Because there was a limit to what she could do to stop him from entering and leaving the prayer room. If she did so, he would express his disappointment at the temple


Still, there would be Abigail in front of the prayer room, why did she let Kalis in?

“What is it?”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were so afraid of Cassius? If you had told me earlier, I never would have never talked about the Kellyden. You knew that I exchanged occasional letters with Cassius. Why didn’t you say anything at the time?”

Kalis was right. When she was engaged to him, Seria noticed that Cassius and Kalis were occasionally exchanging letters. Of course, at the time, she just didn’t like the Kellyden and didn’t know the details of their relationship, so she kept quiet
.

“I’ve always felt that way, ever since Cassius and I cut ties. I thought that if you had married me as you were originally destined to do, if you had, I would have heard all the stories you were hiding from me at some point….”

“…….”

These were words Seria never thought she would hear. But honestly, she hated them.

“What do you want?”

The box crinkled lightly in her hands.

“Why in the world do you keep talking about something that would never happen?”

“…Seria.”

“Why are you doing this when you’ve made all the choices? Do you think you can go back in time by doing this? Is that what you want? Is it that easy?”

“…….”

“Why do you always have to force your feelings on me?”

Both of Kalis’ eyes froze as if he had been shocked. He swept his face roughly with both hands.

“Every day, I regret that day. If I could turn back time, I wanted to go back to that time.”

What Tuban said came to Seria’s mind. After Tuban said she wasn’t in the book, she thought of Kalis.

She thought that the reason he was attracted to Lina was the causality of the original story.

Therefore, she understood a lot of it. She really understood it.

But the truth was, this wasn’t some novel world.

That was more selfish, wasn’t it?

It was more cruel to her.

In fact, her fiancĂ© had simply fallen for another woman. He was attracted to Lina’s personality and the way she spoke, behavior and appearance.

“You chose Lina, and you abandoned me.”

Kalis dropped his gaze. Then he asked an unexpected question.

“…Did the Grand Duke Berg save you and you hold him in your heart?”

‘What do you mean, “in my heart”?’

Seria did not answer. However, Kalis’ eyes, which were desperately looking at Seria, were greatly shaken.

“Seria.”

The corners of Kalis’ eyes turned red. Suddenly, Seria saw a bandage wrapped around his left hand.

Come to think of it, didn’t he have a bandage on it the other day at Kellyden’s castle? Hasn’t that wound healed yet? So much time has passed since then.

After a while, Kalis opened his mouth.

“I just can’t give up on you.”

There was a watery note in Kalis’s voice as he held back.

“I saw the Oracle at the temple.”

“What Oracle?”

“The Oracle that Lina will return soon.”

“What?”

“Such an oracle has come to the temple.”

Seria blinked at Kalis’ words.

“Lina will come back within a year at least. There’s nothing clear, but
”

Kalis was Lina’s husband, so it seemed that he was told of the news beforehand. But why Kalis tell Seria such a secret?

“Seria.”

Kalis continued to speak in a watery voice.

“I’m going to divorce her the moment she comes back. I will prepare the promises that Stern’s spouse will make again, alone. I will prepare everything. So you will abandon me at that time.”

“…What?”

Seria couldn’t believe her ears.

“You’ll be late for Stern’s wedding this time. But it’s okay, please give me one chance.”

Tears formed Kalis’ eyes.

“Because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

***

‘It looks like Marquis Haneton has really gone crazy.’

Alliot looked reflectively to the side as he had this thought. Right beside him was Abigail Orrien. She was the figure with her ear pressed tightly against the prayer room door. The knight’s dignity looked like it had been thrown down a cliff.

Of course, this strange behavior of hers wasn’t a big problem.

It was really nothing compared to having…Lesche by their side.

“…….”

Lesche was leaning against the prayer room door. There was no need to explain how brutal his expression was.

So much so that only the knights of the Berg nearby for no reason would be put off by it….

Alliot was also swallowing hard now and again.

And Lesche also heard Marquis Haneton’s distracted words just now.

‘I shouldn’t have opened the door.’

He wasn’t eavesdropping on purpose. There was a knight’s duty.

However, Kalis was being monitored from the moment he entered this Berg mansion. He probably knew about it. This was because it was not a covert surveillance, but a blatant warning surveillance.

But Kalis managed to come into the prayer room somehow, even though he knew about those watchful eyes. He intended to see Seria. To cling to Grand Duchess Berg.

No matter how much space it was inside the mansion, knights could not be placed inside the prayer room. Currently, the prayer room was the same space where extraterritoriality was applied. Above all, the master of the Order, Lesche Berg, did not seem to be willing to give such a bleak order. Because he was
.

“When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. You see it in your own way.”

The words Linon said yesterday suddenly came to Alliot’s mind.

He couldn’t go in, but he certainly had to check on Seria’s safety. Alliott opened the door slightly once in a while to visually check her safety. It was an appropriate compromise between privacy and protection of the main target.

“This time, you’re late for Stephen’s wedding. “But it’s okay, so please give me a chance.”

The problem was next.

“It’s because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

Alliot couldn’t keep the open much longer, so he didn’t hear Seria’s response after that.

‘The Grand Duchess has always cut the Marquis off cold, and I’m sure this time will be no different.’

Alliot actually didn’t understand. As a third party, he could easily guess the Grand Duchess’s reaction like this. Why didn’t Marquis Haneton know? When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. Marquis Haneton was a classic case of the latter.

“…….”

However, the conversation inside the prayer room was starting to lull.

Alliot stepped back from the door in moderation. Of course, Abigail was still clinging her ears to the door of the prayer room.

Some time passed.

Click.

The door to the prayer room opened and Seria walked out alone. Her forehead distorted as she came out, the door closing behind her. Abigail saw Kalis standing there, stunned, facing the altar.

Was he crying or something? He was covering his face with both hands….

Abigail slammed the door shut.

“Lesche?”

Seria looked puzzled as she saw Lesche outside the door.

“When did you get here?”

“Just now.”

Abigail tilted her chin finely as she looked at the Grand Duke, who lied without blinking.

***

Seria left.

Kalis stood in a daze, staring at the altar. His heart ached as if he was being tortured, but he couldn’t pinpoint what to do.

Desperation struck him, and Kalis pressed down on his chest.

The story of Lina’s return was something that only he was informed at the great temple.

Because he was Lina’s husband.

Even the temple knew that they did not have a normal marriage. In other words, Lina had saved Kalis’s life… but if it went back further, Kalis and Lina had almost taken the life of Seria, the Stern, side by side.

Because of this, the great temple’s attitude towards Kalis was subtle. Still, Lina’s husband was Kalis… so the Oracle was confidential.

But that was all. It was a fragile relationship.

To Kalis, Lina was literally just a Saint. Nothing more, nothing less, just a poor friend that he wanted to take care of. From a political point of view, she was a big shot who would bring great benefits to Haneton.

When all this was considered, there was no way that Lina was more important than his beloved fiancé, Seria.

Seria fixed his arm. She got the herbs herself from the precipice.

When he was late for Stern’s wedding, he thought there was room for settlement. That was because they both were still alive. And because Seria liked him. She couldn’t take her eyes off the proposal ring when he proposed to her.

So he thought they should just get married again. He felt that everything would go back to the way it was somehow.

However, Seria completely closed her heart.

At first, the distance didn’t resonate with him. However, the more time passed, the more he began to realize it. The fact that Seria was neither his fiancĂ©e nor his wife.

He struggled. He hoped she would understand how he felt.

But, since when did Seria start dating the other man?

It was like hell.

If this wasn’t hell, where was hell, Kalis could not easily find the answer.

He staggered out. It was quiet outside the prayer room. No one was there. The High Priest who had just come to the prayer room met Kalis’s gaze. He was surprised to see Kalis there. Seeing Kalis’s pale face, he rushed over.

“Marquis Haneton? Are you all right?”

“High Priest.”

“Yes, Marquis. Why such a pale face. ….”

Kalis cupped his face in his hands and slumped over as if he was about to break down in tears. It was then that the High Priest finally gave him a sad look. He (High Priest) realized that it was probably because of Kalis’s unrequited love for Seria Stern.

Kalis asked with tears.

“How should I atone for the wounds I inflicted on Stern?”

***

* I feel so bad for Kalis. He is sincerely hurt and wants to repent. He still loves Seria very much.

Chapter 2 - Part 1 - Can I be rude to the villain?

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***

 

“…I was wondering how you have been doing.”

“As you can see, I’m very well, so please leave.”

… “Why don’t you just hit me instead? Please don’t ignore me.”

At the mention of hitting him, Seria immediately lifted the thick prayer book. She wondered what all this meant, so she just set it down again.

The sound of the thick book falling with a thud echoed through the prayer room.

It would be better if Abigail came and hit him instead of her. How much she could hit him if she tried.

“Seria.”

Kalis looked at Seria with a pained expression.

“I’ve completely cut ties with Cassius and the Kellyden. But, I have one question for you.”

‘What is it he wants to ask?’

That was why Seria didn’t want Kalis to come as a leader. Because there was a limit to what she could do to stop him from entering and leaving the prayer room. If she did so, he would express his disappointment at the temple


Still, there would be Abigail in front of the prayer room, why did she let Kalis in?

“What is it?”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were so afraid of Cassius? If you had told me earlier, I never would have never talked about the Kellyden. You knew that I exchanged occasional letters with Cassius. Why didn’t you say anything at the time?”

Kalis was right. When she was engaged to him, Seria noticed that Cassius and Kalis were occasionally exchanging letters. Of course, at the time, she just didn’t like the Kellyden and didn’t know the details of their relationship, so she kept quiet
.

“I’ve always felt that way, ever since Cassius and I cut ties. I thought that if you had married me as you were originally destined to do, if you had, I would have heard all the stories you were hiding from me at some point….”

“…….”

These were words Seria never thought she would hear. But honestly, she hated them.

“What do you want?”

The box crinkled lightly in her hands.

“Why in the world do you keep talking about something that would never happen?”

“…Seria.”

“Why are you doing this when you’ve made all the choices? Do you think you can go back in time by doing this? Is that what you want? Is it that easy?”

“…….”

“Why do you always have to force your feelings on me?”

Both of Kalis’ eyes froze as if he had been shocked. He swept his face roughly with both hands.

“Every day, I regret that day. If I could turn back time, I wanted to go back to that time.”

What Tuban said came to Seria’s mind. After Tuban said she wasn’t in the book, she thought of Kalis.

She thought that the reason he was attracted to Lina was the causality of the original story.

Therefore, she understood a lot of it. She really understood it.

But the truth was, this wasn’t some novel world.

That was more selfish, wasn’t it?

It was more cruel to her.

In fact, her fiancĂ© had simply fallen for another woman. He was attracted to Lina’s personality and the way she spoke, behavior and appearance.

“You chose Lina, and you abandoned me.”

Kalis dropped his gaze. Then he asked an unexpected question.

“…Did the Grand Duke Berg save you and you hold him in your heart?”

‘What do you mean, “in my heart”?’

Seria did not answer. However, Kalis’ eyes, which were desperately looking at Seria, were greatly shaken.

“Seria.”

The corners of Kalis’ eyes turned red. Suddenly, Seria saw a bandage wrapped around his left hand.

Come to think of it, didn’t he have a bandage on it the other day at Kellyden’s castle? Hasn’t that wound healed yet? So much time has passed since then.

After a while, Kalis opened his mouth.

“I just can’t give up on you.”

There was a watery note in Kalis’s voice as he held back.

“I saw the Oracle at the temple.”

“What Oracle?”

“The Oracle that Lina will return soon.”

“What?”

“Such an oracle has come to the temple.”

Seria blinked at Kalis’ words.

“Lina will come back within a year at least. There’s nothing clear, but
”

Kalis was Lina’s husband, so it seemed that he was told of the news beforehand. But why Kalis tell Seria such a secret?

“Seria.”

Kalis continued to speak in a watery voice.

“I’m going to divorce her the moment she comes back. I will prepare the promises that Stern’s spouse will make again, alone. I will prepare everything. So you will abandon me at that time.”

“…What?”

Seria couldn’t believe her ears.

“You’ll be late for Stern’s wedding this time. But it’s okay, please give me one chance.”

Tears formed Kalis’ eyes.

“Because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

***

‘It looks like Marquis Haneton has really gone crazy.’

Alliot looked reflectively to the side as he had this thought. Right beside him was Abigail Orrien. She was the figure with her ear pressed tightly against the prayer room door. The knight’s dignity looked like it had been thrown down a cliff.

Of course, this strange behavior of hers wasn’t a big problem.

It was really nothing compared to having…Lesche by their side.

“…….”

Lesche was leaning against the prayer room door. There was no need to explain how brutal his expression was.

So much so that only the knights of the Berg nearby for no reason would be put off by it….

Alliot was also swallowing hard now and again.

And Lesche also heard Marquis Haneton’s distracted words just now.

‘I shouldn’t have opened the door.’

He wasn’t eavesdropping on purpose. There was a knight’s duty.

However, Kalis was being monitored from the moment he entered this Berg mansion. He probably knew about it. This was because it was not a covert surveillance, but a blatant warning surveillance.

But Kalis managed to come into the prayer room somehow, even though he knew about those watchful eyes. He intended to see Seria. To cling to Grand Duchess Berg.

No matter how much space it was inside the mansion, knights could not be placed inside the prayer room. Currently, the prayer room was the same space where extraterritoriality was applied. Above all, the master of the Order, Lesche Berg, did not seem to be willing to give such a bleak order. Because he was
.

“When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. You see it in your own way.”

The words Linon said yesterday suddenly came to Alliot’s mind.

He couldn’t go in, but he certainly had to check on Seria’s safety. Alliott opened the door slightly once in a while to visually check her safety. It was an appropriate compromise between privacy and protection of the main target.

“This time, you’re late for Stephen’s wedding. “But it’s okay, so please give me a chance.”

The problem was next.

“It’s because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

Alliot couldn’t keep the open much longer, so he didn’t hear Seria’s response after that.

‘The Grand Duchess has always cut the Marquis off cold, and I’m sure this time will be no different.’

Alliot actually didn’t understand. As a third party, he could easily guess the Grand Duchess’s reaction like this. Why didn’t Marquis Haneton know? When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. Marquis Haneton was a classic case of the latter.

“…….”

However, the conversation inside the prayer room was starting to lull.

Alliot stepped back from the door in moderation. Of course, Abigail was still clinging her ears to the door of the prayer room.

Some time passed.

Click.

The door to the prayer room opened and Seria walked out alone. Her forehead distorted as she came out, the door closing behind her. Abigail saw Kalis standing there, stunned, facing the altar.

Was he crying or something? He was covering his face with both hands….

Abigail slammed the door shut.

“Lesche?”

Seria looked puzzled as she saw Lesche outside the door.

“When did you get here?”

“Just now.”

Abigail tilted her chin finely as she looked at the Grand Duke, who lied without blinking.

***

Seria left.

Kalis stood in a daze, staring at the altar. His heart ached as if he was being tortured, but he couldn’t pinpoint what to do.

Desperation struck him, and Kalis pressed down on his chest.

The story of Lina’s return was something that only he was informed at the great temple.

Because he was Lina’s husband.

Even the temple knew that they did not have a normal marriage. In other words, Lina had saved Kalis’s life… but if it went back further, Kalis and Lina had almost taken the life of Seria, the Stern, side by side.

Because of this, the great temple’s attitude towards Kalis was subtle. Still, Lina’s husband was Kalis… so the Oracle was confidential.

But that was all. It was a fragile relationship.

To Kalis, Lina was literally just a Saint. Nothing more, nothing less, just a poor friend that he wanted to take care of. From a political point of view, she was a big shot who would bring great benefits to Haneton.

When all this was considered, there was no way that Lina was more important than his beloved fiancé, Seria.

Seria fixed his arm. She got the herbs herself from the precipice.

When he was late for Stern’s wedding, he thought there was room for settlement. That was because they both were still alive. And because Seria liked him. She couldn’t take her eyes off the proposal ring when he proposed to her.

So he thought they should just get married again. He felt that everything would go back to the way it was somehow.

However, Seria completely closed her heart.

At first, the distance didn’t resonate with him. However, the more time passed, the more he began to realize it. The fact that Seria was neither his fiancĂ©e nor his wife.

He struggled. He hoped she would understand how he felt.

But, since when did Seria start dating the other man?

It was like hell.

If this wasn’t hell, where was hell, Kalis could not easily find the answer.

He staggered out. It was quiet outside the prayer room. No one was there. The High Priest who had just come to the prayer room met Kalis’s gaze. He was surprised to see Kalis there. Seeing Kalis’s pale face, he rushed over.

“Marquis Haneton? Are you all right?”

“High Priest.”

“Yes, Marquis. Why such a pale face. ….”

Kalis cupped his face in his hands and slumped over as if he was about to break down in tears. It was then that the High Priest finally gave him a sad look. He (High Priest) realized that it was probably because of Kalis’s unrequited love for Seria Stern.

Kalis asked with tears.

“How should I atone for the wounds I inflicted on Stern?”

***

* I feel so bad for Kalis. He is sincerely hurt and wants to repent. He still loves Seria very much.

Chapter 2 - Part 2 - Can I be rude to the villain

***
https://www.patreon.com/TOTV
Sponsored by Tulvander. Thank you 💖 (3/3)

***

 

“…I was wondering how you have been doing.”

“As you can see, I’m very well, so please leave.”

… “Why don’t you just hit me instead? Please don’t ignore me.”

At the mention of hitting him, Seria immediately lifted the thick prayer book. She wondered what all this meant, so she just set it down again.

The sound of the thick book falling with a thud echoed through the prayer room.

It would be better if Abigail came and hit him instead of her. How much she could hit him if she tried.

“Seria.”

Kalis looked at Seria with a pained expression.

“I’ve completely cut ties with Cassius and the Kellyden. But, I have one question for you.”

‘What is it he wants to ask?’

That was why Seria didn’t want Kalis to come as a leader. Because there was a limit to what she could do to stop him from entering and leaving the prayer room. If she did so, he would express his disappointment at the temple


Still, there would be Abigail in front of the prayer room, why did she let Kalis in?

“What is it?”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were so afraid of Cassius? If you had told me earlier, I never would have never talked about the Kellyden. You knew that I exchanged occasional letters with Cassius. Why didn’t you say anything at the time?”

Kalis was right. When she was engaged to him, Seria noticed that Cassius and Kalis were occasionally exchanging letters. Of course, at the time, she just didn’t like the Kellyden and didn’t know the details of their relationship, so she kept quiet
.

“I’ve always felt that way, ever since Cassius and I cut ties. I thought that if you had married me as you were originally destined to do, if you had, I would have heard all the stories you were hiding from me at some point….”

“…….”

These were words Seria never thought she would hear. But honestly, she hated them.

“What do you want?”

The box crinkled lightly in her hands.

“Why in the world do you keep talking about something that would never happen?”

“…Seria.”

“Why are you doing this when you’ve made all the choices? Do you think you can go back in time by doing this? Is that what you want? Is it that easy?”

“…….”

“Why do you always have to force your feelings on me?”

Both of Kalis’ eyes froze as if he had been shocked. He swept his face roughly with both hands.

“Every day, I regret that day. If I could turn back time, I wanted to go back to that time.”

What Tuban said came to Seria’s mind. After Tuban said she wasn’t in the book, she thought of Kalis.

She thought that the reason he was attracted to Lina was the causality of the original story.

Therefore, she understood a lot of it. She really understood it.

But the truth was, this wasn’t some novel world.

That was more selfish, wasn’t it?

It was more cruel to her.

In fact, her fiancĂ© had simply fallen for another woman. He was attracted to Lina’s personality and the way she spoke, behavior and appearance.

“You chose Lina, and you abandoned me.”

Kalis dropped his gaze. Then he asked an unexpected question.

“…Did the Grand Duke Berg save you and you hold him in your heart?”

‘What do you mean, “in my heart”?’

Seria did not answer. However, Kalis’ eyes, which were desperately looking at Seria, were greatly shaken.

“Seria.”

The corners of Kalis’ eyes turned red. Suddenly, Seria saw a bandage wrapped around his left hand.

Come to think of it, didn’t he have a bandage on it the other day at Kellyden’s castle? Hasn’t that wound healed yet? So much time has passed since then.

After a while, Kalis opened his mouth.

“I just can’t give up on you.”

There was a watery note in Kalis’s voice as he held back.

“I saw the Oracle at the temple.”

“What Oracle?”

“The Oracle that Lina will return soon.”

“What?”

“Such an oracle has come to the temple.”

Seria blinked at Kalis’ words.

“Lina will come back within a year at least. There’s nothing clear, but
”

Kalis was Lina’s husband, so it seemed that he was told of the news beforehand. But why Kalis tell Seria such a secret?

“Seria.”

Kalis continued to speak in a watery voice.

“I’m going to divorce her the moment she comes back. I will prepare the promises that Stern’s spouse will make again, alone. I will prepare everything. So you will abandon me at that time.”

“…What?”

Seria couldn’t believe her ears.

“You’ll be late for Stern’s wedding this time. But it’s okay, please give me one chance.”

Tears formed Kalis’ eyes.

“Because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

***

‘It looks like Marquis Haneton has really gone crazy.’

Alliot looked reflectively to the side as he had this thought. Right beside him was Abigail Orrien. She was the figure with her ear pressed tightly against the prayer room door. The knight’s dignity looked like it had been thrown down a cliff.

Of course, this strange behavior of hers wasn’t a big problem.

It was really nothing compared to having…Lesche by their side.

“…….”

Lesche was leaning against the prayer room door. There was no need to explain how brutal his expression was.

So much so that only the knights of the Berg nearby for no reason would be put off by it….

Alliot was also swallowing hard now and again.

And Lesche also heard Marquis Haneton’s distracted words just now.

‘I shouldn’t have opened the door.’

He wasn’t eavesdropping on purpose. There was a knight’s duty.

However, Kalis was being monitored from the moment he entered this Berg mansion. He probably knew about it. This was because it was not a covert surveillance, but a blatant warning surveillance.

But Kalis managed to come into the prayer room somehow, even though he knew about those watchful eyes. He intended to see Seria. To cling to Grand Duchess Berg.

No matter how much space it was inside the mansion, knights could not be placed inside the prayer room. Currently, the prayer room was the same space where extraterritoriality was applied. Above all, the master of the Order, Lesche Berg, did not seem to be willing to give such a bleak order. Because he was
.

“When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. You see it in your own way.”

The words Linon said yesterday suddenly came to Alliot’s mind.

He couldn’t go in, but he certainly had to check on Seria’s safety. Alliott opened the door slightly once in a while to visually check her safety. It was an appropriate compromise between privacy and protection of the main target.

“This time, you’re late for Stephen’s wedding. “But it’s okay, so please give me a chance.”

The problem was next.

“It’s because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

Alliot couldn’t keep the open much longer, so he didn’t hear Seria’s response after that.

‘The Grand Duchess has always cut the Marquis off cold, and I’m sure this time will be no different.’

Alliot actually didn’t understand. As a third party, he could easily guess the Grand Duchess’s reaction like this. Why didn’t Marquis Haneton know? When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. Marquis Haneton was a classic case of the latter.

“…….”

However, the conversation inside the prayer room was starting to lull.

Alliot stepped back from the door in moderation. Of course, Abigail was still clinging her ears to the door of the prayer room.

Some time passed.

Click.

The door to the prayer room opened and Seria walked out alone. Her forehead distorted as she came out, the door closing behind her. Abigail saw Kalis standing there, stunned, facing the altar.

Was he crying or something? He was covering his face with both hands….

Abigail slammed the door shut.

“Lesche?”

Seria looked puzzled as she saw Lesche outside the door.

“When did you get here?”

“Just now.”

Abigail tilted her chin finely as she looked at the Grand Duke, who lied without blinking.

***

Seria left.

Kalis stood in a daze, staring at the altar. His heart ached as if he was being tortured, but he couldn’t pinpoint what to do.

Desperation struck him, and Kalis pressed down on his chest.

The story of Lina’s return was something that only he was informed at the great temple.

Because he was Lina’s husband.

Even the temple knew that they did not have a normal marriage. In other words, Lina had saved Kalis’s life… but if it went back further, Kalis and Lina had almost taken the life of Seria, the Stern, side by side.

Because of this, the great temple’s attitude towards Kalis was subtle. Still, Lina’s husband was Kalis… so the Oracle was confidential.

But that was all. It was a fragile relationship.

To Kalis, Lina was literally just a Saint. Nothing more, nothing less, just a poor friend that he wanted to take care of. From a political point of view, she was a big shot who would bring great benefits to Haneton.

When all this was considered, there was no way that Lina was more important than his beloved fiancé, Seria.

Seria fixed his arm. She got the herbs herself from the precipice.

When he was late for Stern’s wedding, he thought there was room for settlement. That was because they both were still alive. And because Seria liked him. She couldn’t take her eyes off the proposal ring when he proposed to her.

So he thought they should just get married again. He felt that everything would go back to the way it was somehow.

However, Seria completely closed her heart.

At first, the distance didn’t resonate with him. However, the more time passed, the more he began to realize it. The fact that Seria was neither his fiancĂ©e nor his wife.

He struggled. He hoped she would understand how he felt.

But, since when did Seria start dating the other man?

It was like hell.

If this wasn’t hell, where was hell, Kalis could not easily find the answer.

He staggered out. It was quiet outside the prayer room. No one was there. The High Priest who had just come to the prayer room met Kalis’s gaze. He was surprised to see Kalis there. Seeing Kalis’s pale face, he rushed over.

“Marquis Haneton? Are you all right?”

“High Priest.”

“Yes, Marquis. Why such a pale face. ….”

Kalis cupped his face in his hands and slumped over as if he was about to break down in tears. It was then that the High Priest finally gave him a sad look. He (High Priest) realized that it was probably because of Kalis’s unrequited love for Seria Stern.

Kalis asked with tears.

“How should I atone for the wounds I inflicted on Stern?”

***

* I feel so bad for Kalis. He is sincerely hurt and wants to repent. He still loves Seria very much.

Chapter 3 Part 1

***
https://www.patreon.com/TOTV
Sponsored by Tulvander. Thank you 💖 (3/3)

***

 

“…I was wondering how you have been doing.”

“As you can see, I’m very well, so please leave.”

… “Why don’t you just hit me instead? Please don’t ignore me.”

At the mention of hitting him, Seria immediately lifted the thick prayer book. She wondered what all this meant, so she just set it down again.

The sound of the thick book falling with a thud echoed through the prayer room.

It would be better if Abigail came and hit him instead of her. How much she could hit him if she tried.

“Seria.”

Kalis looked at Seria with a pained expression.

“I’ve completely cut ties with Cassius and the Kellyden. But, I have one question for you.”

‘What is it he wants to ask?’

That was why Seria didn’t want Kalis to come as a leader. Because there was a limit to what she could do to stop him from entering and leaving the prayer room. If she did so, he would express his disappointment at the temple


Still, there would be Abigail in front of the prayer room, why did she let Kalis in?

“What is it?”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were so afraid of Cassius? If you had told me earlier, I never would have never talked about the Kellyden. You knew that I exchanged occasional letters with Cassius. Why didn’t you say anything at the time?”

Kalis was right. When she was engaged to him, Seria noticed that Cassius and Kalis were occasionally exchanging letters. Of course, at the time, she just didn’t like the Kellyden and didn’t know the details of their relationship, so she kept quiet
.

“I’ve always felt that way, ever since Cassius and I cut ties. I thought that if you had married me as you were originally destined to do, if you had, I would have heard all the stories you were hiding from me at some point….”

“…….”

These were words Seria never thought she would hear. But honestly, she hated them.

“What do you want?”

The box crinkled lightly in her hands.

“Why in the world do you keep talking about something that would never happen?”

“…Seria.”

“Why are you doing this when you’ve made all the choices? Do you think you can go back in time by doing this? Is that what you want? Is it that easy?”

“…….”

“Why do you always have to force your feelings on me?”

Both of Kalis’ eyes froze as if he had been shocked. He swept his face roughly with both hands.

“Every day, I regret that day. If I could turn back time, I wanted to go back to that time.”

What Tuban said came to Seria’s mind. After Tuban said she wasn’t in the book, she thought of Kalis.

She thought that the reason he was attracted to Lina was the causality of the original story.

Therefore, she understood a lot of it. She really understood it.

But the truth was, this wasn’t some novel world.

That was more selfish, wasn’t it?

It was more cruel to her.

In fact, her fiancĂ© had simply fallen for another woman. He was attracted to Lina’s personality and the way she spoke, behavior and appearance.

“You chose Lina, and you abandoned me.”

Kalis dropped his gaze. Then he asked an unexpected question.

“…Did the Grand Duke Berg save you and you hold him in your heart?”

‘What do you mean, “in my heart”?’

Seria did not answer. However, Kalis’ eyes, which were desperately looking at Seria, were greatly shaken.

“Seria.”

The corners of Kalis’ eyes turned red. Suddenly, Seria saw a bandage wrapped around his left hand.

Come to think of it, didn’t he have a bandage on it the other day at Kellyden’s castle? Hasn’t that wound healed yet? So much time has passed since then.

After a while, Kalis opened his mouth.

“I just can’t give up on you.”

There was a watery note in Kalis’s voice as he held back.

“I saw the Oracle at the temple.”

“What Oracle?”

“The Oracle that Lina will return soon.”

“What?”

“Such an oracle has come to the temple.”

Seria blinked at Kalis’ words.

“Lina will come back within a year at least. There’s nothing clear, but
”

Kalis was Lina’s husband, so it seemed that he was told of the news beforehand. But why Kalis tell Seria such a secret?

“Seria.”

Kalis continued to speak in a watery voice.

“I’m going to divorce her the moment she comes back. I will prepare the promises that Stern’s spouse will make again, alone. I will prepare everything. So you will abandon me at that time.”

“…What?”

Seria couldn’t believe her ears.

“You’ll be late for Stern’s wedding this time. But it’s okay, please give me one chance.”

Tears formed Kalis’ eyes.

“Because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

***

‘It looks like Marquis Haneton has really gone crazy.’

Alliot looked reflectively to the side as he had this thought. Right beside him was Abigail Orrien. She was the figure with her ear pressed tightly against the prayer room door. The knight’s dignity looked like it had been thrown down a cliff.

Of course, this strange behavior of hers wasn’t a big problem.

It was really nothing compared to having…Lesche by their side.

“…….”

Lesche was leaning against the prayer room door. There was no need to explain how brutal his expression was.

So much so that only the knights of the Berg nearby for no reason would be put off by it….

Alliot was also swallowing hard now and again.

And Lesche also heard Marquis Haneton’s distracted words just now.

‘I shouldn’t have opened the door.’

He wasn’t eavesdropping on purpose. There was a knight’s duty.

However, Kalis was being monitored from the moment he entered this Berg mansion. He probably knew about it. This was because it was not a covert surveillance, but a blatant warning surveillance.

But Kalis managed to come into the prayer room somehow, even though he knew about those watchful eyes. He intended to see Seria. To cling to Grand Duchess Berg.

No matter how much space it was inside the mansion, knights could not be placed inside the prayer room. Currently, the prayer room was the same space where extraterritoriality was applied. Above all, the master of the Order, Lesche Berg, did not seem to be willing to give such a bleak order. Because he was
.

“When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. You see it in your own way.”

The words Linon said yesterday suddenly came to Alliot’s mind.

He couldn’t go in, but he certainly had to check on Seria’s safety. Alliott opened the door slightly once in a while to visually check her safety. It was an appropriate compromise between privacy and protection of the main target.

“This time, you’re late for Stephen’s wedding. “But it’s okay, so please give me a chance.”

The problem was next.

“It’s because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

Alliot couldn’t keep the open much longer, so he didn’t hear Seria’s response after that.

‘The Grand Duchess has always cut the Marquis off cold, and I’m sure this time will be no different.’

Alliot actually didn’t understand. As a third party, he could easily guess the Grand Duchess’s reaction like this. Why didn’t Marquis Haneton know? When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. Marquis Haneton was a classic case of the latter.

“…….”

However, the conversation inside the prayer room was starting to lull.

Alliot stepped back from the door in moderation. Of course, Abigail was still clinging her ears to the door of the prayer room.

Some time passed.

Click.

The door to the prayer room opened and Seria walked out alone. Her forehead distorted as she came out, the door closing behind her. Abigail saw Kalis standing there, stunned, facing the altar.

Was he crying or something? He was covering his face with both hands….

Abigail slammed the door shut.

“Lesche?”

Seria looked puzzled as she saw Lesche outside the door.

“When did you get here?”

“Just now.”

Abigail tilted her chin finely as she looked at the Grand Duke, who lied without blinking.

***

Seria left.

Kalis stood in a daze, staring at the altar. His heart ached as if he was being tortured, but he couldn’t pinpoint what to do.

Desperation struck him, and Kalis pressed down on his chest.

The story of Lina’s return was something that only he was informed at the great temple.

Because he was Lina’s husband.

Even the temple knew that they did not have a normal marriage. In other words, Lina had saved Kalis’s life… but if it went back further, Kalis and Lina had almost taken the life of Seria, the Stern, side by side.

Because of this, the great temple’s attitude towards Kalis was subtle. Still, Lina’s husband was Kalis… so the Oracle was confidential.

But that was all. It was a fragile relationship.

To Kalis, Lina was literally just a Saint. Nothing more, nothing less, just a poor friend that he wanted to take care of. From a political point of view, she was a big shot who would bring great benefits to Haneton.

When all this was considered, there was no way that Lina was more important than his beloved fiancé, Seria.

Seria fixed his arm. She got the herbs herself from the precipice.

When he was late for Stern’s wedding, he thought there was room for settlement. That was because they both were still alive. And because Seria liked him. She couldn’t take her eyes off the proposal ring when he proposed to her.

So he thought they should just get married again. He felt that everything would go back to the way it was somehow.

However, Seria completely closed her heart.

At first, the distance didn’t resonate with him. However, the more time passed, the more he began to realize it. The fact that Seria was neither his fiancĂ©e nor his wife.

He struggled. He hoped she would understand how he felt.

But, since when did Seria start dating the other man?

It was like hell.

If this wasn’t hell, where was hell, Kalis could not easily find the answer.

He staggered out. It was quiet outside the prayer room. No one was there. The High Priest who had just come to the prayer room met Kalis’s gaze. He was surprised to see Kalis there. Seeing Kalis’s pale face, he rushed over.

“Marquis Haneton? Are you all right?”

“High Priest.”

“Yes, Marquis. Why such a pale face. ….”

Kalis cupped his face in his hands and slumped over as if he was about to break down in tears. It was then that the High Priest finally gave him a sad look. He (High Priest) realized that it was probably because of Kalis’s unrequited love for Seria Stern.

Kalis asked with tears.

“How should I atone for the wounds I inflicted on Stern?”

***

* I feel so bad for Kalis. He is sincerely hurt and wants to repent. He still loves Seria very much.

Chapter 3 Part 2

***
https://www.patreon.com/TOTV
Sponsored by Tulvander. Thank you 💖 (3/3)

***

 

“…I was wondering how you have been doing.”

“As you can see, I’m very well, so please leave.”

… “Why don’t you just hit me instead? Please don’t ignore me.”

At the mention of hitting him, Seria immediately lifted the thick prayer book. She wondered what all this meant, so she just set it down again.

The sound of the thick book falling with a thud echoed through the prayer room.

It would be better if Abigail came and hit him instead of her. How much she could hit him if she tried.

“Seria.”

Kalis looked at Seria with a pained expression.

“I’ve completely cut ties with Cassius and the Kellyden. But, I have one question for you.”

‘What is it he wants to ask?’

That was why Seria didn’t want Kalis to come as a leader. Because there was a limit to what she could do to stop him from entering and leaving the prayer room. If she did so, he would express his disappointment at the temple


Still, there would be Abigail in front of the prayer room, why did she let Kalis in?

“What is it?”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were so afraid of Cassius? If you had told me earlier, I never would have never talked about the Kellyden. You knew that I exchanged occasional letters with Cassius. Why didn’t you say anything at the time?”

Kalis was right. When she was engaged to him, Seria noticed that Cassius and Kalis were occasionally exchanging letters. Of course, at the time, she just didn’t like the Kellyden and didn’t know the details of their relationship, so she kept quiet
.

“I’ve always felt that way, ever since Cassius and I cut ties. I thought that if you had married me as you were originally destined to do, if you had, I would have heard all the stories you were hiding from me at some point….”

“…….”

These were words Seria never thought she would hear. But honestly, she hated them.

“What do you want?”

The box crinkled lightly in her hands.

“Why in the world do you keep talking about something that would never happen?”

“…Seria.”

“Why are you doing this when you’ve made all the choices? Do you think you can go back in time by doing this? Is that what you want? Is it that easy?”

“…….”

“Why do you always have to force your feelings on me?”

Both of Kalis’ eyes froze as if he had been shocked. He swept his face roughly with both hands.

“Every day, I regret that day. If I could turn back time, I wanted to go back to that time.”

What Tuban said came to Seria’s mind. After Tuban said she wasn’t in the book, she thought of Kalis.

She thought that the reason he was attracted to Lina was the causality of the original story.

Therefore, she understood a lot of it. She really understood it.

But the truth was, this wasn’t some novel world.

That was more selfish, wasn’t it?

It was more cruel to her.

In fact, her fiancĂ© had simply fallen for another woman. He was attracted to Lina’s personality and the way she spoke, behavior and appearance.

“You chose Lina, and you abandoned me.”

Kalis dropped his gaze. Then he asked an unexpected question.

“…Did the Grand Duke Berg save you and you hold him in your heart?”

‘What do you mean, “in my heart”?’

Seria did not answer. However, Kalis’ eyes, which were desperately looking at Seria, were greatly shaken.

“Seria.”

The corners of Kalis’ eyes turned red. Suddenly, Seria saw a bandage wrapped around his left hand.

Come to think of it, didn’t he have a bandage on it the other day at Kellyden’s castle? Hasn’t that wound healed yet? So much time has passed since then.

After a while, Kalis opened his mouth.

“I just can’t give up on you.”

There was a watery note in Kalis’s voice as he held back.

“I saw the Oracle at the temple.”

“What Oracle?”

“The Oracle that Lina will return soon.”

“What?”

“Such an oracle has come to the temple.”

Seria blinked at Kalis’ words.

“Lina will come back within a year at least. There’s nothing clear, but
”

Kalis was Lina’s husband, so it seemed that he was told of the news beforehand. But why Kalis tell Seria such a secret?

“Seria.”

Kalis continued to speak in a watery voice.

“I’m going to divorce her the moment she comes back. I will prepare the promises that Stern’s spouse will make again, alone. I will prepare everything. So you will abandon me at that time.”

“…What?”

Seria couldn’t believe her ears.

“You’ll be late for Stern’s wedding this time. But it’s okay, please give me one chance.”

Tears formed Kalis’ eyes.

“Because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

***

‘It looks like Marquis Haneton has really gone crazy.’

Alliot looked reflectively to the side as he had this thought. Right beside him was Abigail Orrien. She was the figure with her ear pressed tightly against the prayer room door. The knight’s dignity looked like it had been thrown down a cliff.

Of course, this strange behavior of hers wasn’t a big problem.

It was really nothing compared to having…Lesche by their side.

“…….”

Lesche was leaning against the prayer room door. There was no need to explain how brutal his expression was.

So much so that only the knights of the Berg nearby for no reason would be put off by it….

Alliot was also swallowing hard now and again.

And Lesche also heard Marquis Haneton’s distracted words just now.

‘I shouldn’t have opened the door.’

He wasn’t eavesdropping on purpose. There was a knight’s duty.

However, Kalis was being monitored from the moment he entered this Berg mansion. He probably knew about it. This was because it was not a covert surveillance, but a blatant warning surveillance.

But Kalis managed to come into the prayer room somehow, even though he knew about those watchful eyes. He intended to see Seria. To cling to Grand Duchess Berg.

No matter how much space it was inside the mansion, knights could not be placed inside the prayer room. Currently, the prayer room was the same space where extraterritoriality was applied. Above all, the master of the Order, Lesche Berg, did not seem to be willing to give such a bleak order. Because he was
.

“When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. You see it in your own way.”

The words Linon said yesterday suddenly came to Alliot’s mind.

He couldn’t go in, but he certainly had to check on Seria’s safety. Alliott opened the door slightly once in a while to visually check her safety. It was an appropriate compromise between privacy and protection of the main target.

“This time, you’re late for Stephen’s wedding. “But it’s okay, so please give me a chance.”

The problem was next.

“It’s because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

Alliot couldn’t keep the open much longer, so he didn’t hear Seria’s response after that.

‘The Grand Duchess has always cut the Marquis off cold, and I’m sure this time will be no different.’

Alliot actually didn’t understand. As a third party, he could easily guess the Grand Duchess’s reaction like this. Why didn’t Marquis Haneton know? When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. Marquis Haneton was a classic case of the latter.

“…….”

However, the conversation inside the prayer room was starting to lull.

Alliot stepped back from the door in moderation. Of course, Abigail was still clinging her ears to the door of the prayer room.

Some time passed.

Click.

The door to the prayer room opened and Seria walked out alone. Her forehead distorted as she came out, the door closing behind her. Abigail saw Kalis standing there, stunned, facing the altar.

Was he crying or something? He was covering his face with both hands….

Abigail slammed the door shut.

“Lesche?”

Seria looked puzzled as she saw Lesche outside the door.

“When did you get here?”

“Just now.”

Abigail tilted her chin finely as she looked at the Grand Duke, who lied without blinking.

***

Seria left.

Kalis stood in a daze, staring at the altar. His heart ached as if he was being tortured, but he couldn’t pinpoint what to do.

Desperation struck him, and Kalis pressed down on his chest.

The story of Lina’s return was something that only he was informed at the great temple.

Because he was Lina’s husband.

Even the temple knew that they did not have a normal marriage. In other words, Lina had saved Kalis’s life… but if it went back further, Kalis and Lina had almost taken the life of Seria, the Stern, side by side.

Because of this, the great temple’s attitude towards Kalis was subtle. Still, Lina’s husband was Kalis… so the Oracle was confidential.

But that was all. It was a fragile relationship.

To Kalis, Lina was literally just a Saint. Nothing more, nothing less, just a poor friend that he wanted to take care of. From a political point of view, she was a big shot who would bring great benefits to Haneton.

When all this was considered, there was no way that Lina was more important than his beloved fiancé, Seria.

Seria fixed his arm. She got the herbs herself from the precipice.

When he was late for Stern’s wedding, he thought there was room for settlement. That was because they both were still alive. And because Seria liked him. She couldn’t take her eyes off the proposal ring when he proposed to her.

So he thought they should just get married again. He felt that everything would go back to the way it was somehow.

However, Seria completely closed her heart.

At first, the distance didn’t resonate with him. However, the more time passed, the more he began to realize it. The fact that Seria was neither his fiancĂ©e nor his wife.

He struggled. He hoped she would understand how he felt.

But, since when did Seria start dating the other man?

It was like hell.

If this wasn’t hell, where was hell, Kalis could not easily find the answer.

He staggered out. It was quiet outside the prayer room. No one was there. The High Priest who had just come to the prayer room met Kalis’s gaze. He was surprised to see Kalis there. Seeing Kalis’s pale face, he rushed over.

“Marquis Haneton? Are you all right?”

“High Priest.”

“Yes, Marquis. Why such a pale face. ….”

Kalis cupped his face in his hands and slumped over as if he was about to break down in tears. It was then that the High Priest finally gave him a sad look. He (High Priest) realized that it was probably because of Kalis’s unrequited love for Seria Stern.

Kalis asked with tears.

“How should I atone for the wounds I inflicted on Stern?”

***

* I feel so bad for Kalis. He is sincerely hurt and wants to repent. He still loves Seria very much.

Chapter 4 Part 1

***
https://www.patreon.com/TOTV
Sponsored by Tulvander. Thank you 💖 (3/3)

***

 

“…I was wondering how you have been doing.”

“As you can see, I’m very well, so please leave.”

… “Why don’t you just hit me instead? Please don’t ignore me.”

At the mention of hitting him, Seria immediately lifted the thick prayer book. She wondered what all this meant, so she just set it down again.

The sound of the thick book falling with a thud echoed through the prayer room.

It would be better if Abigail came and hit him instead of her. How much she could hit him if she tried.

“Seria.”

Kalis looked at Seria with a pained expression.

“I’ve completely cut ties with Cassius and the Kellyden. But, I have one question for you.”

‘What is it he wants to ask?’

That was why Seria didn’t want Kalis to come as a leader. Because there was a limit to what she could do to stop him from entering and leaving the prayer room. If she did so, he would express his disappointment at the temple


Still, there would be Abigail in front of the prayer room, why did she let Kalis in?

“What is it?”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were so afraid of Cassius? If you had told me earlier, I never would have never talked about the Kellyden. You knew that I exchanged occasional letters with Cassius. Why didn’t you say anything at the time?”

Kalis was right. When she was engaged to him, Seria noticed that Cassius and Kalis were occasionally exchanging letters. Of course, at the time, she just didn’t like the Kellyden and didn’t know the details of their relationship, so she kept quiet
.

“I’ve always felt that way, ever since Cassius and I cut ties. I thought that if you had married me as you were originally destined to do, if you had, I would have heard all the stories you were hiding from me at some point….”

“…….”

These were words Seria never thought she would hear. But honestly, she hated them.

“What do you want?”

The box crinkled lightly in her hands.

“Why in the world do you keep talking about something that would never happen?”

“…Seria.”

“Why are you doing this when you’ve made all the choices? Do you think you can go back in time by doing this? Is that what you want? Is it that easy?”

“…….”

“Why do you always have to force your feelings on me?”

Both of Kalis’ eyes froze as if he had been shocked. He swept his face roughly with both hands.

“Every day, I regret that day. If I could turn back time, I wanted to go back to that time.”

What Tuban said came to Seria’s mind. After Tuban said she wasn’t in the book, she thought of Kalis.

She thought that the reason he was attracted to Lina was the causality of the original story.

Therefore, she understood a lot of it. She really understood it.

But the truth was, this wasn’t some novel world.

That was more selfish, wasn’t it?

It was more cruel to her.

In fact, her fiancĂ© had simply fallen for another woman. He was attracted to Lina’s personality and the way she spoke, behavior and appearance.

“You chose Lina, and you abandoned me.”

Kalis dropped his gaze. Then he asked an unexpected question.

“…Did the Grand Duke Berg save you and you hold him in your heart?”

‘What do you mean, “in my heart”?’

Seria did not answer. However, Kalis’ eyes, which were desperately looking at Seria, were greatly shaken.

“Seria.”

The corners of Kalis’ eyes turned red. Suddenly, Seria saw a bandage wrapped around his left hand.

Come to think of it, didn’t he have a bandage on it the other day at Kellyden’s castle? Hasn’t that wound healed yet? So much time has passed since then.

After a while, Kalis opened his mouth.

“I just can’t give up on you.”

There was a watery note in Kalis’s voice as he held back.

“I saw the Oracle at the temple.”

“What Oracle?”

“The Oracle that Lina will return soon.”

“What?”

“Such an oracle has come to the temple.”

Seria blinked at Kalis’ words.

“Lina will come back within a year at least. There’s nothing clear, but
”

Kalis was Lina’s husband, so it seemed that he was told of the news beforehand. But why Kalis tell Seria such a secret?

“Seria.”

Kalis continued to speak in a watery voice.

“I’m going to divorce her the moment she comes back. I will prepare the promises that Stern’s spouse will make again, alone. I will prepare everything. So you will abandon me at that time.”

“…What?”

Seria couldn’t believe her ears.

“You’ll be late for Stern’s wedding this time. But it’s okay, please give me one chance.”

Tears formed Kalis’ eyes.

“Because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

***

‘It looks like Marquis Haneton has really gone crazy.’

Alliot looked reflectively to the side as he had this thought. Right beside him was Abigail Orrien. She was the figure with her ear pressed tightly against the prayer room door. The knight’s dignity looked like it had been thrown down a cliff.

Of course, this strange behavior of hers wasn’t a big problem.

It was really nothing compared to having…Lesche by their side.

“…….”

Lesche was leaning against the prayer room door. There was no need to explain how brutal his expression was.

So much so that only the knights of the Berg nearby for no reason would be put off by it….

Alliot was also swallowing hard now and again.

And Lesche also heard Marquis Haneton’s distracted words just now.

‘I shouldn’t have opened the door.’

He wasn’t eavesdropping on purpose. There was a knight’s duty.

However, Kalis was being monitored from the moment he entered this Berg mansion. He probably knew about it. This was because it was not a covert surveillance, but a blatant warning surveillance.

But Kalis managed to come into the prayer room somehow, even though he knew about those watchful eyes. He intended to see Seria. To cling to Grand Duchess Berg.

No matter how much space it was inside the mansion, knights could not be placed inside the prayer room. Currently, the prayer room was the same space where extraterritoriality was applied. Above all, the master of the Order, Lesche Berg, did not seem to be willing to give such a bleak order. Because he was
.

“When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. You see it in your own way.”

The words Linon said yesterday suddenly came to Alliot’s mind.

He couldn’t go in, but he certainly had to check on Seria’s safety. Alliott opened the door slightly once in a while to visually check her safety. It was an appropriate compromise between privacy and protection of the main target.

“This time, you’re late for Stephen’s wedding. “But it’s okay, so please give me a chance.”

The problem was next.

“It’s because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

Alliot couldn’t keep the open much longer, so he didn’t hear Seria’s response after that.

‘The Grand Duchess has always cut the Marquis off cold, and I’m sure this time will be no different.’

Alliot actually didn’t understand. As a third party, he could easily guess the Grand Duchess’s reaction like this. Why didn’t Marquis Haneton know? When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. Marquis Haneton was a classic case of the latter.

“…….”

However, the conversation inside the prayer room was starting to lull.

Alliot stepped back from the door in moderation. Of course, Abigail was still clinging her ears to the door of the prayer room.

Some time passed.

Click.

The door to the prayer room opened and Seria walked out alone. Her forehead distorted as she came out, the door closing behind her. Abigail saw Kalis standing there, stunned, facing the altar.

Was he crying or something? He was covering his face with both hands….

Abigail slammed the door shut.

“Lesche?”

Seria looked puzzled as she saw Lesche outside the door.

“When did you get here?”

“Just now.”

Abigail tilted her chin finely as she looked at the Grand Duke, who lied without blinking.

***

Seria left.

Kalis stood in a daze, staring at the altar. His heart ached as if he was being tortured, but he couldn’t pinpoint what to do.

Desperation struck him, and Kalis pressed down on his chest.

The story of Lina’s return was something that only he was informed at the great temple.

Because he was Lina’s husband.

Even the temple knew that they did not have a normal marriage. In other words, Lina had saved Kalis’s life… but if it went back further, Kalis and Lina had almost taken the life of Seria, the Stern, side by side.

Because of this, the great temple’s attitude towards Kalis was subtle. Still, Lina’s husband was Kalis… so the Oracle was confidential.

But that was all. It was a fragile relationship.

To Kalis, Lina was literally just a Saint. Nothing more, nothing less, just a poor friend that he wanted to take care of. From a political point of view, she was a big shot who would bring great benefits to Haneton.

When all this was considered, there was no way that Lina was more important than his beloved fiancé, Seria.

Seria fixed his arm. She got the herbs herself from the precipice.

When he was late for Stern’s wedding, he thought there was room for settlement. That was because they both were still alive. And because Seria liked him. She couldn’t take her eyes off the proposal ring when he proposed to her.

So he thought they should just get married again. He felt that everything would go back to the way it was somehow.

However, Seria completely closed her heart.

At first, the distance didn’t resonate with him. However, the more time passed, the more he began to realize it. The fact that Seria was neither his fiancĂ©e nor his wife.

He struggled. He hoped she would understand how he felt.

But, since when did Seria start dating the other man?

It was like hell.

If this wasn’t hell, where was hell, Kalis could not easily find the answer.

He staggered out. It was quiet outside the prayer room. No one was there. The High Priest who had just come to the prayer room met Kalis’s gaze. He was surprised to see Kalis there. Seeing Kalis’s pale face, he rushed over.

“Marquis Haneton? Are you all right?”

“High Priest.”

“Yes, Marquis. Why such a pale face. ….”

Kalis cupped his face in his hands and slumped over as if he was about to break down in tears. It was then that the High Priest finally gave him a sad look. He (High Priest) realized that it was probably because of Kalis’s unrequited love for Seria Stern.

Kalis asked with tears.

“How should I atone for the wounds I inflicted on Stern?”

***

* I feel so bad for Kalis. He is sincerely hurt and wants to repent. He still loves Seria very much.

Chapter 4 Part 2

***
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***

 

“…I was wondering how you have been doing.”

“As you can see, I’m very well, so please leave.”

… “Why don’t you just hit me instead? Please don’t ignore me.”

At the mention of hitting him, Seria immediately lifted the thick prayer book. She wondered what all this meant, so she just set it down again.

The sound of the thick book falling with a thud echoed through the prayer room.

It would be better if Abigail came and hit him instead of her. How much she could hit him if she tried.

“Seria.”

Kalis looked at Seria with a pained expression.

“I’ve completely cut ties with Cassius and the Kellyden. But, I have one question for you.”

‘What is it he wants to ask?’

That was why Seria didn’t want Kalis to come as a leader. Because there was a limit to what she could do to stop him from entering and leaving the prayer room. If she did so, he would express his disappointment at the temple


Still, there would be Abigail in front of the prayer room, why did she let Kalis in?

“What is it?”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were so afraid of Cassius? If you had told me earlier, I never would have never talked about the Kellyden. You knew that I exchanged occasional letters with Cassius. Why didn’t you say anything at the time?”

Kalis was right. When she was engaged to him, Seria noticed that Cassius and Kalis were occasionally exchanging letters. Of course, at the time, she just didn’t like the Kellyden and didn’t know the details of their relationship, so she kept quiet
.

“I’ve always felt that way, ever since Cassius and I cut ties. I thought that if you had married me as you were originally destined to do, if you had, I would have heard all the stories you were hiding from me at some point….”

“…….”

These were words Seria never thought she would hear. But honestly, she hated them.

“What do you want?”

The box crinkled lightly in her hands.

“Why in the world do you keep talking about something that would never happen?”

“…Seria.”

“Why are you doing this when you’ve made all the choices? Do you think you can go back in time by doing this? Is that what you want? Is it that easy?”

“…….”

“Why do you always have to force your feelings on me?”

Both of Kalis’ eyes froze as if he had been shocked. He swept his face roughly with both hands.

“Every day, I regret that day. If I could turn back time, I wanted to go back to that time.”

What Tuban said came to Seria’s mind. After Tuban said she wasn’t in the book, she thought of Kalis.

She thought that the reason he was attracted to Lina was the causality of the original story.

Therefore, she understood a lot of it. She really understood it.

But the truth was, this wasn’t some novel world.

That was more selfish, wasn’t it?

It was more cruel to her.

In fact, her fiancĂ© had simply fallen for another woman. He was attracted to Lina’s personality and the way she spoke, behavior and appearance.

“You chose Lina, and you abandoned me.”

Kalis dropped his gaze. Then he asked an unexpected question.

“…Did the Grand Duke Berg save you and you hold him in your heart?”

‘What do you mean, “in my heart”?’

Seria did not answer. However, Kalis’ eyes, which were desperately looking at Seria, were greatly shaken.

“Seria.”

The corners of Kalis’ eyes turned red. Suddenly, Seria saw a bandage wrapped around his left hand.

Come to think of it, didn’t he have a bandage on it the other day at Kellyden’s castle? Hasn’t that wound healed yet? So much time has passed since then.

After a while, Kalis opened his mouth.

“I just can’t give up on you.”

There was a watery note in Kalis’s voice as he held back.

“I saw the Oracle at the temple.”

“What Oracle?”

“The Oracle that Lina will return soon.”

“What?”

“Such an oracle has come to the temple.”

Seria blinked at Kalis’ words.

“Lina will come back within a year at least. There’s nothing clear, but
”

Kalis was Lina’s husband, so it seemed that he was told of the news beforehand. But why Kalis tell Seria such a secret?

“Seria.”

Kalis continued to speak in a watery voice.

“I’m going to divorce her the moment she comes back. I will prepare the promises that Stern’s spouse will make again, alone. I will prepare everything. So you will abandon me at that time.”

“…What?”

Seria couldn’t believe her ears.

“You’ll be late for Stern’s wedding this time. But it’s okay, please give me one chance.”

Tears formed Kalis’ eyes.

“Because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

***

‘It looks like Marquis Haneton has really gone crazy.’

Alliot looked reflectively to the side as he had this thought. Right beside him was Abigail Orrien. She was the figure with her ear pressed tightly against the prayer room door. The knight’s dignity looked like it had been thrown down a cliff.

Of course, this strange behavior of hers wasn’t a big problem.

It was really nothing compared to having…Lesche by their side.

“…….”

Lesche was leaning against the prayer room door. There was no need to explain how brutal his expression was.

So much so that only the knights of the Berg nearby for no reason would be put off by it….

Alliot was also swallowing hard now and again.

And Lesche also heard Marquis Haneton’s distracted words just now.

‘I shouldn’t have opened the door.’

He wasn’t eavesdropping on purpose. There was a knight’s duty.

However, Kalis was being monitored from the moment he entered this Berg mansion. He probably knew about it. This was because it was not a covert surveillance, but a blatant warning surveillance.

But Kalis managed to come into the prayer room somehow, even though he knew about those watchful eyes. He intended to see Seria. To cling to Grand Duchess Berg.

No matter how much space it was inside the mansion, knights could not be placed inside the prayer room. Currently, the prayer room was the same space where extraterritoriality was applied. Above all, the master of the Order, Lesche Berg, did not seem to be willing to give such a bleak order. Because he was
.

“When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. You see it in your own way.”

The words Linon said yesterday suddenly came to Alliot’s mind.

He couldn’t go in, but he certainly had to check on Seria’s safety. Alliott opened the door slightly once in a while to visually check her safety. It was an appropriate compromise between privacy and protection of the main target.

“This time, you’re late for Stephen’s wedding. “But it’s okay, so please give me a chance.”

The problem was next.

“It’s because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

Alliot couldn’t keep the open much longer, so he didn’t hear Seria’s response after that.

‘The Grand Duchess has always cut the Marquis off cold, and I’m sure this time will be no different.’

Alliot actually didn’t understand. As a third party, he could easily guess the Grand Duchess’s reaction like this. Why didn’t Marquis Haneton know? When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. Marquis Haneton was a classic case of the latter.

“…….”

However, the conversation inside the prayer room was starting to lull.

Alliot stepped back from the door in moderation. Of course, Abigail was still clinging her ears to the door of the prayer room.

Some time passed.

Click.

The door to the prayer room opened and Seria walked out alone. Her forehead distorted as she came out, the door closing behind her. Abigail saw Kalis standing there, stunned, facing the altar.

Was he crying or something? He was covering his face with both hands….

Abigail slammed the door shut.

“Lesche?”

Seria looked puzzled as she saw Lesche outside the door.

“When did you get here?”

“Just now.”

Abigail tilted her chin finely as she looked at the Grand Duke, who lied without blinking.

***

Seria left.

Kalis stood in a daze, staring at the altar. His heart ached as if he was being tortured, but he couldn’t pinpoint what to do.

Desperation struck him, and Kalis pressed down on his chest.

The story of Lina’s return was something that only he was informed at the great temple.

Because he was Lina’s husband.

Even the temple knew that they did not have a normal marriage. In other words, Lina had saved Kalis’s life… but if it went back further, Kalis and Lina had almost taken the life of Seria, the Stern, side by side.

Because of this, the great temple’s attitude towards Kalis was subtle. Still, Lina’s husband was Kalis… so the Oracle was confidential.

But that was all. It was a fragile relationship.

To Kalis, Lina was literally just a Saint. Nothing more, nothing less, just a poor friend that he wanted to take care of. From a political point of view, she was a big shot who would bring great benefits to Haneton.

When all this was considered, there was no way that Lina was more important than his beloved fiancé, Seria.

Seria fixed his arm. She got the herbs herself from the precipice.

When he was late for Stern’s wedding, he thought there was room for settlement. That was because they both were still alive. And because Seria liked him. She couldn’t take her eyes off the proposal ring when he proposed to her.

So he thought they should just get married again. He felt that everything would go back to the way it was somehow.

However, Seria completely closed her heart.

At first, the distance didn’t resonate with him. However, the more time passed, the more he began to realize it. The fact that Seria was neither his fiancĂ©e nor his wife.

He struggled. He hoped she would understand how he felt.

But, since when did Seria start dating the other man?

It was like hell.

If this wasn’t hell, where was hell, Kalis could not easily find the answer.

He staggered out. It was quiet outside the prayer room. No one was there. The High Priest who had just come to the prayer room met Kalis’s gaze. He was surprised to see Kalis there. Seeing Kalis’s pale face, he rushed over.

“Marquis Haneton? Are you all right?”

“High Priest.”

“Yes, Marquis. Why such a pale face. ….”

Kalis cupped his face in his hands and slumped over as if he was about to break down in tears. It was then that the High Priest finally gave him a sad look. He (High Priest) realized that it was probably because of Kalis’s unrequited love for Seria Stern.

Kalis asked with tears.

“How should I atone for the wounds I inflicted on Stern?”

***

* I feel so bad for Kalis. He is sincerely hurt and wants to repent. He still loves Seria very much.

Chapter 5 Part 1

***
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***

 

“…I was wondering how you have been doing.”

“As you can see, I’m very well, so please leave.”

… “Why don’t you just hit me instead? Please don’t ignore me.”

At the mention of hitting him, Seria immediately lifted the thick prayer book. She wondered what all this meant, so she just set it down again.

The sound of the thick book falling with a thud echoed through the prayer room.

It would be better if Abigail came and hit him instead of her. How much she could hit him if she tried.

“Seria.”

Kalis looked at Seria with a pained expression.

“I’ve completely cut ties with Cassius and the Kellyden. But, I have one question for you.”

‘What is it he wants to ask?’

That was why Seria didn’t want Kalis to come as a leader. Because there was a limit to what she could do to stop him from entering and leaving the prayer room. If she did so, he would express his disappointment at the temple


Still, there would be Abigail in front of the prayer room, why did she let Kalis in?

“What is it?”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were so afraid of Cassius? If you had told me earlier, I never would have never talked about the Kellyden. You knew that I exchanged occasional letters with Cassius. Why didn’t you say anything at the time?”

Kalis was right. When she was engaged to him, Seria noticed that Cassius and Kalis were occasionally exchanging letters. Of course, at the time, she just didn’t like the Kellyden and didn’t know the details of their relationship, so she kept quiet
.

“I’ve always felt that way, ever since Cassius and I cut ties. I thought that if you had married me as you were originally destined to do, if you had, I would have heard all the stories you were hiding from me at some point….”

“…….”

These were words Seria never thought she would hear. But honestly, she hated them.

“What do you want?”

The box crinkled lightly in her hands.

“Why in the world do you keep talking about something that would never happen?”

“…Seria.”

“Why are you doing this when you’ve made all the choices? Do you think you can go back in time by doing this? Is that what you want? Is it that easy?”

“…….”

“Why do you always have to force your feelings on me?”

Both of Kalis’ eyes froze as if he had been shocked. He swept his face roughly with both hands.

“Every day, I regret that day. If I could turn back time, I wanted to go back to that time.”

What Tuban said came to Seria’s mind. After Tuban said she wasn’t in the book, she thought of Kalis.

She thought that the reason he was attracted to Lina was the causality of the original story.

Therefore, she understood a lot of it. She really understood it.

But the truth was, this wasn’t some novel world.

That was more selfish, wasn’t it?

It was more cruel to her.

In fact, her fiancĂ© had simply fallen for another woman. He was attracted to Lina’s personality and the way she spoke, behavior and appearance.

“You chose Lina, and you abandoned me.”

Kalis dropped his gaze. Then he asked an unexpected question.

“…Did the Grand Duke Berg save you and you hold him in your heart?”

‘What do you mean, “in my heart”?’

Seria did not answer. However, Kalis’ eyes, which were desperately looking at Seria, were greatly shaken.

“Seria.”

The corners of Kalis’ eyes turned red. Suddenly, Seria saw a bandage wrapped around his left hand.

Come to think of it, didn’t he have a bandage on it the other day at Kellyden’s castle? Hasn’t that wound healed yet? So much time has passed since then.

After a while, Kalis opened his mouth.

“I just can’t give up on you.”

There was a watery note in Kalis’s voice as he held back.

“I saw the Oracle at the temple.”

“What Oracle?”

“The Oracle that Lina will return soon.”

“What?”

“Such an oracle has come to the temple.”

Seria blinked at Kalis’ words.

“Lina will come back within a year at least. There’s nothing clear, but
”

Kalis was Lina’s husband, so it seemed that he was told of the news beforehand. But why Kalis tell Seria such a secret?

“Seria.”

Kalis continued to speak in a watery voice.

“I’m going to divorce her the moment she comes back. I will prepare the promises that Stern’s spouse will make again, alone. I will prepare everything. So you will abandon me at that time.”

“…What?”

Seria couldn’t believe her ears.

“You’ll be late for Stern’s wedding this time. But it’s okay, please give me one chance.”

Tears formed Kalis’ eyes.

“Because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

***

‘It looks like Marquis Haneton has really gone crazy.’

Alliot looked reflectively to the side as he had this thought. Right beside him was Abigail Orrien. She was the figure with her ear pressed tightly against the prayer room door. The knight’s dignity looked like it had been thrown down a cliff.

Of course, this strange behavior of hers wasn’t a big problem.

It was really nothing compared to having…Lesche by their side.

“…….”

Lesche was leaning against the prayer room door. There was no need to explain how brutal his expression was.

So much so that only the knights of the Berg nearby for no reason would be put off by it….

Alliot was also swallowing hard now and again.

And Lesche also heard Marquis Haneton’s distracted words just now.

‘I shouldn’t have opened the door.’

He wasn’t eavesdropping on purpose. There was a knight’s duty.

However, Kalis was being monitored from the moment he entered this Berg mansion. He probably knew about it. This was because it was not a covert surveillance, but a blatant warning surveillance.

But Kalis managed to come into the prayer room somehow, even though he knew about those watchful eyes. He intended to see Seria. To cling to Grand Duchess Berg.

No matter how much space it was inside the mansion, knights could not be placed inside the prayer room. Currently, the prayer room was the same space where extraterritoriality was applied. Above all, the master of the Order, Lesche Berg, did not seem to be willing to give such a bleak order. Because he was
.

“When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. You see it in your own way.”

The words Linon said yesterday suddenly came to Alliot’s mind.

He couldn’t go in, but he certainly had to check on Seria’s safety. Alliott opened the door slightly once in a while to visually check her safety. It was an appropriate compromise between privacy and protection of the main target.

“This time, you’re late for Stephen’s wedding. “But it’s okay, so please give me a chance.”

The problem was next.

“It’s because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

Alliot couldn’t keep the open much longer, so he didn’t hear Seria’s response after that.

‘The Grand Duchess has always cut the Marquis off cold, and I’m sure this time will be no different.’

Alliot actually didn’t understand. As a third party, he could easily guess the Grand Duchess’s reaction like this. Why didn’t Marquis Haneton know? When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. Marquis Haneton was a classic case of the latter.

“…….”

However, the conversation inside the prayer room was starting to lull.

Alliot stepped back from the door in moderation. Of course, Abigail was still clinging her ears to the door of the prayer room.

Some time passed.

Click.

The door to the prayer room opened and Seria walked out alone. Her forehead distorted as she came out, the door closing behind her. Abigail saw Kalis standing there, stunned, facing the altar.

Was he crying or something? He was covering his face with both hands….

Abigail slammed the door shut.

“Lesche?”

Seria looked puzzled as she saw Lesche outside the door.

“When did you get here?”

“Just now.”

Abigail tilted her chin finely as she looked at the Grand Duke, who lied without blinking.

***

Seria left.

Kalis stood in a daze, staring at the altar. His heart ached as if he was being tortured, but he couldn’t pinpoint what to do.

Desperation struck him, and Kalis pressed down on his chest.

The story of Lina’s return was something that only he was informed at the great temple.

Because he was Lina’s husband.

Even the temple knew that they did not have a normal marriage. In other words, Lina had saved Kalis’s life… but if it went back further, Kalis and Lina had almost taken the life of Seria, the Stern, side by side.

Because of this, the great temple’s attitude towards Kalis was subtle. Still, Lina’s husband was Kalis… so the Oracle was confidential.

But that was all. It was a fragile relationship.

To Kalis, Lina was literally just a Saint. Nothing more, nothing less, just a poor friend that he wanted to take care of. From a political point of view, she was a big shot who would bring great benefits to Haneton.

When all this was considered, there was no way that Lina was more important than his beloved fiancé, Seria.

Seria fixed his arm. She got the herbs herself from the precipice.

When he was late for Stern’s wedding, he thought there was room for settlement. That was because they both were still alive. And because Seria liked him. She couldn’t take her eyes off the proposal ring when he proposed to her.

So he thought they should just get married again. He felt that everything would go back to the way it was somehow.

However, Seria completely closed her heart.

At first, the distance didn’t resonate with him. However, the more time passed, the more he began to realize it. The fact that Seria was neither his fiancĂ©e nor his wife.

He struggled. He hoped she would understand how he felt.

But, since when did Seria start dating the other man?

It was like hell.

If this wasn’t hell, where was hell, Kalis could not easily find the answer.

He staggered out. It was quiet outside the prayer room. No one was there. The High Priest who had just come to the prayer room met Kalis’s gaze. He was surprised to see Kalis there. Seeing Kalis’s pale face, he rushed over.

“Marquis Haneton? Are you all right?”

“High Priest.”

“Yes, Marquis. Why such a pale face. ….”

Kalis cupped his face in his hands and slumped over as if he was about to break down in tears. It was then that the High Priest finally gave him a sad look. He (High Priest) realized that it was probably because of Kalis’s unrequited love for Seria Stern.

Kalis asked with tears.

“How should I atone for the wounds I inflicted on Stern?”

***

* I feel so bad for Kalis. He is sincerely hurt and wants to repent. He still loves Seria very much.

Chapter 5 Part 2

***
https://www.patreon.com/TOTV
Sponsored by Tulvander. Thank you 💖 (3/3)

***

 

“…I was wondering how you have been doing.”

“As you can see, I’m very well, so please leave.”

… “Why don’t you just hit me instead? Please don’t ignore me.”

At the mention of hitting him, Seria immediately lifted the thick prayer book. She wondered what all this meant, so she just set it down again.

The sound of the thick book falling with a thud echoed through the prayer room.

It would be better if Abigail came and hit him instead of her. How much she could hit him if she tried.

“Seria.”

Kalis looked at Seria with a pained expression.

“I’ve completely cut ties with Cassius and the Kellyden. But, I have one question for you.”

‘What is it he wants to ask?’

That was why Seria didn’t want Kalis to come as a leader. Because there was a limit to what she could do to stop him from entering and leaving the prayer room. If she did so, he would express his disappointment at the temple


Still, there would be Abigail in front of the prayer room, why did she let Kalis in?

“What is it?”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were so afraid of Cassius? If you had told me earlier, I never would have never talked about the Kellyden. You knew that I exchanged occasional letters with Cassius. Why didn’t you say anything at the time?”

Kalis was right. When she was engaged to him, Seria noticed that Cassius and Kalis were occasionally exchanging letters. Of course, at the time, she just didn’t like the Kellyden and didn’t know the details of their relationship, so she kept quiet
.

“I’ve always felt that way, ever since Cassius and I cut ties. I thought that if you had married me as you were originally destined to do, if you had, I would have heard all the stories you were hiding from me at some point….”

“…….”

These were words Seria never thought she would hear. But honestly, she hated them.

“What do you want?”

The box crinkled lightly in her hands.

“Why in the world do you keep talking about something that would never happen?”

“…Seria.”

“Why are you doing this when you’ve made all the choices? Do you think you can go back in time by doing this? Is that what you want? Is it that easy?”

“…….”

“Why do you always have to force your feelings on me?”

Both of Kalis’ eyes froze as if he had been shocked. He swept his face roughly with both hands.

“Every day, I regret that day. If I could turn back time, I wanted to go back to that time.”

What Tuban said came to Seria’s mind. After Tuban said she wasn’t in the book, she thought of Kalis.

She thought that the reason he was attracted to Lina was the causality of the original story.

Therefore, she understood a lot of it. She really understood it.

But the truth was, this wasn’t some novel world.

That was more selfish, wasn’t it?

It was more cruel to her.

In fact, her fiancĂ© had simply fallen for another woman. He was attracted to Lina’s personality and the way she spoke, behavior and appearance.

“You chose Lina, and you abandoned me.”

Kalis dropped his gaze. Then he asked an unexpected question.

“…Did the Grand Duke Berg save you and you hold him in your heart?”

‘What do you mean, “in my heart”?’

Seria did not answer. However, Kalis’ eyes, which were desperately looking at Seria, were greatly shaken.

“Seria.”

The corners of Kalis’ eyes turned red. Suddenly, Seria saw a bandage wrapped around his left hand.

Come to think of it, didn’t he have a bandage on it the other day at Kellyden’s castle? Hasn’t that wound healed yet? So much time has passed since then.

After a while, Kalis opened his mouth.

“I just can’t give up on you.”

There was a watery note in Kalis’s voice as he held back.

“I saw the Oracle at the temple.”

“What Oracle?”

“The Oracle that Lina will return soon.”

“What?”

“Such an oracle has come to the temple.”

Seria blinked at Kalis’ words.

“Lina will come back within a year at least. There’s nothing clear, but
”

Kalis was Lina’s husband, so it seemed that he was told of the news beforehand. But why Kalis tell Seria such a secret?

“Seria.”

Kalis continued to speak in a watery voice.

“I’m going to divorce her the moment she comes back. I will prepare the promises that Stern’s spouse will make again, alone. I will prepare everything. So you will abandon me at that time.”

“…What?”

Seria couldn’t believe her ears.

“You’ll be late for Stern’s wedding this time. But it’s okay, please give me one chance.”

Tears formed Kalis’ eyes.

“Because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

***

‘It looks like Marquis Haneton has really gone crazy.’

Alliot looked reflectively to the side as he had this thought. Right beside him was Abigail Orrien. She was the figure with her ear pressed tightly against the prayer room door. The knight’s dignity looked like it had been thrown down a cliff.

Of course, this strange behavior of hers wasn’t a big problem.

It was really nothing compared to having…Lesche by their side.

“…….”

Lesche was leaning against the prayer room door. There was no need to explain how brutal his expression was.

So much so that only the knights of the Berg nearby for no reason would be put off by it….

Alliot was also swallowing hard now and again.

And Lesche also heard Marquis Haneton’s distracted words just now.

‘I shouldn’t have opened the door.’

He wasn’t eavesdropping on purpose. There was a knight’s duty.

However, Kalis was being monitored from the moment he entered this Berg mansion. He probably knew about it. This was because it was not a covert surveillance, but a blatant warning surveillance.

But Kalis managed to come into the prayer room somehow, even though he knew about those watchful eyes. He intended to see Seria. To cling to Grand Duchess Berg.

No matter how much space it was inside the mansion, knights could not be placed inside the prayer room. Currently, the prayer room was the same space where extraterritoriality was applied. Above all, the master of the Order, Lesche Berg, did not seem to be willing to give such a bleak order. Because he was
.

“When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. You see it in your own way.”

The words Linon said yesterday suddenly came to Alliot’s mind.

He couldn’t go in, but he certainly had to check on Seria’s safety. Alliott opened the door slightly once in a while to visually check her safety. It was an appropriate compromise between privacy and protection of the main target.

“This time, you’re late for Stephen’s wedding. “But it’s okay, so please give me a chance.”

The problem was next.

“It’s because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

Alliot couldn’t keep the open much longer, so he didn’t hear Seria’s response after that.

‘The Grand Duchess has always cut the Marquis off cold, and I’m sure this time will be no different.’

Alliot actually didn’t understand. As a third party, he could easily guess the Grand Duchess’s reaction like this. Why didn’t Marquis Haneton know? When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. Marquis Haneton was a classic case of the latter.

“…….”

However, the conversation inside the prayer room was starting to lull.

Alliot stepped back from the door in moderation. Of course, Abigail was still clinging her ears to the door of the prayer room.

Some time passed.

Click.

The door to the prayer room opened and Seria walked out alone. Her forehead distorted as she came out, the door closing behind her. Abigail saw Kalis standing there, stunned, facing the altar.

Was he crying or something? He was covering his face with both hands….

Abigail slammed the door shut.

“Lesche?”

Seria looked puzzled as she saw Lesche outside the door.

“When did you get here?”

“Just now.”

Abigail tilted her chin finely as she looked at the Grand Duke, who lied without blinking.

***

Seria left.

Kalis stood in a daze, staring at the altar. His heart ached as if he was being tortured, but he couldn’t pinpoint what to do.

Desperation struck him, and Kalis pressed down on his chest.

The story of Lina’s return was something that only he was informed at the great temple.

Because he was Lina’s husband.

Even the temple knew that they did not have a normal marriage. In other words, Lina had saved Kalis’s life… but if it went back further, Kalis and Lina had almost taken the life of Seria, the Stern, side by side.

Because of this, the great temple’s attitude towards Kalis was subtle. Still, Lina’s husband was Kalis… so the Oracle was confidential.

But that was all. It was a fragile relationship.

To Kalis, Lina was literally just a Saint. Nothing more, nothing less, just a poor friend that he wanted to take care of. From a political point of view, she was a big shot who would bring great benefits to Haneton.

When all this was considered, there was no way that Lina was more important than his beloved fiancé, Seria.

Seria fixed his arm. She got the herbs herself from the precipice.

When he was late for Stern’s wedding, he thought there was room for settlement. That was because they both were still alive. And because Seria liked him. She couldn’t take her eyes off the proposal ring when he proposed to her.

So he thought they should just get married again. He felt that everything would go back to the way it was somehow.

However, Seria completely closed her heart.

At first, the distance didn’t resonate with him. However, the more time passed, the more he began to realize it. The fact that Seria was neither his fiancĂ©e nor his wife.

He struggled. He hoped she would understand how he felt.

But, since when did Seria start dating the other man?

It was like hell.

If this wasn’t hell, where was hell, Kalis could not easily find the answer.

He staggered out. It was quiet outside the prayer room. No one was there. The High Priest who had just come to the prayer room met Kalis’s gaze. He was surprised to see Kalis there. Seeing Kalis’s pale face, he rushed over.

“Marquis Haneton? Are you all right?”

“High Priest.”

“Yes, Marquis. Why such a pale face. ….”

Kalis cupped his face in his hands and slumped over as if he was about to break down in tears. It was then that the High Priest finally gave him a sad look. He (High Priest) realized that it was probably because of Kalis’s unrequited love for Seria Stern.

Kalis asked with tears.

“How should I atone for the wounds I inflicted on Stern?”

***

* I feel so bad for Kalis. He is sincerely hurt and wants to repent. He still loves Seria very much.

Chapter 6 Part 1

***
https://www.patreon.com/TOTV
Sponsored by Tulvander. Thank you 💖 (3/3)

***

 

“…I was wondering how you have been doing.”

“As you can see, I’m very well, so please leave.”

… “Why don’t you just hit me instead? Please don’t ignore me.”

At the mention of hitting him, Seria immediately lifted the thick prayer book. She wondered what all this meant, so she just set it down again.

The sound of the thick book falling with a thud echoed through the prayer room.

It would be better if Abigail came and hit him instead of her. How much she could hit him if she tried.

“Seria.”

Kalis looked at Seria with a pained expression.

“I’ve completely cut ties with Cassius and the Kellyden. But, I have one question for you.”

‘What is it he wants to ask?’

That was why Seria didn’t want Kalis to come as a leader. Because there was a limit to what she could do to stop him from entering and leaving the prayer room. If she did so, he would express his disappointment at the temple


Still, there would be Abigail in front of the prayer room, why did she let Kalis in?

“What is it?”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were so afraid of Cassius? If you had told me earlier, I never would have never talked about the Kellyden. You knew that I exchanged occasional letters with Cassius. Why didn’t you say anything at the time?”

Kalis was right. When she was engaged to him, Seria noticed that Cassius and Kalis were occasionally exchanging letters. Of course, at the time, she just didn’t like the Kellyden and didn’t know the details of their relationship, so she kept quiet
.

“I’ve always felt that way, ever since Cassius and I cut ties. I thought that if you had married me as you were originally destined to do, if you had, I would have heard all the stories you were hiding from me at some point….”

“…….”

These were words Seria never thought she would hear. But honestly, she hated them.

“What do you want?”

The box crinkled lightly in her hands.

“Why in the world do you keep talking about something that would never happen?”

“…Seria.”

“Why are you doing this when you’ve made all the choices? Do you think you can go back in time by doing this? Is that what you want? Is it that easy?”

“…….”

“Why do you always have to force your feelings on me?”

Both of Kalis’ eyes froze as if he had been shocked. He swept his face roughly with both hands.

“Every day, I regret that day. If I could turn back time, I wanted to go back to that time.”

What Tuban said came to Seria’s mind. After Tuban said she wasn’t in the book, she thought of Kalis.

She thought that the reason he was attracted to Lina was the causality of the original story.

Therefore, she understood a lot of it. She really understood it.

But the truth was, this wasn’t some novel world.

That was more selfish, wasn’t it?

It was more cruel to her.

In fact, her fiancĂ© had simply fallen for another woman. He was attracted to Lina’s personality and the way she spoke, behavior and appearance.

“You chose Lina, and you abandoned me.”

Kalis dropped his gaze. Then he asked an unexpected question.

“…Did the Grand Duke Berg save you and you hold him in your heart?”

‘What do you mean, “in my heart”?’

Seria did not answer. However, Kalis’ eyes, which were desperately looking at Seria, were greatly shaken.

“Seria.”

The corners of Kalis’ eyes turned red. Suddenly, Seria saw a bandage wrapped around his left hand.

Come to think of it, didn’t he have a bandage on it the other day at Kellyden’s castle? Hasn’t that wound healed yet? So much time has passed since then.

After a while, Kalis opened his mouth.

“I just can’t give up on you.”

There was a watery note in Kalis’s voice as he held back.

“I saw the Oracle at the temple.”

“What Oracle?”

“The Oracle that Lina will return soon.”

“What?”

“Such an oracle has come to the temple.”

Seria blinked at Kalis’ words.

“Lina will come back within a year at least. There’s nothing clear, but
”

Kalis was Lina’s husband, so it seemed that he was told of the news beforehand. But why Kalis tell Seria such a secret?

“Seria.”

Kalis continued to speak in a watery voice.

“I’m going to divorce her the moment she comes back. I will prepare the promises that Stern’s spouse will make again, alone. I will prepare everything. So you will abandon me at that time.”

“…What?”

Seria couldn’t believe her ears.

“You’ll be late for Stern’s wedding this time. But it’s okay, please give me one chance.”

Tears formed Kalis’ eyes.

“Because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

***

‘It looks like Marquis Haneton has really gone crazy.’

Alliot looked reflectively to the side as he had this thought. Right beside him was Abigail Orrien. She was the figure with her ear pressed tightly against the prayer room door. The knight’s dignity looked like it had been thrown down a cliff.

Of course, this strange behavior of hers wasn’t a big problem.

It was really nothing compared to having…Lesche by their side.

“…….”

Lesche was leaning against the prayer room door. There was no need to explain how brutal his expression was.

So much so that only the knights of the Berg nearby for no reason would be put off by it….

Alliot was also swallowing hard now and again.

And Lesche also heard Marquis Haneton’s distracted words just now.

‘I shouldn’t have opened the door.’

He wasn’t eavesdropping on purpose. There was a knight’s duty.

However, Kalis was being monitored from the moment he entered this Berg mansion. He probably knew about it. This was because it was not a covert surveillance, but a blatant warning surveillance.

But Kalis managed to come into the prayer room somehow, even though he knew about those watchful eyes. He intended to see Seria. To cling to Grand Duchess Berg.

No matter how much space it was inside the mansion, knights could not be placed inside the prayer room. Currently, the prayer room was the same space where extraterritoriality was applied. Above all, the master of the Order, Lesche Berg, did not seem to be willing to give such a bleak order. Because he was
.

“When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. You see it in your own way.”

The words Linon said yesterday suddenly came to Alliot’s mind.

He couldn’t go in, but he certainly had to check on Seria’s safety. Alliott opened the door slightly once in a while to visually check her safety. It was an appropriate compromise between privacy and protection of the main target.

“This time, you’re late for Stephen’s wedding. “But it’s okay, so please give me a chance.”

The problem was next.

“It’s because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

Alliot couldn’t keep the open much longer, so he didn’t hear Seria’s response after that.

‘The Grand Duchess has always cut the Marquis off cold, and I’m sure this time will be no different.’

Alliot actually didn’t understand. As a third party, he could easily guess the Grand Duchess’s reaction like this. Why didn’t Marquis Haneton know? When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. Marquis Haneton was a classic case of the latter.

“…….”

However, the conversation inside the prayer room was starting to lull.

Alliot stepped back from the door in moderation. Of course, Abigail was still clinging her ears to the door of the prayer room.

Some time passed.

Click.

The door to the prayer room opened and Seria walked out alone. Her forehead distorted as she came out, the door closing behind her. Abigail saw Kalis standing there, stunned, facing the altar.

Was he crying or something? He was covering his face with both hands….

Abigail slammed the door shut.

“Lesche?”

Seria looked puzzled as she saw Lesche outside the door.

“When did you get here?”

“Just now.”

Abigail tilted her chin finely as she looked at the Grand Duke, who lied without blinking.

***

Seria left.

Kalis stood in a daze, staring at the altar. His heart ached as if he was being tortured, but he couldn’t pinpoint what to do.

Desperation struck him, and Kalis pressed down on his chest.

The story of Lina’s return was something that only he was informed at the great temple.

Because he was Lina’s husband.

Even the temple knew that they did not have a normal marriage. In other words, Lina had saved Kalis’s life… but if it went back further, Kalis and Lina had almost taken the life of Seria, the Stern, side by side.

Because of this, the great temple’s attitude towards Kalis was subtle. Still, Lina’s husband was Kalis… so the Oracle was confidential.

But that was all. It was a fragile relationship.

To Kalis, Lina was literally just a Saint. Nothing more, nothing less, just a poor friend that he wanted to take care of. From a political point of view, she was a big shot who would bring great benefits to Haneton.

When all this was considered, there was no way that Lina was more important than his beloved fiancé, Seria.

Seria fixed his arm. She got the herbs herself from the precipice.

When he was late for Stern’s wedding, he thought there was room for settlement. That was because they both were still alive. And because Seria liked him. She couldn’t take her eyes off the proposal ring when he proposed to her.

So he thought they should just get married again. He felt that everything would go back to the way it was somehow.

However, Seria completely closed her heart.

At first, the distance didn’t resonate with him. However, the more time passed, the more he began to realize it. The fact that Seria was neither his fiancĂ©e nor his wife.

He struggled. He hoped she would understand how he felt.

But, since when did Seria start dating the other man?

It was like hell.

If this wasn’t hell, where was hell, Kalis could not easily find the answer.

He staggered out. It was quiet outside the prayer room. No one was there. The High Priest who had just come to the prayer room met Kalis’s gaze. He was surprised to see Kalis there. Seeing Kalis’s pale face, he rushed over.

“Marquis Haneton? Are you all right?”

“High Priest.”

“Yes, Marquis. Why such a pale face. ….”

Kalis cupped his face in his hands and slumped over as if he was about to break down in tears. It was then that the High Priest finally gave him a sad look. He (High Priest) realized that it was probably because of Kalis’s unrequited love for Seria Stern.

Kalis asked with tears.

“How should I atone for the wounds I inflicted on Stern?”

***

* I feel so bad for Kalis. He is sincerely hurt and wants to repent. He still loves Seria very much.

Chapter 6 Part 2

***
https://www.patreon.com/TOTV
Sponsored by Tulvander. Thank you 💖 (3/3)

***

 

“…I was wondering how you have been doing.”

“As you can see, I’m very well, so please leave.”

… “Why don’t you just hit me instead? Please don’t ignore me.”

At the mention of hitting him, Seria immediately lifted the thick prayer book. She wondered what all this meant, so she just set it down again.

The sound of the thick book falling with a thud echoed through the prayer room.

It would be better if Abigail came and hit him instead of her. How much she could hit him if she tried.

“Seria.”

Kalis looked at Seria with a pained expression.

“I’ve completely cut ties with Cassius and the Kellyden. But, I have one question for you.”

‘What is it he wants to ask?’

That was why Seria didn’t want Kalis to come as a leader. Because there was a limit to what she could do to stop him from entering and leaving the prayer room. If she did so, he would express his disappointment at the temple


Still, there would be Abigail in front of the prayer room, why did she let Kalis in?

“What is it?”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were so afraid of Cassius? If you had told me earlier, I never would have never talked about the Kellyden. You knew that I exchanged occasional letters with Cassius. Why didn’t you say anything at the time?”

Kalis was right. When she was engaged to him, Seria noticed that Cassius and Kalis were occasionally exchanging letters. Of course, at the time, she just didn’t like the Kellyden and didn’t know the details of their relationship, so she kept quiet
.

“I’ve always felt that way, ever since Cassius and I cut ties. I thought that if you had married me as you were originally destined to do, if you had, I would have heard all the stories you were hiding from me at some point….”

“…….”

These were words Seria never thought she would hear. But honestly, she hated them.

“What do you want?”

The box crinkled lightly in her hands.

“Why in the world do you keep talking about something that would never happen?”

“…Seria.”

“Why are you doing this when you’ve made all the choices? Do you think you can go back in time by doing this? Is that what you want? Is it that easy?”

“…….”

“Why do you always have to force your feelings on me?”

Both of Kalis’ eyes froze as if he had been shocked. He swept his face roughly with both hands.

“Every day, I regret that day. If I could turn back time, I wanted to go back to that time.”

What Tuban said came to Seria’s mind. After Tuban said she wasn’t in the book, she thought of Kalis.

She thought that the reason he was attracted to Lina was the causality of the original story.

Therefore, she understood a lot of it. She really understood it.

But the truth was, this wasn’t some novel world.

That was more selfish, wasn’t it?

It was more cruel to her.

In fact, her fiancĂ© had simply fallen for another woman. He was attracted to Lina’s personality and the way she spoke, behavior and appearance.

“You chose Lina, and you abandoned me.”

Kalis dropped his gaze. Then he asked an unexpected question.

“…Did the Grand Duke Berg save you and you hold him in your heart?”

‘What do you mean, “in my heart”?’

Seria did not answer. However, Kalis’ eyes, which were desperately looking at Seria, were greatly shaken.

“Seria.”

The corners of Kalis’ eyes turned red. Suddenly, Seria saw a bandage wrapped around his left hand.

Come to think of it, didn’t he have a bandage on it the other day at Kellyden’s castle? Hasn’t that wound healed yet? So much time has passed since then.

After a while, Kalis opened his mouth.

“I just can’t give up on you.”

There was a watery note in Kalis’s voice as he held back.

“I saw the Oracle at the temple.”

“What Oracle?”

“The Oracle that Lina will return soon.”

“What?”

“Such an oracle has come to the temple.”

Seria blinked at Kalis’ words.

“Lina will come back within a year at least. There’s nothing clear, but
”

Kalis was Lina’s husband, so it seemed that he was told of the news beforehand. But why Kalis tell Seria such a secret?

“Seria.”

Kalis continued to speak in a watery voice.

“I’m going to divorce her the moment she comes back. I will prepare the promises that Stern’s spouse will make again, alone. I will prepare everything. So you will abandon me at that time.”

“…What?”

Seria couldn’t believe her ears.

“You’ll be late for Stern’s wedding this time. But it’s okay, please give me one chance.”

Tears formed Kalis’ eyes.

“Because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

***

‘It looks like Marquis Haneton has really gone crazy.’

Alliot looked reflectively to the side as he had this thought. Right beside him was Abigail Orrien. She was the figure with her ear pressed tightly against the prayer room door. The knight’s dignity looked like it had been thrown down a cliff.

Of course, this strange behavior of hers wasn’t a big problem.

It was really nothing compared to having…Lesche by their side.

“…….”

Lesche was leaning against the prayer room door. There was no need to explain how brutal his expression was.

So much so that only the knights of the Berg nearby for no reason would be put off by it….

Alliot was also swallowing hard now and again.

And Lesche also heard Marquis Haneton’s distracted words just now.

‘I shouldn’t have opened the door.’

He wasn’t eavesdropping on purpose. There was a knight’s duty.

However, Kalis was being monitored from the moment he entered this Berg mansion. He probably knew about it. This was because it was not a covert surveillance, but a blatant warning surveillance.

But Kalis managed to come into the prayer room somehow, even though he knew about those watchful eyes. He intended to see Seria. To cling to Grand Duchess Berg.

No matter how much space it was inside the mansion, knights could not be placed inside the prayer room. Currently, the prayer room was the same space where extraterritoriality was applied. Above all, the master of the Order, Lesche Berg, did not seem to be willing to give such a bleak order. Because he was
.

“When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. You see it in your own way.”

The words Linon said yesterday suddenly came to Alliot’s mind.

He couldn’t go in, but he certainly had to check on Seria’s safety. Alliott opened the door slightly once in a while to visually check her safety. It was an appropriate compromise between privacy and protection of the main target.

“This time, you’re late for Stephen’s wedding. “But it’s okay, so please give me a chance.”

The problem was next.

“It’s because I don’t know how to forget you
.”

Alliot couldn’t keep the open much longer, so he didn’t hear Seria’s response after that.

‘The Grand Duchess has always cut the Marquis off cold, and I’m sure this time will be no different.’

Alliot actually didn’t understand. As a third party, he could easily guess the Grand Duchess’s reaction like this. Why didn’t Marquis Haneton know? When you fall in love, you become weak or go crazy. Marquis Haneton was a classic case of the latter.

“…….”

However, the conversation inside the prayer room was starting to lull.

Alliot stepped back from the door in moderation. Of course, Abigail was still clinging her ears to the door of the prayer room.

Some time passed.

Click.

The door to the prayer room opened and Seria walked out alone. Her forehead distorted as she came out, the door closing behind her. Abigail saw Kalis standing there, stunned, facing the altar.

Was he crying or something? He was covering his face with both hands….

Abigail slammed the door shut.

“Lesche?”

Seria looked puzzled as she saw Lesche outside the door.

“When did you get here?”

“Just now.”

Abigail tilted her chin finely as she looked at the Grand Duke, who lied without blinking.

***

Seria left.

Kalis stood in a daze, staring at the altar. His heart ached as if he was being tortured, but he couldn’t pinpoint what to do.

Desperation struck him, and Kalis pressed down on his chest.

The story of Lina’s return was something that only he was informed at the great temple.

Because he was Lina’s husband.

Even the temple knew that they did not have a normal marriage. In other words, Lina had saved Kalis’s life… but if it went back further, Kalis and Lina had almost taken the life of Seria, the Stern, side by side.

Because of this, the great temple’s attitude towards Kalis was subtle. Still, Lina’s husband was Kalis… so the Oracle was confidential.

But that was all. It was a fragile relationship.

To Kalis, Lina was literally just a Saint. Nothing more, nothing less, just a poor friend that he wanted to take care of. From a political point of view, she was a big shot who would bring great benefits to Haneton.

When all this was considered, there was no way that Lina was more important than his beloved fiancé, Seria.

Seria fixed his arm. She got the herbs herself from the precipice.

When he was late for Stern’s wedding, he thought there was room for settlement. That was because they both were still alive. And because Seria liked him. She couldn’t take her eyes off the proposal ring when he proposed to her.

So he thought they should just get married again. He felt that everything would go back to the way it was somehow.

However, Seria completely closed her heart.

At first, the distance didn’t resonate with him. However, the more time passed, the more he began to realize it. The fact that Seria was neither his fiancĂ©e nor his wife.

He struggled. He hoped she would understand how he felt.

But, since when did Seria start dating the other man?

It was like hell.

If this wasn’t hell, where was hell, Kalis could not easily find the answer.

He staggered out. It was quiet outside the prayer room. No one was there. The High Priest who had just come to the prayer room met Kalis’s gaze. He was surprised to see Kalis there. Seeing Kalis’s pale face, he rushed over.

“Marquis Haneton? Are you all right?”

“High Priest.”

“Yes, Marquis. Why such a pale face. ….”

Kalis cupped his face in his hands and slumped over as if he was about to break down in tears. It was then that the High Priest finally gave him a sad look. He (High Priest) realized that it was probably because of Kalis’s unrequited love for Seria Stern.

Kalis asked with tears.

“How should I atone for the wounds I inflicted on Stern?”

***

* I feel so bad for Kalis. He is sincerely hurt and wants to repent. He still loves Seria very much.

Chapter 7 Part 1